We speak about the Second Conversion, specifically about the seventh chapter in Saint Paul's Letter to the Romans. We try to answer the question: Why is it so hard to be a Christian? We also look at what choices we have when God brings up our Self-Loathing, Lust, Anger, our need to forgive others, and other 'unconverted' parts of us. Finally, we see how 'Dying to the Self' is not only a poetic idea from the New Testament.