Studying with a partner is one of the ways Torah is acquired. You can overcome your laziness slowly by adding a few seconds to your study time and focusing on areas you enjoy. To gain the support of Hashem, give tzedakah before Shacharis, say the Yom Tehillim, and set up a class in Chasidus. I'm confident the situation will improve.
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