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You are never alone. In your brokenness, sorrows and frustrations, Jesus wants to say to you, “I am here.” The I AM HERE podcast is a space to be inspired by stories of men and women who have found in the Eucharist the strength and purpose for their lives.
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In this final episode of the I AM HERE podcast, Fr. Mario and Leah discuss some of the highlights of the 32 Eucharistic testimonies that have been shared over the last year and a half. They share how these testimonies have been particularly inspiring during this season of Eucharistic revival for the Church in the United States, and they encourage listeners to consider and share their own Eucharistic testimonies to inspire others to encounter Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.
Show notes:
(00:23) Fr. Mario and Leah acknowledge that today is the final episode of the I AM HERE podcast and share some of the highlights from the 32 episodes recorded over the course of the last year and a half.
(02:22) Fr. Mario highlights the trend he has observed in the role of parents in the lives of those who have a profound devotion to Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, drawing particular attention to Paolo Vitale’s testimony. Leah shares how she was personally impacted by Serenity Quesnelle’s testimony about carrying the cross of infertility. Fr. Mario draws attention to the stories in which God shows up in the lives of people unexpectedly.
(10:16) Fr. Mario asks Leah to share her testimony, and she briefly unpacks how she first encountered Jesus in the Eucharist and how that encounter has impacted her life ever since.
(14:57) They discuss the reality of Eucharistic revival and why the sharing of personal testimonies is such a powerful way to inspire curiosity and devotion.
(21:09) They encourage listeners to take ownership of their own Eucharistic testimonies and to share them with others.
(23:41) Citing the statistic that only 1/3 of Catholics believe in the real presence of Jesus in the Eucharist, they share the power of hearing the stories of those who do believe. Fr. Mario notes how the Church is growing and how hearing these testimonies has inspired and encouraged him personally.
(27:37) Fr. Mario and Leah thank each other for their work on the podcast and, for the final time, thank listeners for tuning in to the I AM HERE podcast.
On this episode of the I AM HERE podcast, Dcn. Mike Houghton, a deacon of the Archdiocese of Detroit, husband, and father, shares his “slow burn” to deep devotion to the Eucharist. Listen as he describes the impact of his parents on his faith, the role of the Eucharist in his discernment of the diaconate, and his insights on Eucharistic revival.
Show notes:
(00:24) We meet Dcn. Mike Houghton, a deacon of the Archdiocese of Detroit, husband and father, to the podcast. He shares briefly about his family, his professional background, his journey to the diaconate, and about his work with UTG at Work, an apostolate of the Archdiocese of Detroit.
(04:35) Dcn. Mike describes his “slow burn” of growth in his Catholic faith. He highlights how his parents instilled faith in him from a young age and his eventual interest in the priesthood, which evolved into his desire and call to the diaconate.
(07:37) Fr. Mario asks Dcn. Mike about the role of the Eucharist in his discernment and he describes developing the habit of spending time in Eucharistic adoration beginning after college.
(10:35) Dcn. Mike shares the impact that the words Jesus speaks at the Last Supper and how he grew to more deeply understand Jesus’ promise that he would not leave us orphans. He also shares how he likes to spend his time in prayer before the Blessed Sacrament.
(13:32) Dcn. Mike shares some of the ways he has benefited from quietly listening to the Lord during times of Eucharistic adoration, particularly how that listening led him to explore the possibility of establishing UTG at Work in the Archdiocese of Detroit.
(14:36) He describes how he has come to understand and experience the connection between Heaven and Earth made possible through the Eucharist. He describes an experience he had at a funeral that brought this reality into sharp focus.
(15:33) Fr. Mario and Dcn. Mike discuss and share the unique perspectives that they have as clergy when they celebrate the Mass.
(18:57) Dcn. Mike shares how he would encourage listeners to seek Eucharistic revival in their own hearts, highlighting the power of witnessing those who are new to the faith encountering Jesus in the Eucharist. He talks about his own perspective of them through his role in leading OCIA at his parish.
(21:40) He also offers advice to parents, emphasizing the importance of modeling prayer and devotion for our children.
Dcn. Bob, a deacon for the Archdiocese of Detroit, came to know the Lord through a conversion experience he had in his twenties, but it was the Eucharist that sustained him. On this episode of the I AM HERE podcast, listen as he describes the role the Eucharist played in his family life, his discernment of the diaconate, and his daily life today.
Show notes:
(00:43) We meet Dcn. Bob Calleja, who briefly shares about his upbringing, how he met his wife, and a conversion experience he had when he was in his twenties. He shares about the inspiration his Grandmother was to his faith.
(03:29) Fr. Mario highlights how the Lord has worked powerfully to eventually lead him to become a husband and father and serve the church as a deacon. Dcn. Bob shares the impact that his parents had on his faith life as a young person. He also shares about experiencing a season of “wandering” in his twenties and how the Lord was still close during that time.
(06:18) Dcn. Bob talks about how he sought wisdom in his twenties and his desire to find a sense of purpose. He shares the sense of feeling that something was missing despite having good friends and a happy life. He goes into more detail about the conversion experience he had in his twenties, the role that his wife played on his journey to the Church, and describes his experience in RCIA.
(10:03) He shares how, after getting married, he and his wife leaned on Jesus in the Eucharist when they sought to grow their family. He shares a powerful experience that he and his wife had before the Eucharist. He then shared how, soon after, he and his wife were somewhat miraculously given the opportunity to adopt their daughter. He describes how he shares his faith, especially in the Eucharist, with his daughter.
(18:43) Dcn. Bob describes how he spends his time when he visits Jesus in the adoration chapel. He talks about the gift of being able to work for the Church and go to adoration fairly regularly. He shares the role that adoration had on his discerning the call to serve as a deacon. He shares a bit about that journey.
(24:21) Fr. Mario comments on the way Dcn. Bob (and his brothers, whom he mentions) all use their gifts to serve the Church and how he has seen God use them. Dcn. Bob describes the prayerful aspect he brings to his work and how it can unite him to the Lord.
Dcn. Bob, a deacon for the Archdiocese of Detroit, came to know the Lord through a conversion experience he had in his twenties, but it was the Eucharist that sustained him. On this episode of the I AM HERE podcast, listen as he describes the role the Eucharist played in his family life, his discernment of the diaconate, and his daily life today.
Show notes:
(00:43) We meet Dcn. Bob Calleja, who briefly shares about his upbringing, how he met his wife, and a conversion experience he had when he was in his twenties. He shares about the inspiration his Grandmother was to his faith.
(03:29) Fr. Mario highlights how the Lord has worked powerfully to eventually lead him to become a husband and father and serve the church as a deacon. Dcn. Bob shares the impact that his parents had on his faith life as a young person. He also shares about experiencing a season of “wandering” in his twenties and how the Lord was still close during that time.
(06:18) Dcn. Bob talks about how he sought wisdom in his twenties and his desire to find a sense of purpose. He shares the sense of feeling that something was missing despite having good friends and a happy life. He goes into more detail about the conversion experience he had in his twenties, the role that his wife played on his journey to the Church, and describes his experience in RCIA.
(10:03) He shares how, after getting married, he and his wife leaned on Jesus in the Eucharist when they sought to grow their family. He shares a powerful experience that he and his wife had before the Eucharist. He then shared how, soon after, he and his wife were somewhat miraculously given the opportunity to adopt their daughter. He describes how he shares his faith, especially in the Eucharist, with his daughter.
(18:43) Dcn. Bob describes how he spends his time when he visits Jesus in the adoration chapel. He talks about the gift of being able to work for the Church and go to adoration fairly regularly. He shares the role that adoration had on his discerning the call to serve as a deacon. He shares a bit about that journey.
(24:21) Fr. Mario comments on the way Dcn. Bob (and his brothers, whom he mentions) all use their gifts to serve the Church and how he has seen God use them. Dcn. Bob describes the prayerful aspect he brings to his work and how it can unite him to the Lord.
For Jim Musgrave, he believes that everything he needs can be found in the Eucharist, but it wasn’t always this way. In this episode, we hear how Jim, who grew up without much faith, ultimately encountered Jesus primarily in the Mass during a low point in his life. Listen as he describes how this encounter led him to seek the Lord more earnestly, pursue a life of discipleship, and ultimately open his heart to discerning a vocation to the priesthood.
Show notes:
(01:10) We meet our guest, Jim Musgrave, a seminarian for the Archdiocese of Detroit. He shares his background and briefly describes how his faith developed throughout his life. He shares what led him to become Catholic when he was 25 and some of his first experiences with the Catholic faith.
