Full of Shift

Marriage, magic, mistakes, mouthing off, and merry f**king Christmas. This week on 'Full of Shift,' we're closing out the season with heartfelt reflections and a lot of laughter. And we're answering YOUR QUESTIONS! Join Nico and Bethany as we tackle some of your heavy hitters, navigate the holiday frenzy, and reflect on a year filled with monumental shifts—moving to Florida, welcoming a new baby during a hurricane, launching this podcast, and loving through it all. No matter what kind of shift. This is the last episode of the year. Above everything, this season taught us the power of embracing change and the beauty of forging deeper connections. We’ve loved, we’ve lived, and we’ve learned. Thanks for being part of our journey. Let's do this shift again real soon, ya hear? We love y’all.

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You know the drill. If you want more from this week's conversation, head over to Patreon. We unpack even more about postpartum, talk about the election, the differences between Pesce and Kilmer, and dive into Pesce's full astrology chart reading. Shift is weird, y'all—get into it.

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Postpartum, Parenting, and the Pulse of News Cycles. This week on Full of Shift, Nico and Bethany settle back into the tent to delve into their postpartum experiences this time around. How different has it been? How have we changed? How is the world changing around us? We’ll also touch on the current news cycles—just enough to acknowledge how the country, like us, is in a constant state of evolution. Holy shift! Join us as we explore these personal and public evolutions. This is FULL OF SHIFT.

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Honestly, we could listen to these two dudes and their greasy banter all day. There's more of this conversation over on Patreon right now. Dive into the story of how they met and the saga of the TV show they were developing. Let's have a moment of silence for the show that could have been... Don't be a dumb dumb. Go listen.

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Fatherhood, face-offs, fashion, and finding your way. Sean Avery is FULL OF SHIFT. This week, Nico sits down with former NHL player Sean Avery to delve into dad life, hockey, Hollywood, celebrity, the dynamics of modern masculinity, and how to show up for yourself and your family amid the ever-shifting world. The connection between Nico and Sean dates back to 2017 when they collaborated on a television show based on Sean’s life, revealing surprising parallels between their two worlds. Despite the busy twists and turns of life, they've found a moment to reconnect and shoot the shift. Don't miss this engaging and wild discussion full of insights and anecdotes. This is FULL OF SHIFT.

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But wait... there’s more! In our bonus episode on Patreon, Nico and Alexa spill the raw, unedited stories from their wild experience shooting The Walking Dead: World Beyond during the chaos of a pandemic. From quirky anecdotes and questionable characters to bizarre encounters, this bonus shift is as ridiculous as it gets. Head over to Patreon now for all the insane details. Don't be a loser, be a shift head. And yeah yeah yeah we allllll miss you Bethany.

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Zombies, Hollywood, and surviving it all—welcome back to Full of Shift, coming to you hot from the Spotify studios in Los Angeles! This Thanksgiving, we're thankful for new perspectives and familiar voices. Join Nico Tortorella as he flies solo with the incredible Alexa Mansour, co-star from the AMC series "The Walking Dead: World Beyond." Let’s get into a real discussion about growing up in Los Angeles, navigating shifting careers, love in the new world, battling body dysphoria, music and envisioning the future. For fans of "The Love Bomb," this episode brings a touch of nostalgia with a fresh twist. Get your shift together and hit play on this one already.

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This week’s bonus episode is a little different... Because we're in a bed. For the first time as a family of four, we snuggle up under the covers with a few microphones and unpack even more about the intense experience we all just had. Birth is more than a beginning. It’s a cycle. A becoming. A crossing of endless thresholds. We change. We grow. We fall apart. We come back together. Come hang out with us as we attempt to put the pieces back in place. That means you should go listen to the bonus episode on Patreon, ya little shift. Love you.

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Birth, parents, babies, and hurricanes—this episode packs it all. This week on "Full of Shift," we're diving into the ultimate tale of survival, love, and raw natural forces. Join us as we recount the epic story of Pesce Pearl's birth amid Hurricane Milton's chaos. Picture this: a frantic evacuation, a hotel refuge, and at 3 AM, Bethany goes into labor. Eighteen intense hours later, in the tent, under a canopy of stars and the roar of the ocean, our son makes his grand entrance. Talk about drama… Pesce's arrival, in the heart of a hurricane, is a testament to finding calm in the storm—literally. It's about enduring love and the elemental forces that shape us. This is some wild BIRTH STORY SHIFT. This is FULL OF SHIFT.

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Alright, y'all, we've been teasing our ayahuasca journey since episode one, and it's finally time to explore the "Ayahuasca Shift." This story isn't just intense, it’s a profound exploration of personal growth and relationship dynamics. We want to clarify upfront: this isn't everyone's experience, nor does it advocate for folks to seek this kind of spiritual awakening. However, sharing firsthand stories can offer real conversations and insights for those who feel called to explore these realms through plant medicines. Ayahuasca played a pivotal role in our decision to marry—not as the sole reason but as a significant catalyst that deepened our lifelong bond. The experiences we had in the jungle changed us forever, and it's time we share this transformative segment of our journey with you. This is FULL OF SHIFT, where the incredible continues to unfold.

