It seems you are very occupied with what will happen six months from now.

Just look at your letterhead, which represents Chabad and includes all the Rebbes. This alone is enough to instill a sense of awe and responsibility. What will you say if Mashiach comes today? Will you tell him that you were busy preparing for your future travels? https://www.torahrecordings.com/rebbe/igroskodesh/011/007/3416