Time- 15 grams of mushrooms

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Speaker 0 (0s): <inaudible> well, well, well, welcome back. My friends in has been way too long since I have spoken with you. And I'm hopeful that you're taking time to listen to this. And if you are listening to this, then thank you. I had a bit of an absence for a while. Things have been a little bit out of control. However, I realized that I miss talking to the people, even though I'm really just talking to myself, I miss talking to you guys. 

So here we go. I want to get into the topic of time. What does time, whose time? My time or your time do you got the time? What time is it? Depends where you live. What year is it? Depends. What calendar you go buy? What is this concept of time? Do you think that if we destroyed all the clocks around the world, chaos would ensue. Was there a land before time? Have you ever experienced time different? 

Let me tell you about a recent time where I took 15 grams of mushrooms and had a profound experience. I shall begin that story now. So I cut up my 15 grams and I prepared myself for what I thought was going to be an evening of transformative visions, living in a time. 

Most people wouldn't understand. And so I did, I took the magic mushrooms and it hit me rather quick, maybe 30, 30 minutes. So it's a little faster than normal. However, as I laid there tripping, I thought to myself, I should be tripping a lot harder than I'm tripping. Now you see the amount I took should have had me pinned to my world, holding on for dear life, but it didn't. 

Instead, it pinned me to a world of new ideas. And let me be clear on what I mean, one of the first insights I had was that in any sort of communication, in order to change people's minds, they must think it is their idea. If you want to create profound behavioral change in other people, then you must communicate to them. 

You must, when speaking to them, in order to create the change that you want to see, you must get that other person to tell you that they need to change their behavior. It must be their right idea. And if it is their idea, then you've planted the seed correctly. It was one of the first insights that I had, and then things began to get weird. 

And let me tell you what I mean by weird. As I lay there thinking to myself, wow, while I am in this odd peculiar state, it seems to me, things should be more hectic. They should be stronger. And right then I close my eyes in. When I opened them, I saw a red flashing lights outside my window. So I looked out the window and then there was a firetruck and they whipped into my complex where I live and shortly behind the firetruck was a cop car and then a second car and then a third cop car. 

And I thought to myself, whoa, there's something going on outside. I should investigate this. And so I did that went downstairs. I went outside and I, I noticed that the emergency vehicles were like one stack over. Let me explain to you a little bit of where I live so that you can get a visual if you were, I live in a series of town-homes. 

And so if you go downstairs, out in my yard, out in the back gate and you look to the left, there is a small little park and I'm not sure park is the right word, but it fits the narrative. There's a small little park in the black, in the middle of the blacktop parking structure where the cars parked to go to their individual townhomes. So at that little park, about 40 feet away from me on the other side of it, that's where all the emergency vehicles were parked. 

And so as I walked out, outside my gate, I walked over to the park and I just sat on top there. I wasn't bothering anybody. And I, you know, in my, in the state, in which I found myself, I probably wasn't going to be the best conversationalist. So I sat up there on top of the, on the park hill and just kind of watch what was happening. And it took me a minute. It took me a few minutes to thoroughly understand the scene. 

And the scene was as follows fire truck ambulance, multiple cop cars, both cop cars were parked on the opposite sides of the emergency vehicles, blocking the entrance and or exit for any vehicles so that no one could come in or out. It was approximately 10:30 PM. And I was the only one. I was the only neighbor out there watching, which seems odd to me all alone. 

On top of the park, watching the firemen, the ambulance driver, who just recently pulled up and the cops, the cops have this somber look on their face. And I noticed the ambulance pulls out the gurney and then disappears into the home. But 15 minutes later, the gurney comes back out and is loaded into the ambulance. And there is, there is someone there, the back doors of the ambulance are open and it's kind of hazy, but it seems to me, I never really saw anybody in the ambulance like a family member or something like that. 

But as my, as my vision, and as my idea of the situation began to unfold, I, I thought to myself, clearly someone has passed away. Someone has died and I just was overcome with this profound sadness. And it was in that moment that this really cold wind began to blow over the tree's and over me and over everyone there, I remember getting goosebumps and beginning to shiver. 

And as I was watching this, I, I was just watching the scene unfold and the ambulance doors are open and I, I couldn't help. But think to myself, like we've just lost one of us. And this moment seemed to go on for a while. And as I was thinking that I looked up at the tree's and they were just, you know, the wind was blowing through the trees with this, with this divine anger, almost not so much directed at maybe it wasn't anger as it was divine loss. 

Like I felt as if the earth was receiving a sole and it was sad in because we lost a good person. We've lost one of us in a way I lost part of myself. And so I sat there and as I was watching this, like the whole event took maybe 30 to 40 minutes. And as I'm sitting there thinking, like, I wonder, what, what did this person commit suicide? I had been thinking a lot about crypto lately and in the pandemic. 

And, you know, prior to taking the mushrooms, I thought to myself, why, what the hell is happening in our world? Like a w what is this level of devastation? And, you know, crypto had just crashed. And I was thinking like, wow, I bet you there's a lot of people who are losing their minds right now. You know? And I had, I know some people in my life that have just passed away. I had a friend that had a shot and seven days later, he passed away. 

So death was definitely on my mind. And so, as I, as I sit up on top of this hill and I want, I want you guys to picture this, like, I'm sitting Indian style with my hands in my lap. The wind is, you know, having this abrupt flow, this, this quickening, this abrupt wind, it's a, it's like just this divine loss blowing through the air as if the world was Sadek. 

And pretty soon as I'm thinking this, I noticed the cop car drives away. Another cop car drives away. The ambulance drives away and the fire truck drives away. And the next thing I know, I'm sitting Indian style in this park crying, and it's only me. 

I'm all alone city in a park, outside my house crying. And I begin to wonder, did I ever see any of this at all? And I think what a profound vision I've just had about what's happening in the world. 

And I thought to myself, wow, 15 grams of mushrooms as a who...