There's a reason that so many movies depict a person being lost or "asleep" and then waking up and realizing they were living in an illusion. The least of which being The Wizard of Oz, The Matrix, Vanilla Sky etc... In this episode I process my experience of realizing that I had been in that "dream" for the entirety of my life. I felt worried about expressing my real thoughts and feelings to the people close to me. I didn't want to be seen as crazy, despite the fact that I felt things were far more clear to me than they ever had been before. I was somewhat forced into a "hermit" state, while deciding to take everything I had ever learned and starting over. I decided to find my own truth.