(06:05) Jim describes what he refers to as his lowest point, when he wasn’t sure where he was going in life, and he found himself finding peace at Mass. He shares how he encountered Jesus during this difficult season of life.
(09:25) He shares the impact that Alpha had on him as a young adult and describes how supportive his young adult community at his parish was. He talks about how these both led him to begin serving at his parish, volunteering with RCIA, and living with a missionary zeal. He was eventually asked to share his testimony at Alpha. He shares how, afterward, Fr. John Riccardo, who had been leading the retreat, sought him out and challenged him to spend more time with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.
(14:33) Jim describes what began to change when he started spending time with the Eucharist regularly, as Jesus ministered to him. As his relationship with the Lord developed, he shares how this helped him to open his heart to the discerning the priesthood.
(18:32) Fr. Mario points out how, even for those who don’t have thirty minutes or an hour a day to spend before the Eucharist, God is generous and will meet us where we are to minister to us.
(19:48) Jim shares how he had to learn to surrender control to allow God to work in his life. He shares how he could sense the Lord speaking to him in adoration and through the Scriptures. He also talks about his sincere desire to be a faithful disciple and how, even in seminary, he is still trying to do that each day.
(22:22) Jim shares how the Eucharist is woven into his life each day as a seminarian and the impact that has had on him and his discernment.
(28:16) Jim shares advice that he would give to anyone lost and seeking to know the Lord more deeply.
Being raised in the Hindu faith, Rakhi didn’t come to encounter Jesus in the Eucharist until she was in college. Hear how the witness of a faithful Christian introduced her to the mercy of Christ, and listen as she unpacks how she came to know his real presence in the Eucharist through a mystical encounter with him during her first Mass.
(00:44) We meet our guest, Rakhi McCormick, who previously co-hosted the Beyond Sunday podcast, has been involved in several ministries throughout the Archdiocese of Detroit, and is a wife and mother to three children. She briefly shares her current work with the Coming Home Network.
(02:53) Rakhi describes her early life of faith, growing up Hindu and feeling that faith and community were not part of her everyday life. She shares how she began to explore faith more seriously in college and describes a profound encounter with a young Christian Marine while passing out Christmas presents to homeless families.
(07:40) Fr. Mario highlights the power of our personal witness, noting how this young man’s faith planted the seeds for Rakhi to continue to seek Christ. Rakhi shares how she continued searching and ultimately accepted her friend’s invitation to Mass. She describes a life-changing mystical encounter with Jesus in the Eucharist that changed her life forever.
(13:31) She talks about how she has received similar experiences from the Lord since that time but also highlights how she has relied on those moments of consolation in the times when she does not feel or sense his presence so profoundly.
(17:57) Rakhi talks about her decision to join the Catholic faith and some of the impact that her campus minister had on her RCIA experience. She shares about how moving away from community and losing her father shortly after becoming Catholic impacted her and how her relationship with Jesus in the Eucharist grounded her over time.
(21:22) Rakhi shares about coming to understand the practice of adoration and accepting that receiving the Eucharist means she is sent out to share Christ with others. She and Fr. Mario also highlight how communion can help us through the grief of losing loved ones, recognizing that heaven and earth come together in the Eucharist.
(27:03) She describes how she incorporates Eucharistic prayer into her life today and shares her motherly heart and desire that her children would have transformative encounters with Jesus in the Eucharist.
When her husband’s job pulled her family away from their familiar home in Royal Oak, Lynda turned to Jesus in the Eucharist as her one source of comfort. On this episode of the I AM HERE podcast, listen as Lynda describes the way Jesus consoled her, provided for her, guided her through a challenging time, and continues to sustain her in her day-to-day life now.
Show notes:
(00:23) Fr. Mario and Leah welcome Lynda North, a Royal Oak resident and parishioner at the National Shrine of the Little Flower Basilica, to the podcast. She shares a bit about her background, her husband, and their eight children.
(03:46) Lynda shares about the difficult decision she and her husband made to move their family to Buffalo, NY, for his work and how challenging it was to think about leaving their community in Royal Oak and at Shrine.
(04:52) Lynda describes parish life in their new community and highlights how comforting it was to have a parish to connect with.
(08:11) Lynda describes what prayer was like during this time of transition, change, and newness and talks about how she grew to depend on Jesus and turn to him with everything. She shares how God intervened in her life by bringing her other people to connect with in Buffalo to help her feel supported during this time away from home.
(12:50) Lynda shares what it was like to find out they could return home to Michigan and shares some of the fruit she was able to identify from spending that season of her life outside of her comfort zone.
(16:21) Lynda talks about how she discerned her call to motherhood during time spent in prayer before the Blessed Sacrament and shares how she has responded to that call. She also shares how she intercedes for others before the Blessed Sacrament.
(19:56) Lynda describes the time she spends in silent prayer in adoration and highlights the importance of listening to Jesus.
(25:39) Lynda offers advice to people who may be praying for loved ones — especially children — who may have fallen away from the Church.
From early childhood and all throughout his forty-eight years as a priest, Msgr. Patrick Halfpenny has had many profound memories and experiences with Jesus in the Eucharist. Listen as he unpacks his earliest memories, describes the role the Eucharist played in his discernment, and shares moments of consolation and comfort he has experienced through Jesus’ real presence. He also shares wisdom on what will bring about Eucharistic Revival in the Church.
Show notes:
(00:21) Fr. Mario and Leah welcome Msgr. Patrick Halfpenny, retired priest of the Archdiocese of Detroit, to the podcast. He briefly shares about his forty-eight years of ministry as a priest.
(03:28) Msgr. Halfpenny shares the earliest memory he has of the Eucharist and the comfort and reassurance he found in it. He also shares the impact that it has had on him to accompany children and their families as they prepare for and receive First Holy Communion.
(10:31) He describes the role that his family – and particularly his parents’ — fidelity and reverence had in his own understanding of Jesus’ real presence in the Eucharist. He also shares the way Christ in the Eucharist brought about reassurance in his discernment process.
(17:19) Msgr. Halfpenny shares a profoundly moving experience with Jesus in the Eucharist during a silent retreat around his 40th anniversary as a priest.
(20:34) He goes on to share a moment when Jesus reminded him of the importance of what he does as a priest in celebrating the Eucharist.
(22:46) He also shares how the Eucharist brought him consolation in the midst of grieving the loss of his father and the ways Jesus in the Eucharist has helped him to carry the yoke of his priesthood.
(28:55) Msgr. Halfpenny shares how he believes Eucharistic Revival will take place in the Church and emphasizes the need for personal testimony and prayer that we might grow in our hunger for the Eucharist.
Ryan was 17 years old when he encountered Jesus in an unexpected way at a Holy Thursday Mass. On this episode of the I AM HERE podcast, hear how Ryan grew up with an intellectual knowledge of his faith and how that transformed into a personal relationship through the Mass. He shares how his faith developed — especially through the habit of adoration — as a young adult, how he discerned applying to seminary, and why his dependence on Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament is so important to him throughout his discernment.
Show notes:
(00:22) Leah and Fr. Mario welcome Ryan to the podcast, and he shares briefly what life is like as a seminarian.
(02:03) Ryan describes his faith as a young child, sharing his experience at his First Holy Communion and the intellectual knowledge of the faith that developed from a young age.
(04:23) Fr. Mario asks what steps followed his intellectual knowledge of the faith to lead him to eventually discern a priestly vocation. He describes an experience he had when he was 17, attending the Holy Thursday Mass, that transformed his understanding of the Eucharist and the priesthood.
(14:51) Fr. Mario notes the beauty of the Holy Thursday liturgy. Leah asks Ryan about what happened following this initial experience, and he shares how his relationship with Jesus in the Eucharist developed little by little as a college student.
(23:31) Ryan shares a bit about his decision to apply for seminary, tying it back to the encounter with Jesus he experienced when he was 17.
(25:26) Fr. Mario comments on how leaning on a strong relationship with Jesus in the Eucharist is critical throughout discernment. Ryan talks about how he spends time with the Eucharist throughout his day-to-day life in the seminary and shares the importance of silence before the Lord.
(31:17) Ryan offers encouragement and advice to any listeners who may have intellectual knowledge of the Eucharist but haven’t had a personal encounter with Jesus in the Eucharist.
Andreya was settling into her freshman year of college when she first encountered a campus ministry community that would lead her into a deeper faith and love for Jesus. On this episode, hear how Andreya discovered a hunger for the Eucharist that led her to begin the OCIA process, and how Jesus in the Eucharist met her in the midst of that process to calm her fears and assure her that he was with her.
