Eli Jaxon-Bear was born Elliot J. Zeldow in Brooklyn, New York, in 1947. His eighteen-year spiritual path started in 1971, when he was a federal fugitive during the Vietnam war. In 1978, Kalu Rinpoche appointed him the president of the first Kagyu dharma center in Marin County. In 1982, he was presented with a Zen Teaching Fan at ChoShoJi Zen Temple in Japan.
After a search took him around the world and into many traditions and practices, his path and his search ended when he was pulled to India in 1990, where he met his final teacher, Sri H.W.L. Poonja. Confirming Eli's realization, his teacher sent him back into the world to share his unique psychological insights into the nature of egoic suffering in support of self-realization.
Eli infuses the teaching with his teacher’s living transmission of silence. He presents a unique map of egoic identification as a vehicle for ruthless self-inquiry and final realization of true freedom. He dedicates his life to passing on the transmission of his teacher.
Eli currently meets people and teaches through the Leela Foundation, a non-profit organization dedicated to world peace and freedom through universal self-realization.
He is the author of Sudden Awakening into Direct Realization, (New World Library), The Enneagram of Liberation: From Fixation to Freedom, (Gangaji Foundation Press), and he is the editor of Wake Up and Roar: Satsang with H.W.L. Poonja, (Sounds True).
Transcript of this interview
Interview recorded 4/14/2013
First BatGap interview with Eli.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to the Interview with Eli Jaxon-Bear
00:04:20 - The One Cosmic Being
00:06:49 - Lovemaking and the Mystery of Consciousness
00:09:21 - The Truth of Self-Identification
00:11:21 - The All-Pervading Intelligence
00:13:34 - The Consciousness Before the Big Bang
00:16:15 - Being Present Before Perception
00:18:39 - The Permanent Realization
00:20:58 - Using Crisis to See Deeper
00:23:14 - The Capacity of Emotions
00:25:33 - The Fall of the Roshi
00:27:40 - Spiritual Names and Practices
00:29:49 - The Usefulness of Spiritual Practices
00:32:02 - Dissolving the Ego and Individuality through Meditation
00:34:22 - Finding the Balance Between Enlightenment and Normal Life
00:36:53 - The Middle Way and the Eightfold Path
00:39:03 - Trusting the Universe's Support for Awakening
00:41:11 - Letting Go and Letting God
00:44:04 - The Wounding of the Egoic Shell
00:47:06 - The Insanity of the Ego
00:49:48 - The Search for Truth
00:51:37 - The Mystery of Traveling
00:53:46 - The Significance of Devotion and Higher Beings
00:56:24 - Meeting Siva at the Banks of the Ganga
00:59:00 - The Importance of a Final Teacher
01:00:59 - The Psychedelic Experience and Ayahuasca
01:02:41 - LSD and Awakening
01:04:47 - The Mystery of Freedom and Love
01:06:45 - People Waking Up
01:08:22 - A Global Awakening
01:10:13 - Introduction to batgap.com