You write about your studies, teaching in the Talmud Torah, and desire to come to America.

Based on the Talmud's teaching that everything is created to serve Hashem, and since you have been chosen to bring children's hearts closer to Him, you should focus on increasing your commitment to the school. This will bring blessings to your personal matters as well. https://www.torahrecordings.com/rebbe/igroskodesh/011/008/3509