(00:23) We meet our guest, Andreya Vo, a student at the University of Michigan in Dearborn, studying psychology. She shares about her upbringing and the role her faith played in her life leading up to college.
(04:22) Andreya shares a bit about the impact that Detroit Catholic Campus Ministry has had on her and how she first came across the group during her freshman year of college.
(08:32) Andreya shares how being part of the campus ministry community stirred up within her a desire to receive the Sacrament of Confirmation and the Eucharist. She talks about how joined in the Exodus 90 challenge with some friends and, in doing so, found herself regularly attending daily Mass and Sunday Mass, and growing into a deeper hunger for the Eucharist.
(11:25) She shares how this led her to approach Fr. Matt, the campus ministry chaplain, to ask to receive her First Communion and Confirmation. Andreya highlights the nervousness she experienced in taking that leap to begin the OCIA process.
(15:47) She goes on to share how an encounter with Jesus in the Eucharist shortly after beginning the OCIA process calmed her anxiety and assured her that he would be with her every step of the way.
(18:03) Fr. Mario notes how those moments of consolation — like the one Andreya experienced — are important to return to throughout our lives, to always remain confident in the Lord’s tenderness and intimacy.
(19:39) Andreya talks about how powerful the Easter Vigil experience was and how her excitement to receive Jesus in the Eucharist inspired her peers to also grow into a deeper appreciation for the gift of the real presence of Jesus.
(21:51) Andreya shares the impact that praying before the Blessed Sacrament has had on her, and the joy she experiences, especially when she can pray before him alongside her peers.
(25:26) Leah notes how powerful Andreya’s testimony is, highlighting how less than a year ago she was just beginning to interact with the Detroit Catholic Campus Ministry Community. Andreya shares advice that she would give to someone who is hesitant to take the next step in their faith, emphasizing the need to trust in God’s timing.
Despite growing up in a faithfully Catholic family, Anna grew away from the faith of her childhood by the time she was a junior in high school. It wasn’t until she was providentially studying at a Catholic college and had the opportunity to study in Rome that she encountered a divine intimacy that finally helped her know that she was seen and known in an authentic way. In this episode, she shares about the impact of beauty, the sacrament of Confession, and Jesus’ presence in the Blessed sacrament have had on her, and what that impact has led her to today.
(00:31) Fr. Mario and Leah welcome guest, Anna Picasso, Outreach Coordinator at Detroit Catholic Campus Ministry and parishioner at St. Aloysius in Detroit. The three discuss how Anna first came to Detroit as a FOCUS missionary and some of the fruits of the Archdiocesan campus ministry program she is now on staff with.
(03:41) Anna talks about her faith growing up and how she fell away from it in high school. She shares about going to college at University of Mary in Bismarck, ND and the opportunity she had to study abroad in Rome, and begins to unpack the impact that experience had on her faith in Jesus.
(07:42) Anna shares about a particularly impactful experience when she received the Sacrament of Reconciliation during her time abroad and describes how that stirred up in her heart a childlike hunger to know Jesus and seek him out more fervently in the Eucharist.
(11:56) She goes on to discuss how her relationship with Jesus that began to develop in Rome led her to seek out new relationships upon her return and shares how participating in a women’s Bible study helped her to continue to grow in her relationship with him. She talks about how that ultimately led her to consider applying to FOCUS as a Catholic missionary to college students.
(16:24) Anna shares some of her discernment process regarding FOCUS missions and how it has led her to the work that she does now in Detroit Catholic Campus Ministry. She shares about the privilege it is to serve in this way and how her work has affected her own relationship with Jesus and God the Father.
(23:08) Anna talks about how she spends time with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament in her day-to-day life and how she depends on him to remain faithful to her ministry and Fr. Mario offers her encouragement in the work that she does in campus ministry.
Fr. Mario Amore was raised Catholic but resisted going to Mass in rather dramatic ways as a child. As he became more involved in the Church over time, he felt his heart shift and began to discern a call to the priesthood. In this episode of I AM HERE, he recounts his winding journey from childhood aversion to Mass to seminary and the priesthood and shares the ways that intentional time in prayer and adoration have become deeply impactful in his work and his personal life.
(1:16) Fr. Amore discusses his initial hesitance to share his story of how God has worked in his life on the podcast.
(2:53) Fr. Amore shares how his childhood and his family informed his faith and recounts how he resisted going to Mass as a child.
(7:53) He talks about his experience in Catholic school, how he eventually found his place at church in the children’s choir and altar serving, and how he flourished in religion class.
(10:40) Leah asks about how his “heart relationship” with Jesus grew, and he said that he had more head knowledge than encounters with Jesus until he got more deeply involved with church.
(13:35) He describes his first adoration experience and the peace and serenity he experienced, as well as the youth conferences that deepened his faith.
(19:12) He shares his original career aspirations and initial desire to work in a lay music ministry capacity. He says that he applied to seminary, was accepted, but got cold feet and backed out before reapplying two years later.
(24:40) He describes the adoration experience at a silent retreat in his third year of seminary that deepened his relationship with Jesus.
(30:14) He discusses difficulties he experienced in the seminary when fellow seminarians felt the call to other vocations and how that made him consider if priesthood was truly what God wanted for him.
(32:40) He talks about being mindful of what the Lord is doing through him as an imperfect vessel when he feels moments of doubt.
(34:00) He says that he has to be mindful of separating his work for the church from how God is working on him. He also describes his time in adoration and says that he avoids distractions and tries to sit, be attentive, and bring whatever needs to come to the Lord on that day.
Despite growing up Catholic, it was a series of events in adulthood that led Shelly to truly see the power of the Eucharist in her life. Listen as she describes how her father’s life-altering accident, a key decision to stay in the faith when her husband chose to leave it, and struggles with infertility all worked to deepen her relationship with Jesus, her need for the Eucharist, and her embrace of the cross of suffering.
(00:30) Meet Shelly Propson Tyshka, a member of the St. John Fisher University Parish and former attorney, who runs an art studio for people living with disabilities. Hear how her father inspired this work after a catastrophic accident and miraculous recovery. She describes how she was born and raised Catholic with an emphasis on Jesus but that there wasn’t a strong emphasis on Catholicism itself in her house.
(3:33) Shelly discusses how her husband decided to leave Catholicism, which led her to make the critical decision to stay. Fr. Mario discusses how when we look back at moments where we make a critical decision we see how the Lord is always present and moving us closer to Him.
(5:36) Shelly describes how Catholic radio and her son’s strong interest in the Divine Mercy image led her to more research into the saints and the writings of Pope John Paul II.
(7:00) Shelly shares how an experience with the Eucharist during her struggles with infertility helped her to know that God had not forgotten her. She says that this experience also helped her recognize the importance of adoration when there is no other place to go.
(12:20) Fr. Mario discusses how Jesus did not come to make everything right with the world, but his healing presence of love shows us that he’s with us in those moments.
(13:22) Shelly shares about how honest she is with Jesus in adoration, how she spends that time, and her advice for going to adoration whenever you can.
(18:19) Shelly gives advice to embrace the cross of suffering and to offer it up to bring good out of it. She describes how her dad did so after his accident.
In his mid-thirties, Jason experienced Eucharistic adoration for the first time and his life hasn’t been the same ever since. In this episode, hear how spending time before the Lord helped Jason to grow in devotion and reverence for Jesus. He also shares how he cultivates faith within his three sons and why he prioritizes time with the Blessed Sacrament in his daily life.
(00:52) Our co-hosts welcome Jason Smith, St. Scholastica parishioner and father to three boys. He shares a bit about his upbringing in the faith and how he grew up in and around the St. Scholastica community.
(05:26) Jason describes how he ended up attending a Faith in the Fire retreat in his mid-thirties and shared a bit about how this retreat impacted him. He shares how, on this retreat, he experienced adoration for the first time and shares what that was like.
(10:09) He talks about how, before going on the retreat, he was told the retreat would change his life and how he approached it with an attitude of “what have I got to lose?” He shares more about what took place on the retreat and how it did, in fact, change his life.
(13:12) Jason shares how, following his experience of adoration on this retreat, he began to find more meaning in his practice of the faith. He shares how his experience in adoration helped him grow in reverence for the Eucharist during the celebration of the Mass.
(17:54) Fr. Mario comments on how we can look back and see the ways God has worked in our lives, even if we don’t realize he is working in the moment.
(18:44) Jason shares how his involvement with a men’s group began to affect him. He shares the impact of spending his Saturdays in the small group, Mass, and adoration. He talks about how during this season of his life, the Lord was able to work on him and how the support of his community helped him to grow.
