The Mormon History Hoedown

1. Join me for a deeply emotional and candid interview with the members of Die Shiny, Callie Crofts and Zac Bryant, as they share their personal journeys, music, and the profound stories behind their new song "Sacrament." This intimate conversation touches on the impact of Callie's mom's cancer and her eventual passing, the unique dynamics of Colette Butler and Callie's relationship, the influence of the music of their youth, Zac's journey leaving the church, their rise to fame on YouTube, awakening to the falsehoods of the temple, navigating divorce, and their liberation from certain aspects of their Mormon past. Discover the songwriting process behind "Sacrament," its lyrics and symbolism, the unbreakable bond between these remarkable musicians, and the love and support that has propelled their journey forward.
2. Sacrament music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gX2JoACDxgM&list=RDgX2JoACDxgM&start_radio=1
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1. In this second episode of our series, historian Barbara Jones Brown takes us through the violent rhetoric on behalf of Mormon leaders that led up to the Mountain Meadows Massacre. From 1856 to 1857 in Utah, Mormon prophet Brigham Young played a role in shaping the mindset of the Mormon settlers resulting in a theocracy, heaps of polygamy, and the idea that avenging the blood of prophets was the only rational thing to do. Blood atonement and the Mormon Reformation are key aspects to understanding the religious doctrine and context of the time that shed light on the motivations and justifications used by the perpetrators of the massacre.
2. Pick up the book Vengeance Is Mine from your local bookseller or online: https://www.amazon.com/Vengeance-Mine-Mountain-Massacre-Aftermath/dp/0195397851
3. Listen to the audiobook of Vengeance Is Mine: https://www.audible.com/pd/Vengeance-Is-Mine-Audiobook/B0C6FPQFB5?eac_link=QUOOMHSekDaE&ref=web_search_eac_asin_3&eac_selected_type=asin&eac_selected=B0C6FPQFB5&qid=xMIVfP7ajx&eac_id=140-1729692-0760619_xMIVfP7ajx&sr=1-3
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1. Exciting news! I am starting a new multi-part series on The Mountain Meadows Massacre with historian, author, director of Signature Books, content editor of the award-winning "Massacre at Mountain Meadows" and co-author of "Vengeance Is Mine, The Mountain Meadows Massacre and Its Aftermath" Barbara Jones Brown!
2. This is part one where Barbara and I discuss the Mountain Meadows Massacre, a tragic event in Mormon history where a group of Mormons in 1857 killed a large group of innocent men, women, and children. With Destiny begging to Manifest in the 1850s, the US government was hot for an economic and cultural superiority expansion. Mormons had their backs! Or DID they? Here's the overview of all the forces at play that led otherwise sane people (hold your jokes) to commit heinous acts of violence on innocent people.
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1. It's time to settle how very, very, VERY Mormon Carah and Alyssa were for the majority of their short, naive lives. Pop the popcorn and place your bets as these two Ex-Mormon content creators answer 20 questions to decide who held a little bit more firmly to the rod than the other.
2. Pick up a copy of Alyssa's book which is the #1 bestselling new release in Mormonism! https://www.amazon.com/How-Leave-Mormon-Church-Rebuilding/dp/B0CRS4DF2H/ref=cm_cr_arp_d_product_top?ie=UTF8
3. Alyssa's YT channel: https://www.youtube.com/@UCqrqFLPh4cRM1VomUzG24sQ
4. Alyssa's TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@alyssadgrenfell?lang=en
5. Why this Former Mormon Missionary Stopped Believing - Alyssa Grenfell Pt. 1 | Ep. 1850 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSu8cD_IMiA
6. How to Leave the Mormon Church - w/ Alyssa Grenfell | Ep. 1851 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEyxNLBNTN0
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1. Listen to this podcast, then listen to it again to digest all the wisdom of my guest, Stephanie Brinkerhoff, as we discuss the difficult road to empowerment as an Ex-Mormon. It's time we get to the heart of the process.
