4086 - Kindness is more effective than wielding the stick

Don't switch to office work but continue teaching. As for the thunder and lightning that scare you, check the tefillin and mezuzos, and have a picture of the rebbe close by. With a short reflection, all the fear will dissipate. Don't be satisfied with just giving classes for the religious soldiers; the heart of the non-religious soldier is awake. https://www.torahrecordings.com/rebbe/igroskodesh/012/005/4086