(23:25) He shares how he encourages his sons to pursue the faith, primarily by his example. Our co-hosts and Jason discuss how children can grow in the faith over time, and the importance of planting seeds, even when they don’t fully understand every aspect of the faith.
(28:23) Jason talks about the different ways he experiences Jesus in adoration, whether it’s in moments of desolation, or he senses Jesus’ direct response to his prayers. He offers encouragement to listeners, to fight for time before the Lord, emphasizing how time spent with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament can be life changing.
Growing up without an introduction to the Eucharist in her home, Shannon somewhat unexpectedly made her way into the Catholic church by way of her aunt who required her to go to Mass with her while she spent a summer visiting. Listen as she describes her introduction to Jesus in the Protestant faith and her desire for the Eucharist she felt in the Catholic Mass. And hear about her journey into deeper intimacy with Him by entering the Church, receiving Communion, and encountering Him in the Eucharistic adoration.
(00:43) Meet Shannon Pryce, a wife, mother, and grandmother, Detroit Tigers fan, and staff member and parishioner at St. Linus in Dearborn Heights. She shares about her upbringing, having been raised by a single mother and no introduction to the faith in her home. She describes her introduction to Christianity which came from a friend’s mom inviting her to go to church.
(04:11) Shannon shares how she embraced a Protestant Christian faith from a young age, developing a great love for Jesus and describes how her aunt introduced her to the Catholic faith during a summer she spent visiting her.
(05:11) Fr. Mario comments on the power of invitation, highlighting her friend’s mom who invited her to church, and comments on the gift of other Christian denominations.
(08:31) Shannon shares what drew her into the Catholic faith as a young adult, having mostly experienced church in the Protestant tradition prior to then. She talks about the desire to receive Communion that she experienced during Mass. She also shares how meeting her husband (who is Catholic) and his family helped her gain a better understanding of the Church’s teachings.
(12:58) She describes her experience at the Easter Vigil and shares the impact of her first experience in Eucharistic adoration. She talks about the way her love for adoration continued to develop.
(18:39) Shannon shares how her experience in adoration has impacted her experience in receiving Jesus in the Eucharist at Mass.
(20:10) She shares what she does during her time in Eucharistic adoration, sharing how the time she spends with Jesus there fills her up.
(22:00) Shannon unpacks how her relationship with Jesus in the Eucharist has strengthened her faith, especially having come from a Protestant upbringing. She also shares what it is like to share this gift of the Eucharist with the young people she works with at St. Linus.
Anthony Feola’s life changed dramatically in high school when a friend boldly proclaimed the Gospel to him. On this episode, hear how that interaction led him to pursuing a life of evangelization and mission in the Protestant faith through much of his young adulthood, but listen to him describe the stirring in his heart he experienced, drawing him to the Catholic faith. Anthony shares what it was like to come to this place of conversion, while being very involved in a Protestant church, and what it meant to walk away from everything that had become so familiar to him and his family, to draw near to Jesus in the Eucharist.
(00:42) Fr. Mario and Leah welcome Anthony Feola to the podcast, Associate Director of Discipleship Formation for the Archdiocese of Detroit, husband of almost 23 years, and father to five children. He shares a little bit about his family and what his faith life was like growing up, focusing especially on his experiences in high school and young adulthood.
(03:59) Anthony describes how, despite being baptized Catholic, his faith life waned following his parents’ divorce. He shares how the bold witness of a Protestant friend of his had a profound impact on him in high school and how this experience inspired him to pursue a life of holiness and evangelization, with prayer and devotion becoming the main priority of his life, and a deep hunger for the Holy Spirit.
(09:38) He shares how the Holy Spirit thrust him into a life of evangelization. He shares about attending a Bible school in Sweden where he met his wife, and living a life of radical mission with his wife and family. He shares how a discernment process to do family mission in Turkey stirred up in his heart the inspiration to return home to the Catholic faith.
(18:03) Anthony describes his experience of returning to the parish of his Baptism, attending Mass regularly, and describes how he slowly began to recognize the presence of Jesus in the Eucharist. He also notes how reading the Catechism helped him to understand more clearly the Church’s teachings.
(22:31) He shares a particular experience during the consecration where his eyes were opened and the Scriptures he had come to know so well all came to mind, convicting him of Jesus’ real presence in the sacrament taking place before him.
(24:27) Anthony shares how difficult it was to navigate this conversion he was having, as he and his family were deeply involved in the Protestant church they were a part of, and in many ways, he was feeling called to leave behind much of their lives to follow Jesus who had revealed himself in the Eucharist. He also mentions how challenging it was to navigate in his marriage.
(27:42) He describes an interaction with a leader from his Protestant church who was not supportive of the decision that Anthony had come to, to leave everything behind to enter into full communion with the Catholic Church. He shares how difficult that was, and how Jesus met him in that.
(30:06) Anthony describes some of his favorite practices in Eucharistic adoration, and why he loves spending time in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament.
Many years ago, Heather made a Lenten commitment that changed her life forever. In this episode, hear how Heather committed to spending time in the Blessed Sacrament chapel every day during a season of life when she was questioning the future of her marriage. Hear how Jesus not only restored, but redeemed her marriage, and the fuller life that she, her husband, and her children have come to experience because of the power of those prayers prayed in Jesus’ Eucharistic presence.
(00:44) We meet Heather Soderquist, a member of Our Lady of Sorrows in Farmington Hills, part time youth minister, wife, and mom to five. She shares a bit about her family and the work she does in youth ministry.
(02:18) Heather talks about the time she spent working in a medical lab, which she did previously, and shares how this job helped her discover ways to grow in her faith and memorize Scripture. She shares that this time, her husband lost his father and his job and describes the toll these challenges started to take on their marriage.
(06:49) Heather shares how in the midst of these difficulties, during Lent, she committed to spending time in the Blessed Sacrament chapel, which was available to her at work. She shares how during this time, she struggled to share the difficulties she was facing with others, but felt she could talk to Jesus about them and shared how, ultimately, she doubted the future of her marriage.
(08:30) Heather shares how journaling her prayers was impactful for her. She describes how she wanted freedom from the difficulties of her marriage, but that by spending time in the chapel, she understood that God was not inviting her to pursue a divorce. It was this reality that led her to learn more about her faith and going to daily Mass and Confession. Through these changes, she started to see changes take place within her marriage and her heart toward her husband.
(15:40) Heather shares how when she was determined to follow God’s will and not get a divorce, she thought she was submitting herself to a life of suffering; she explains how God was able to redeem her marriage. She talks about the ways her conversion experience started to affect her husband’s faith as well.
(21:16) Fr. Mario highlights the power of sharing prayer with a spouse and with children, and notes the impact of Heather’s Lenten commitment to spending time in the chapel on the rest of her life.
(23:46) Heather shares how she approaches prayer as a busy parent and how she and her husband incorporate prayer into their marriage.
(28:28) Fr. Mario points out how Jesus is constantly revealed as a healer in Scripture and how he desires to heal our wounds.
(31:00) Heather explains that sharing her story is important to her because she wants others to experience the fullness of life that she has found in Jesus’ presence, and in living according to his will.
Kathy Crombie, a gifted artist, shares how Jesus’ Eucharistic presence has impacted the way she approaches her craft, and the way she has grown to love Him. In this episode she describes in detail the creation of a Corpus Christi icon, and shares how powerfully Jesus in the Eucharist spoke to her in the process of creating it, and how her encounters with Jesus in the Eucharist have formed her.
(00:35) We meet Kathy Crombie, a Divine Child parishioner of over 45 years and a gifted artist. Kathy shares some of the work she has done (both in and outside of the field of art), her work in pro-life ministry, and how God eventually called her into iconography.
(04:51) Fr. Mario asks Kathy about any intersection between her art and her work in pro-life ministry, she shares about the 40 icons she has created, and her process as an artist. She describes first learning how to write icons and how surprised she is that it has become a primary medium for her art.
(15:29) Kathy describes the language of iconography and how the work of writing icons is deeply rooted in prayer. She talks about how her artwork has affected her own relationship with the Lord and her faith in Jesus’ presence in the Blessed Sacrament. She talks more specifically about her Corpus Christi icon and the message Jesus gave her when preparing to create it.
(19:44) Kathy shares a unique experience she had during Mass, when she heard the Lord’s voice when receiving Communion and shares how, over time, she was able to make sense of the message of divine mercy that Jesus was speaking to her.