2. From leaving a church that took away her autonomy and intuition, and how psychedelics helped her break free, my guest Stephanie discusses associations of safety with following the rules of the Mormon Church. She believed she would feel safe if she ticked off the boxes and followed the teachings. However, after leaving the church and deconstructing her beliefs, she realized that true safety is an internal state of being, a cultivated inner state. A safety that comes from within and involves connecting with oneself, cultivating inner peace, and trusting in one's own intuition. With real examples,
3. I hope this episode is useful for everyone still trying to find their power as we answer questions from viewers! And please leave all your experiences with empowerment in the comments!
4. For more of Stephanie's goodness, follow her on Instagram at: https://www.instagram.com/stephanieannagain/ Listen to Stephanie's Mormon Stories interview: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1JB-albFoU Don't miss this amazing discussion with Doug, Mike, and Stephanie at Mormon on Mushroom's podcast: https://open.spotify.com/episode/2KUTQwWlB4DiWfkk9V1mwK
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1. You're tired of the bombardment of info. "Just give me the fast facts, chief!" The brilliant Mormon historian Benjamin Park joins me to discuss his new book "American Zion" which details all the facts, context, and characters to provide a brief but in-depth look at the history of Mormonism in America.You don't know Mormonism until you explore the development and evolution of Mormon traditions over its 200 years and how internal and external conflicts have influenced it. In this episode we get into the religious fervor and experimentation of Joseph Smith's time, the dark legacy of racism, divisions, and culture war over issues like gender equality, LGBTQ rights, and religious liberty, including pivotal moments in Mormon history, such as the introduction and eventual abandonment of polygamy, the struggles for women's rights and racial equality within the church, and the impact of the church's alignment with the Republican party and conservative politics.
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1. Join Carah and Matt Easton for an in-depth discussion and interview you do not want to miss. Breaking the news here first on the recent controversy surrounding Brigham Young University's shocking decision for freshmen.
2. Matt Easton courageously came out as gay during his valedictorian graduation speech at the private Mormon university which sparked an infamous talk by apsotle Jeffery R. Holland. In this live interview with Matt, we'll be exploring BYU's controversial mandate, and the impact it may have on LGBTQ+ inclusivity and the campus atmosphere. We delve into the content of the musket fire talk, highlighting the offensive language used against Matt Easton, its potential consequences, and Matt's life as a gay Mormon.
3. Matt's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLeMVykzvKY&t=0s
4. Elder Holland's talk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUEBJ3NdaCs&t=66s
5. Matt's response to Elder Holland in the Trib: https://www.sltrib.com/opinion/commentary/2021/08/27/matt-easton-elder-holland/
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1. It's the Eve update you've all been waiting for! Join me for a live interview and learn about what happened next for my Mormon buddy Eve after John Dehlin and I told her the true Mormon history that had been hidden from her.
2. Original video found here: https://youtu.be/gl50qEdRABQ
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1. ARE YOU READY TO LAUGH?!? Not a description you'd think would represent a video on war, but that's how laughable Jabra Ghneim's "response" to my Israel/Palestine series is. Bringing back Lindsay from Socialistlyakward with more facts and lulz. We made our 3 part Israel/Palestine series, and the Christian Zionists of Mormon Book Reviews responded to some strawman atheist Hamas supporting girl named Laura? So let's laugh, talk about the facts, and debunk tropes!
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1. It's been a wild year to be a corrupt institution led by Jesus Christ, y'all. Here's a recap of all the scandals of 2023, with insights from real apostates on what led the most Mormons to abandon this sinking ship.
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1. I got no description for ya. I left it all on the field, coach. Heavy trigger warning on this episode, and check out the links below for parts 1 and 2.
2. Link to part 1: https://youtu.be/EWCh9Oy-BvE
3. Link to part 2: https://youtu.be/AuFxv5-UI08
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6. If the mood strikes you to get involved: https://bdsmovement.net/Act-Now-Against-These-Companies-Profiting-From-Genocide#:~:text=McDonald's%20(US)%2C%20Burger%20King,supported%20apartheid%20Israel%20and%2For
7. https://act.uscpr.org/a/callforgaza
8. https://afsc.org/news/6-ways-you-can-support-palestinians-gaza#:~:text=Take%20part%20in%20protests.,a%20letter%20to%20the%20editor.