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But wait... there's more! Dive deeper with us in this week's bonus episode as we continue our discussion about ayahuasca, sharing even more transformative stories. Enjoy a special surprise as Kilmer Dove makes an appearance! We'll also update you on the final week of pregnancy, our iconic tent, and our mission as we approach the election—calling people in rather than calling them out, in an attempt to bring people together. Plus, we talk about our Halloween plans. Join us for these intimate updates and more on Patreon. Don’t miss out on this extended shift!

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We're still here, and we're still pregnant! On this week's bonus episode, we navigate through a little scare, discuss the future of FULL OF SHIFT, unpack recent dreams, and ponder what it would be like to have dinner one more time with family members who are no longer with us. Head over to Patreon right now for a special, emotionally charged bonus episode. Don't miss out on these intimate moments!

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This week, we find ourselves on the edge of our seats preparing for one of life’s biggest changes, our second baby is due any day now! This is Home Stretch Shift. Join us as we have an honest family discussion about our feelings, fears and realizations during these final days. From discussing the real challenges of late pregnancy to the excitement and nervousness of giving birth, we share the raw and intimate inner workings of our journey. This episode is not just a podcast; it's a testament to the trials, tribulations, and triumphs of awaiting our newest family member. Tune in and experience the real and ridiculous shifts of pregnancy with us in "Home Stretch Shift." This is FULL OF SHIFT.

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Parenting podcast prowess prevails! Join us this week on "Full of Shift" as we proudly present our newest pals, Taylor and Isaiah Baker. After Kilmer’s arrival, our NJ birth team connected us, suggesting we meet—and what a spectacular suggestion it was. It's not every day you find a couple who can not only keep up with our level of crazy but maybe even outdo us—lol. Come hang out with us as we dive into our first meetings, explore the trials and triumphs of parenting in the modern world, discuss navigating new pregnancies, adapting to life shifts in sunny Florida, and much more, from major work shifts to evolving identities. Tay and Zay are never getting rid of us, so get ready for more from these two in the episodes to come.

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Taylor: @tayotic__

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https://www.tayotic.com/

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Honestly, we could talk to Tay and Zay for years. Y’all, if you want more (and we all do), you know the drill by now. Head over to Patreon for the extended bonus episode. We dive into all sorts of weird shift in this week’s bonus—from twins and gender reveals to mixed-race babies, dreams, and even more tales about our favorite state, Florida. Yeah and a lot more about our kids, duh. Let’s get weird.

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Taylor: @tayotic__

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This is Isaiah's Substack - 

https://freedomissomethingyoutake.substack.com/

This is Taylor's Website/Blog - 

https://www.tayotic.com/

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Woahhhh, that was some crazy shift! But you know you want more. Head over to Patreon right now to dive even deeper into the wild stories from these two crazy kids. This episode has been truly special. We love you, Whitney, thanks for joining us over here. And your new name in this house is officially Aunt Wit-wee, lol. Hey! We know it’s been a little different around here this week, and yes, we miss Nico too. But remember, this is Full of Shift. Things are changing and evolving—like all of a sudden, we’re a family of four! Just when you think you’ve got your heads wrapped around this podcast, we’re coming in hot and shifting gears quickly. Go watch the bonus episode on Patreon, ya little shift!

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This week on "Full of Shift," Bethany takes the mic solo for a heartfelt and hilarious sit-down with her best friend, Whitney Hull. If Nico is "It's You" in Bethany’s phone, Whitney is "That's Her"... because, let's be honest, it’s always been her. They dive deep into everything friendship—from lovers to long-distance relationships, inspirations, breakups, and wild, crazy stories from their past. Over here in family land, we're still very much in newborn bliss, and boy, do we have lots of stories for you coming soon. For now, sit back, relax, and meet one of our best friends, Whitney Hull. This is Full of Shift.

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Ohhhhh SHIFT! Just when you thought this episode was over, we come back with a banger. Head over to Patreon right now to get even more from this week's episode. These bonus episodes are some of our favorite shift because we don’t really have a plan; we’re just hanging out. In this week's bonus, things get a little spicy. What are you waiting for? Go to Patreon right now!

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And we are back, holy shift—it's been quite the week down here in the Sunshine State! But there’s plenty of time to unpack all of that shift. In this week's episode, we are getting into the "Third Trimester Shift." Join us as we explore how going through this a second time feels different. We discuss addiction, therapy, and revelations that surfaced in real time during our heartfelt conversation. This is mom and dad shift at its realest. Only a few more weeks until the baby arrives, and this podcast serves as our living and breathing journal. This is Full of Shift.

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But wait... There's more! We recorded for almost two hours in the studio and could have easily gone on for 24. To hear the rest of our conversation, head over to Patreon right now. In this week's bonus episode, we dive deeper with Maya and Sonia Bond—discussing their upbringing in the Second Baptist Church, how a midwife and doula protect themselves and support each other, family dynamics, and what it means to be your own spirit guide. You don't want to miss this shift!

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Maya Bond

https://treasurecoastmidwifery.com/

IG: @midwifey_maya

Sonia Bond

https://bellhousedoulas.com/

IG: @soniashootstheworld

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