(23:44) Fr. Mario comments on how important it is to trust that Jesus is speaking and working, even when we don’t feel like he is when we spend time with Jesus in Eucharistic adoration. She shares how she spends her time in Eucharistic adoration, emphasizing the importance of writing to understand how Jesus is speaking to her.
(30:05) Kathy describes an instance in which she was serving as an Extraordinary Minister of the Eucharist and when she was powerfully convicted about the real presence of Jesus in the most precious Blood.
(33:10) Fr. Mario highlights Kathy’s humility as an artist and the gift it is that she would share her talents with the Church. He thanks her for joining us on the podcast.
When life didn’t go as planned for Jordan, he found himself in a place of seeking. In this episode, hear as he describes his journey into the Catholic faith, how frequent reception of the Eucharist and adoration began to drastically change his life, and the role that the Eucharist has played in discerning and living out his vocation as a husband and father.
(00:57) We meet Jordan Beachnau, a CPA, parishioner at National Shrine of the Little Flower Basilica, husband, and father to two. He describes his short-lived college football career, when he played at Grand Valley University, got hurt, and finished his college career without playing football. He describes some of the good things that came from his injury, but shared how, in the moment, it was deeply challenging for him. He shares how this season of life led him to Scripture and to attend a non-denominational Church.
(07:04) Jordan shares that he and his family very rarely went to church, despite having been baptized as a young child. He also shares that being in and out of non-denominational churches during college came with a sense of something missing. He shares how, during that time, following his football injury, he found himself unconsciously seeking a sense of identity and describes some of the vices that accompanied this season of seeking.
(11:22) He shares that his sister decided to begin RCIA and invited him to join her. Despite his initial hesitation, he found the truth he had been seeking in the teachings and history of the Catholic faith. Despite this, he describes still struggling with certain vices and shares how going to Mass more often began to radically change his worldview.
(18:16) Jordan shares how his faith was confined to headspace when he first received communion, but how introduction to Eucharistic adoration helped him to begin hearing the voice of Jesus and was another means for transforming his heart. He describes feeling called to the priesthood, and how Jesus healed brokenness from his past and ultimately led him to the vocation of marriage.
(22:04) Jordan shares how he and his wife Napoli met and fell in love. He shares powerful experiences she had while traveling to the Camino of Santiago and to Lourdes. He also describes the devotion he and Napoli share to the Blessed Sacrament. He also shares a bit about their fertility journey.
(35:35) He describes the journey of inner healing that he continues to be on and the power that intentionally living out thanksgiving has meant for him.
Although she grew up in the Catholic faith and even attended Catholic school, Olivia McCarthy found herself as a young adult, recently married, and a new mom living in a new city asking God to help her believe in Jesus’ presence in the Eucharist. Inspired by the faith of others, she longed to believe in Jesus and give him everything. Hear how her life changed after praying that prayer, how her conviction grew, and how the Eucharist has sustained her through various trials and seasons.
(00:50) We meet our guest, Olivia McCarthy, a wife and mom to four with one on the way, and a parishioner at St. Anastasia. She shares how she and her husband first met and shares their experience of moving to Texas early in their marriage, shortly after they had their first child.
(06:26) She describes meeting her best friend in Texas through a parish and shares that, although she was raised Catholic and knew her faith, she wasn’t especially invested in her faith at that time of her life.
(10:40) Olivia shares how she came across an upcoming women’s retreat in her parish’s bulletin in Texas that she ended up attending. She describes what it was like going to that event and being struck by the faith the other women had in their Eucharistic devotion.
(15:31) She shares how when she was there, she knew she wanted to have a stronger faith in Jesus in the Eucharist, like the women she was praying with. She describes steps she took to seek to grow in her faith following that moment.
(21:46) She shares a specific experience she had following praying a novena to Our Lady Undoer of Knots in which she received an insight in a dream from Mary that helped her develop a firm conviction in Jesus’ real presence in the Eucharist. Fr. Mario comments on the ways that the Lord can speak to us even in dreams.
(27:04) Olivia shares how this newfound conviction affected her, by leading her to the Sacrament of Confession and to developing a habit of going to the adoration chapel regularly, in every circumstance of her life. She describes how Jesus’ Eucharistic presence has been a safe place for her to turn during especially challenging seasons of her life.
(31:49) She describes how her belief in the Eucharist has affected her approach to the Mass and to her understanding of the presence of the Communion of Saints at every celebration of the Mass. Olivia also shares how her Eucharistic faith has affected her children.
(37:49) Fr. Mario asks Olivia to offer some encouragement to any listeners who may be struggling with belief in the real presence and she invites them to be open to whatever the Lord puts in front of them.
When Beth was discerning long-term missions as a young adult, she took an opportunity to go on a mission trip to Ecuador, which transformed the way she viewed the Eucharist forever. In this episode she describes that trip, her life working in ministry, and how travel and pilgrimage have bolstered her faith in Jesus and dependence on him in the Eucharist.
(00:44) We meet our guest, Beth Allison, Parish Engagement Coordinator, at St. Aloysius parish in Downtown Detroit, where Fr. Mario serves as pastor and Leah attends as a parishioner. She shares a bit about her journey from interior design to full-time ministry.
(03:01) Beth describes where her strong faith comes from, attributing much of it to the way in which her parents raised her and her brother, and her experiences as a teen in youth ministry. She also describes how her relationship with God has been particularly strengthened through travel.
(06:04) Beth describes some of her experiences on a mission trip to Ecuador that she went on as she was finishing up college, and how that trip transformed the way she viewed the Eucharist.
(09:49) Fr. Mario asks Beth to share how she restores the joy she experienced on that trip in her daily life now. He comments on the tendency to begin to approach the Mass as routine and ordinary. He shares how he and Beth first met shortly after he had gone on a trip to Ecuador himself, and experienced similar things in the community he encountered there.
(14:29) Beth shares what it was like to return from the mission trip with a great desire to share her experience and describes telling her mom and friends about it.
(18:35) Fr. Mario asks Beth about a trip she recently took to the Camino, walking 500 miles, on pilgrimage, through Spain. She shares why she finds travel and pilgrimage to be especially beneficial in growing her relationship with the Lord and in his sacraments.
(20:36) Beth shares how she is able to share her love for the Eucharist in her role as a youth minister and in current role as a Parish Engagement Coordinator. Fr. Mario comments on how working for the Church can make it hard to remain rooted in prayer and devotion to Jesus in the Eucharist. He highlights how Beth is a disciple first and foremost, consistently seeking Jesus in her own life, as a foundation from which to share her love for him.
(24:20) Beth shares how she prioritizes silence in her own prayer life and how she works time with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament into her own day-to-day life.
When Serenity and her husband got married, they were eager to welcome children into their family, before discovering they would carry the cross of infertility for three years. In this episode, hear how Serenity found restoration and supernatural hope by coming to depend on the Eucharist Sunday after Sunday, and be encouraged by the remarkable story of eventually conceiving a son, after several doctors expressed doing so naturally would be impossible.
(00:50) We meet Serenity Quesnelle, parishioner at St. Margaret of Scotland in St. Clair Shores and wife and mother, who works at an infertility ministry, serving couples carrying the cross of infertility. Serenity shares a bit about her marriage and how she and her husband desired children shortly after getting married.
(03:16) Serenity shares about her own experience of infertility over the course of three years and what it was like to eventually conceive a son, contrary to the predictions of several doctors.
(05:24) Serenity shares a bit about her conversion to Catholicism, which took place prior to getting married, and her own struggle with faith over the years.
(07:31) She unpacks her experience of infertility a bit further, highlighting the grief and sorrow she experienced and feelings of being forgotten by God. She shares how difficult, at times, it would be to attend Mass with these feelings. She describes how, in spite of that reality, the Eucharist would restore her week after week.
(11:47) Serenity shares about the moment she discovered she and her husband had conceived a child and what it was like to go to Mass immediately following that discovery, and the deep gratitude that followed.
(15:17) Serenity shares about her son Zachariah and her hopes for the role that the Eucharist will play in his life as he grows up.
(18:20) Serenity offers the word of hope and how she approaches her work with The Fruitful Hollow, an infertility ministry. She describes meeting couples in the midst of this cross, helping them recognize they’re not alone, and entering into that cross with an openness to be fruitful now.
Sometimes Jesus breaks through when we find ourselves in a place of emptiness. This was Alejandra Correa Miller’s experience when she found herself disengaged from her Catholic faith and desperately searching for meaning. Hear how her life changed when she returned to Confession and, immediately after, encountered Jesus in a powerful way in the Blessed Sacrament. Listen to her unpack the beauty of her conversion and the adventure her life has become ever since she’s committed to living life for the glory of God.
(01:37) We meet Alejandra Correa Miller, wife, mother, and co-founder of Chesterton Academy Our Lady of Guadalupe, a classical high school in Detroit.
(02:21) Alejandra shares about her upbringing in a Hispanic family and how her faith was incorporated into her family life since childhood. She shares specifically how her parents formed her in the practice of the faith and the strong role that her father played in that.
(08:34) Fr. Mario comments on how, in so many of these Eucharistic testimonies, people highlight the role their families, parents, and specifically fathers played in laying the groundwork for their eventual deep and convicted faith.
(10:15) Alejandra shares how as she entered young adulthood she began to disengage from her faith and experienced deep emptiness. She goes on to describe an unexpected powerful moment of conversion in which she was prompted by the Spirit to go to her parish, go to Confession, go into the adoration chapel, and encountered Jesus in a renewed way in the Blessed Sacrament.
(12:25) She goes on to describe how her devotion to the Eucharist developed over time, becoming her place of refuge. But she highlights how her initial return to the chapel was a powerful moment in which she recognized fully that Jesus is present in the Blessed Sacrament.
(15:48) Since Confession was so instrumental in her story, Fr. Mario asks Alejandra to share encouragement to any listeners who may be hesitant to approach the sacrament and she offers insights based on her own experiences.
(21:26) Alejandra begins to unpack the adventure of life that began to unfold following her experience of transformation, sharing about her love for theology, Italy, and the time she spent living in Italy and eventually meeting her husband.
(23:40) Alejandra describes how she and her husband incorporate prayer into their daily lives and how she encourages her children to approach Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.
For Max Cormier, a parishioner at Fr. Mario’s parish, St. Aloysius, faith wasn’t always part of his life. Hear how he grew to adopt an agnostic worldview, which developed into atheism, as a young person, and listen to him describe the life-changing moment before the Blessed Sacrament where he found the missing piece, which brought him to a place of passionate faith and love for the Eucharist.
(00:34) We meet our guest, Max, a teacher at a Detroit public high school and a parishioner at St. Aloysius in Detroit, where Fr. Mario serves as pastor. Max shares how he came to be a parishioner at St. Aloysius and his love for the parish community.
(03:00) Max shares some of his background and relationship with his faith as a young person. He describes his experience of beginning to doubt God’s existence as a high schooler and how he came to adopt an agnostic worldview.
(09:34) Fr. Mario comments on how God used the gift of Max’s intellect to bring him, eventually, to a point of conversion. He highlights the Church’s teaching on faith and reason, emphasizing that they are not at odds with one another, but that reason leads us to a point to make an ascent of faith.
(09:57) Max shares what it was like to begin college with an angry atheistic perspective. He goes on to describe how his roommate — one of his best friends —was involved with the Catholic student center on campus and how he began to engage with and genuinely enjoy the community found there. Eventually, to get out of a weekend playing baseball, Max and his roommate decided to go on a retreat held by the group.
(14:28) Max shares what his retreat experience was like and describes a life changing encounter he had with Jesus in the Eucharist, where he found the missing piece to the worldview he had previously held in Jesus’ presence.
(17:22) Max describes how that experience began his adult faith journey and shares how his life changed from then on and Fr. Mario comments on how God will work in small moments of grace — like in the many small moments that led to Max arriving at the retreat — in order to enter into our lives in more dramatic ways — as he did during adoration.
(21:28) Max shares how surprised his parents were by his reversion and how happy they were to know that he had found community and, most importantly, arrived at a place of faith.
(25:36) Max shares what the Eucharist means to him today, how he brings every major life decision to Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, and the unconditional love he experiences in Jesus’ presence.
(28:54) Fr. Mario asks Max what he might tell his younger self, having experienced this reversion and Max emphasizes the role that friendship, community, and invitation had in his powerful faith journey.
Although he grew up in a Catholic home and knew well the “motions” of his Catholic faith, it was an unexpected prompting from the Holy Spirit and encounter with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament that led Fr. Jim Lowe to be set on fire with love for Jesus. In this episode, meet a man who, through the Eucharist, has come to deeply love Jesus and live to share that love with others; hear how his love for the Eucharist led him to hear and respond to his call to the priesthood.
(00:34) We meet Fr. Jim Lowe, a member of the Companions of the Cross, currently serving at St. Scholastica Church in Detroit. Fr. Jim shares about his community and his love for leading people into encounters with Jesus.
(02:32) Fr. Jim shares a moment in his childhood which hinted at his eventual vocation as a priest and describes his upbringing in a faithfully Catholic home. He goes on to describe what his faith looked like as a college student and young adult, as he found himself going through the motions, and living a life inconsistent with what the Gospel calls us to.
(05:35) Fr. Mario comments on how the role of parents and even even going through the motions, at times, can be a reality that God uses to draw us in, little by little, to surrender to him,
(06:38) Fr. Jim shares an experience that moved him from going through the motions into a deep devotion to Jesus. He describes following a prompting of the Holy Spirit to go to Mass at National Shrine of the Little Flower Basilica, and encountering Jesus in the Eucharist in a renewed way. He shares how this experience led him to begin serving in youth ministry, growing in his own faith, and cultivating a deep relationship with Jesus.
(10:48) Fr. Jim describes how adoration of the Blessed Sacrament became a true experience of closeness with Jesus and shares a particular experience of adoration that assured him of Jesus’ presence in the Eucharist during Holy Thursday. Fr. Mario asks what it’s like for Fr. Jim to experience God and he shares what it’s like.
(13:42) Fr. Jim shares how essential encountering Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament was to his hearing and responding to the call to the priesthood.
(19:49) Having embraced his vocation to the priesthood, Fr. Jim describes what his experience is like, getting to share the gift of the Eucharist through the celebration of the Mass and in adoration of the Blessed Sacrament. Fr. Mario echoes Fr. Jim’s sentiments and the two reflect on how humbling it is to be caught up in the mystery of the Blessed Sacrament.
(23:00) Fr. Jim describes how he spends his personal time before the Blessed Sacrament is like each day.
Bethane begrudgingly began the RCIA process when she fell in love with a Catholic man and the two had planned to get married. While she resisted some of the activities of RCIA, she unexpectedly experienced exposition of the Blessed Sacrament and received a sign she’d been asking God for, ever since she was a little girl.
(01:07) We welcome our guest, Bethane Cabrera, a wife and a mom of four, parishioner at Guardian Angels Catholic Church in Clawson, MI, and administrative assistant at Camp Sancta Maria.
(02:56) Bethane shares a bit about her upbringing in the faith and describes her teen and young adult years as she experienced a crisis of faith after losing her father. She shares how meeting her husband in her early twenties initiated a return to faith, as he was a practicing Catholic and shared his faith with her while they were dating.
(06:33) As their relationship got more serious and they started to think about marriage and raising kids, Bethane determined that she would become Catholic, but she wasn’t necessarily happy about it.
(09:40) Bethane describes her experience in RCIA and how she didn’t particularly enjoy the process or engage with her peers during it. She shares a frustrating interaction she had with a priest, who was encouraging her to enter in more fully or delay entering the Church and how she regretted some of the things she said to him.
(17:53) Bethane intended to apologize to that priest and had set up a time to meet with him following a daily Mass. Unbeknownst to her, she arrived just as exposition of the Blessed Sacrament was taking place and found herself undeniably drawn to the Eucharist on the altar, without knowing or understanding what it was.
(20:23) After crying in the presence of the Eucharist and being stunned by her reaction to it, Bethane tried to collect herself to meet with the priest and shares something he said that struck her to the core.
(23:14) Bethane shares how, as a young child, she would go into the empty church she grew up in and ask God for a sign that it was his house. She explains how her conversation with the priest that day was the sign she had asked for. She describes how her approach to RCIA shifted and how that priest walked with her through her conversion, as her devotion to the Eucharist grew.
(29:28) Bethane describes what it was like to enter the Church, receive the Eucharist for the first time, and to go to Confession. She shares what her devotion to the Blessed Sacrament has looked like, from going to adoration daily, to adjusting her prayer according to her state of life as a wife and a mother.
After drifting from faith as a teen, Patrick somewhat unexpectedly found himself drawn to the beauty of the Catholic faith through his appreciation for Gregorian chant and liturgical music as a young adult. Although he was not a practicing Catholic, he sang with a Catholic choir and, during Mass one day, in a powerful way, began to recognize Jesus’ presence in the Eucharist. This experience initiated a journey home to the Catholic Church and dramatically changed Patrick’s faith.
(00:53) We meet our guest, Patrick Braga, a parishioner at St. Mary’s in Royal Oak, an urban planner, and a classical composer.
(2:53) Patrick shares how a professor introduced him to Gregorian chant, which eventually led him to discover the Institute of Christ the King website, where Gregorian chants are shared regularly. Though agnostic at the time, Patrick describes being drawn to St. Joseph Shrine in Detroit for the music shortly after moving to Detroit. Patrick describes how he ended up singing regularly with the choir at St. Joseph and a remarkable experience he had during Mass one time, when the priest elevated the host and he recalled a quote from St. Thomas Merton.
(06:27) Patrick shares how, despite receiving Baptism and First Communion, he eventually drifted from faith. He talks about his respect for the gospel, but his struggle to wrap mind around faith in the supernatural.
(09:12) Describing more of his experience of singing at the choir at St. Joseph, Patrick goes on to share how he learned to appreciate the richness of liturgy through the beauty of liturgical music and highlights what attracted him to the life of the Church.
(12:19) Following his experience during Mass and being exposed to the life of the Church, Patrick began to read the letters of St. Ignatius of Antioch and he shares how those affected him on his journey.
(16:29) Patrick shares the words of Thomas Merton that he recalled when the priest elevated the host at Mass, and describes how this helped him understand the real presence of Jesus in the Eucharist. He talks about how this moment initiated a reversion to the Catholic faith and his eventual Confirmation.
(21:35) Patrick talks about what he loves about Eucharistic adoration and shares an experience he had during Mass that highlights his immense gratitude and love for the Eucharist.
(27:18) Patrick shares how his faith is not incompatible with reason, but is a choice to trust Christ, who is always faithful.
When his non-denominational girlfriend, Madison, questioned how he would want to raise future children, Nick realized he had to get to the bottom of his Catholic faith and determine if it was, in fact, set apart from other beliefs. After asking questions and seeking truth, Nick had a powerful encounter with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament that assured him of Jesus’ presence in the Eucharist.
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(00:47) We meet our guest, Nick Switzer, who currently serves multiple parishes in Detroit, following a career in the corporate world. He shares about his wife, Madison, and their three children.
(02:19) Nick shares about his Catholic upbringing and always knowing God’s love. He also describes a difficulty to recognize Jesus’ true presence in the Blessed Sacrament. He describes his relationship with his wife as the initial catalyst for him learning more about his Catholic faith since, when they first met and dated, she was a non-denominational Protestant.
(07:24) Nick shares how during this time of seeking and questioning, he asked God to give him a sign of his presence in the Catholic Church. While receiving Communion one day, he had an experience that assured him of Jesus’ presence in the Eucharist.
(12:14) Nick shares how Madison, his girlfriend at the time, reacted to him sharing this life-changing experience. As it turns out, she had her own experience, similar to Nick’s, of receiving a sign from God, while discerning the truth of the Catholic faith. He describes an exchange the two of them shared with a priest that changed the course of their relationship and their lives.
(16:01) Nick shares what his and Madison’s life of devotion and prayer looks like today. He describes the impact of Madison entering the Catholic Church, attending Mass together throughout their engagement, and getting to receive the Eucharist, together, as a couple, on their wedding day.
(22:47) Nick shares how the Eucharist he receives at Mass on Sundays sustains him and strengthens him for what he faces from week to week. He also describes how he shares his devotion to the Eucharist with his children. He offers insights into the sacrifice asked of parents, who have to regularly participate in Mass while parenting little ones.
(28:49) Fr. Mario echoes Nick’s insights and unpacks what it means to unite ourselves to the sacrifice of Christ at each Mass.
(29:55) Nick reiterates how God has blessed him and we thank him for, once again, sharing his story.
A life of pain and hardship could not keep Valerie away from the presence of Jesus. Although she was given the gift of catechesis as a young child, her family didn’t foster devotion to Jesus, and, after being abused as a young girl, Valerie turned to drugs and a life of the occult to maintain some sense of control over her life. She returned to the Church once, but left again, after experiencing great challenges and losses with her loved ones. Yet, in the midst of COVID, she returned again and fully encountered the love that is now the source of her strength every day, in the Blessed Sacrament.
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(00:39) We meet guest Valerie Powell, a caregiver and devoted parishioner at Assumption Grotto. She shares a bit about her upbringing and her childhood devotion to Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament. She goes on to share that she was abused as a child and carried that burden with her for a very long time. As a result, she turned to drugs and the occult during her teen years.
(03:46) Valerie shares her first experience of returning to the Catholic faith, when she encountered a priest who helped her get off drugs, leave an unhealthy work environment, and have her marriage blessed. She goes on to share that she continued to struggle and, again, left the Church many years later.
(07:57) Following her father’s death and her husband’s several strokes, Valerie describes herself becoming very angry with God and returning to bad habits and diving deeper into the occult.
(11:32) Valerie shares how during COVID, after losing her brother and then quitting her job to become the caretaker of her mother, she started going back to church and sitting in the parking lot, since the doors to the church were locked. Again, an encounter with a priest reminded her that Jesus loved her.
(14:46) Following the invitation of that priest, Valerie began attending adoration regularly and telling Jesus in the Eucharist everything. Valerie describes her deep devotion to Jesus in the Eucharist, and the ways he loves her intimately, in spite of her past.
(17:59) Valerie shares the practical steps she took to move away from a life of sin, noting in particular the power of daily Mass, adoration, Reconciliation, the Blessed Mother, holy priests, community, and therapy.
(25:54) Valerie describes her extraordinary devotion to the Eucharist, describing it as the source of her strength every day. She shares how she spends her time (usually two hours, daily) in adoration, and encourages listeners to go and encounter Jesus’ love in his real presence.
After a mental health diagnosis that helped to shed light on much of the darkness Tori experienced throughout her life, she was trying to determine where she was headed and considered the possibility of pursuing a life of ministry. When she committed to spending time in adoration during Lent when she was 19, she ended up having a powerful encounter with Jesus in the Eucharist that transformed her discernment and gave her confidence in her next steps.
Show notes:
00:39 Leah and Fr. Mario welcome Tori Polhill, the Director of Youth and Young Adult Ministries at St. Peter’s in Mt. Clemens, who shares a bit about the work she does with young people. She describes how when she was 19 years old, she had resolved to go to adoration for Lent and during one of her visits to the adoration chapel, she received a message from Jesus, assuring her of her worthiness.
03:50 Fr. Mario asks Tori about her experience with bipolar disorder and depression, which she described in her story published on iamhere.org. and Tori shares candidly about the experience of having a mental illness and trying to seek the Lord in the midst of the darkness she was experiencing. Tori recalls when she started to express a desire to work in ministry to her youth minister, who encouraged her to work on herself, which prompted her to dive deeper into her faith and understand her diagnosis more fully.
08:47 Tori shares about the mentor she had in her youth minister, and the way she challenged her as a young person, when Tori was struggling to believe Jesus was fully present in the Eucharist. Tori shares that reading Scripture, learning about the saints, and reading John Paul the Great: His Five Loves by Jason Evert was particularly helpful for her on her faith journey, during a time when she was doing mission work and discerning serving in youth ministry.
14:12 Tori shares how she speaks to young people who are struggling to believe in Jesus’ Eucharistic presence and what she says to them to prepare them for adoration.
19:06 Tori shares how her faith and mental health journeys intersect and describes what a difference it makes to spend time in prayer, with the Blessed Sacrament, in addition to seeking help in things like therapy, medication, relationships, etc.
24:08 Fr. Mario comments on the temptation, when one works in ministry, to fail to pray because they work for Jesus, and Tori echoes his sentiment and shares some habits that have helped her to fight that temptation.
Growing up, Fred Morath struggled to feel seen and known and, by the time he was in college, he was in a very dark place. Heeding his father’s advice one day, he prayed a prayer of desperation and encountered God in a transformative way. This led him to pursue his faith and eventually seek God’s guidance by praying Blessed Sacrament. In this episode, Fred describes two instances of prayer before the Blessed Sacrament during which Jesus called him to serve him in very distinct ways, and shares how responding to those calls has allowed him to live a life of authentic joy, in service of the Lord.
Show Notes:
00:34 Fr. Mario and Leah introduce Fred Morath, husband, father to five children, and grandfather to ten grandchildren, who currently serves as the Business Manager at St. John Neumann Parish in Canton, MI. Fred shares about his role at the parish and the work he does for the Catholic Biblical School of Michigan.
02:31 Fred shares about his upbringing, feeling forgotten as one of ten children in his family, and going to college and experiencing deep emotional pain. He recalls his father’s reminder to him to pray during his freshman year of college and shares how God began to change his life when he heeded his advice and found himself at a Christian charismatic prayer meeting.
07:47 Fr. Mario notes the impact of Fred’s father on his faith journey and Fred describes how his father’s journey to faith prepared him to be this powerful influence in his life.
11:20 Fred describes going to the Blessed Sacrament in his late twenties to ask God what to do with his life, knowing he wanted to start a business; which he ended up doing, despite hearing God call him to “be a watchman.” He shares how many years later, during a silent retreat, he prayed a similar prayer and he sensed the call, once again, to “be a watchman,” and to help a friend of his who was trying to launch a Biblical school. After trying to ignore this invitation from God for a few weeks, Fred shares that he eventually approached his friend and took steps to support his endeavor with the Biblical school — something he remains involved in to this day.
15:52 Fred explains how, through Scripture, he also came to understand more fully what God was asking of him when he heard the call to “be a watchman” and explains what that means to him.
18:00 Fr. Mario comments on the grace present in Fred’s life and Fred explains how much he leans on the Lord’s presence in the Blessed Sacrament throughout the various needs that come up in his life. He describes what his time spent before the Blessed Sacrament is like, in spite of distractions. He talks about his preference for praying the Rosary, with the saints, or with Scripture.
26:22 Fred offers an encouragement to listeners, to approach the Blessed Sacrament in the midst of difficulties, problems, difficulty, and anger, and reminds us that time is never wasted with the Lord.
Valerie Berry, a long-time active member of Corpus Christi parish in Detroit wasn’t planning to become Catholic until her second-grade son started telling her about his times at church he experienced in Catholic school. Inspired by his love for church, Valerie eventually entered the Church and was encouraged by a friend to take her challenges to the Blessed Sacrament. Although Jesus’ presence didn’t spontaneously solve all of the problems she faced, it did become the source of her strength, what she continues to rely on, and has guided her to serve in the Church in new ways.
Show notes:
00:20 We welcome Valerie Berry to the studio, a long-time parishioner at Corpus Christi parish in Detroit. Valerie shares how her son, as a second grader, led her to consider the Catholic faith and eventually begin RCIA and entered the Church.
04:51 Valerie shares why she enrolled her son in Catholic school in the first place and about her journey through RCIA. She then shares what her experience was like receiving the sacraments at the Easter Vigil, particularly her experience of receiving the Eucharist for the first time.
10:05 Valerie shares that, while she’d heard about adoration in RCIA, she hadn’t gone until a friend encouraged her to spend time with the Blessed Sacrament when she was going through a difficult time. Fr. Mario comments on the power of one disciple’s witness to another.
11:46 Valerie describes going to adoration for the first time, unsure of what to do, but experiencing peace by simply spending time before Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament. She explains how she’s learned to go to Jesus, not just in times of trouble, but also in times of joy — a choice she has been making lately.
14:24 Valerie shares how spending time with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, along with a spiritual director, have helped her discern to lend her gifts to RCIA, by helping to lead it at Corpus Christi, which she is doing this year. She and Fr. Mario discuss what a spiritual director is and the value of having one.
19:03 Leah asks Valerie to share what she would share with those who are considering Catholicism and Valerie describes how she has grown to rely on the Eucharist, more so than even shelter and food. She has grown to rely on the Eucharist — the source of her strength — and to see how Jesus works in her life every single day.
22:08 Valerie shares how she spends time in adoration, by mostly conversing with Jesus. Fr. Mario comments on the reality that we leave adoration differently, even when going doesn’t solve all of our problems.
25:52 Valerie responds to a question from Fr. Mario about how she would speak to someone who may struggle to believe in the real presence of Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament. She challenges people to pay attention to their surroundings and how God may be working, and emphasizing the beauty of God’s grace given freely to each of us.
A new third grade teacher and parishioner at St. Aloysius, Christine Kim, shares about encountering Jesus in the Eucharist during a particularly low moment, and describes how he had worked in her life previously, to lead her to the conviction that she could go to him in every circumstance. In this episode, Christine shares her experiences of being healed by Jesus after a breakup, exploring the Protestant faith, and finding renewed joy and courage as a college student and young adult.
Show notes:
00:20 We welcome our guest, Christine Kim, who will share her story. Christine, a parishioner at St. Aloysius, Fr. Mario’s parish, who moved to Detroit a year prior, shares how she sought a parish that had adoration and daily Mass times she could attend. She shares that she will soon start a new position as a third grade teacher at a Catholic school in Detroit.
03:12 Christine discusses going to adoration after a breakup and how, in her disappointment, she went to Jesus and left feeling comforted, though Jesus didn’t solve everything, but was just present to her. Fr. Mario asks what her practice of going to adoration was like prior to this instance and she share what led to her solid faith and commitment to adoration.
06:42 Christine shares a turning point experience she had on her journey as a college student, when Jesus met her in her brokenness, through Scripture.
09:17 Leah asks Christine what eventually led her to encounter Jesus in the Eucharist and she shares how Jesus worked in her life through seeking Christian community on her college campus.
13:30 Fr. Mario remarks that Christine is one of the most joyful disciples that he knows, and she shares how Jesus is the source of that joy, through the gift of self-awareness and his goodness.
15:21 Christine shares how she grew into a deep love for Jesus in the Eucharist through participation in an ecumenical group on her college campus. During this time in her life, she found the confirmation she needed to remain in the Catholic Church and that this was the beginning of her growing and flourishing as a disciple.
20:10 Christine shares how she has approached Jesus in a wide array of emotions and shares how Jesus guided her to discern moving to Detroit. She shares how Jesus provided all of the details, even down to having a washer and dryer in her new home.
24:15 Fr. Mario asks how Christine spends her time when she goes to Eucharistic adoration and she shares that she simply shows up, not necessarily with an agenda, and just enjoys spending time with Jesus. Fr. Mario notes that journaling can be a powerful way to pray and encounter Jesus.
26:30 Leah asks Christine how Jesus responds when she spends time with him and she shares that she believes he is pleased, remarking that he asks for our presence, as he gives us his.
As a high schooler, Paolo Vitale had yet to make his faith his own. But as he struggled through a difficult time of losing friends and wanting control over his life, he found a peace unlike any other when he unintentionally wandered into a church that was having Eucharistic adoration. In the few years since that moment, through the support of his family’s faith, powerful role models, and Jesus’s Eucharistic presence, the Lord has continued to call the 22 year-old deeper and led him to grow in virtue, devotion, and love, in a way that doesn’t just avoid hell, but authentically pursues Heaven.
Show notes:
00:28 We welcome our guest Paolo Vitale, a parishioner at St. Isidore in Macomb, who works as a project manager. We ask Paolo to share a bit about his experience in coming to know Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, which he first shared to be published on iamhere.org.
01:58 Paolo shares how during high school, which was only a few short years ago (he is 22 now), although he was raised Catholic, he was struggling and his faith wasn’t something he had pursued seriously himself. He struggled to find peace during this time, until he unexpectedly wandered into the church that was attached to his school and found Eucharistic adoration. He shares that this was the first time he had found real relief or peace. However, he describes this as a stepping stone on his journey, because at the time, he didn’t grasp what it meant to be in Jesus’ presence.
06:10 Fr. Mario comments on the gift that Paolo had received in the faith his parents had passed on to him, and the foundation that was there to help him fall “back or into faith.” Paolo speaks about the powerful role that his grandfather, father, and uncles played in his journey, as they encouraged him to learn from the saints, pray, and surrender to God’s plan.
11:54 Paolo describes the little, day-to-day choices he began to make since that moment that helped him grow in faith, and eventually devotion. He goes on to share an experience when he realized he didn’t want to just try to avoid hell, but that he wanted to pursue Heaven, and the examples of family members and friends helped him grow in virtue and love.
20:57 Fr. Mario comments on how necessary vulnerability is in prayer, but also in relationships with others, and how powerful it can be to share that with a role model. Paolo shares how he prays during adoration, acknowledging Jesus’ presence, and how that prayer has helped him grow into a relationship with Jesus, understanding that he is not far off, but that his presence is very near.
24:38 Paolo offers encouragement to young people to go to Jesus in Mass and adoration as often as possible and offers some advice on how he remains focused, prays during difficulty, and manages distractions in prayer.
31:22 Paolo describes how God responded to his prayer for more adoration in an unexpected way, through his invitation to share his story on I AM HERE and increased adoration times at his parish.
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