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Today I'm joined by Shelise with Cults to Consciousness as we dive into the shocking details of the lies, hush money, and SA within the Mormon church that have recently come to light. We discuss the mishandled SA cases within the LDS church and the troubling instances in which the leaders failed to protect victims, fostering silence and cover-ups, and failing to report SA to authorities. Does the church prioritize its reputation over its own members?

1. Links to articles and videos mentions: Daily Mail article: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12732055/mormon-church-leaders-accused-sexual-abuse-incest-cover-up.html
2. AP article: https://apnews.com/article/mormon-church-investigation-child-sex-abuse-9c301f750725c0f06344f948690caf16
3. Mormon Stories episode with Jared and Ashley: https://www.mormonstories.org/portfolio-items/mormon-sa-jared-ashley-jones/
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1. Welcome to my extra special second episode with Lindsay from @socialistlyawkward! We take on the next piece of the deconstructing Zionism puzzle by breaking down Zionism's history and how it feeds into every aspect of the Israel-Palestine war. Steeped in clips and commentary, we invite you to sit back, relax, and tense up about the most devastating topic imaginable. Heavy trigger warning on this episode, but come back for part 3 when you're ready for more!
2. Link to part 1: https://youtu.be/EWCh9Oy-BvE
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All you gluttons for deconstruction, get on in here. I'm delighted to have Steven Pynakker tell me about his nuanced Christian worldview as I push back with every question I feel is necessary. What a treat. We tackle about the questions around the necessity of Christianity, the bible, and religion as a whole. I think it has something for everyone. Believers, non-believers, and everyone who hated my appearance on Steven's program "Mormon Book Reviews". It gets a bit uncomfortable at times, I welcome all pushback, so let me know your thoughts in the comments!

1. Check out my episode on Steven's channel: https://youtu.be/OpBuCnMCwW4?feature=shared
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1. The article we're covering today: https://www.vice.com/en/article/n7ekzx/tim-ballard-sound-of-freedom-grooming-sexual-abuse-undercover-couples-ruse-operation-underground-railroad?utm_source=VICE_Twitter&utm_medium=social+
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1. Super yikes! Reacting to the insane prophesies of Todd Cella, just uploaded November 13th, 2023. They are very unsettling. How can this be stopped? Mormons, when a man says he is God's chosen servant to usher in the second coming, think twice about dooms-doing what Doomsy Doomer Does.
2. Original video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfBABo7BVN0
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1. Welcome to part 1! Taking on the Israel-Palestine war one piece at a time with the brilliant Lindsay from @socialistlyawkward1443 by my side to break it all down for this multi-part series of The Mormon History Hoedown.
2. First: We deconstructed Mormonism. Now: We unravel our understanding of holy lands and what pieces of empathy were missing in our previous Mormon minds, including the context and history that's been hidden.
3. Join us in this eye-opening series where two curious ExMo gals explore the intricate facets of Zionism, delving into its historical, political, and religious implications. Lindsay and I draw on our own journeys of challenging established ideologies, to take you through the intricacies of Zionism, examining its historical roots, and modern interpretations within the context of what has been unfolding with Israel and Palestine for 75 years.
4. With a fresh perspective, shaped by our experiences breaking free from the confines of one structured belief system, we are proud to bring you the Israel-Palestine breakdown of the century atop our know-it-all high horses.
5. (I know that name-calling and so forth happens a lot when discussing this topic so all comments will need to be approved because I'm counteracting the Marxist accusations sure to come my way by keeping my comment section my own private property.)
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1. Welcome to my favorite report on Tim Ballard of all time. I promise to be as unhinged as all the corruption that's being exposed from the high-profile LDS friendships. What else would you expect? Details that involve Mormon tithing records used for fundraising, acquired on behalf of Mormon Apostle Elder Ballard to target wealthy tithe payers to funnel more cash to Operation Underground Railroad (because 5-star hotel rooms with Mexico City's finest escorts don't grow on trees). Those funds were then spent by OUR to silence more victims of sexual exploitation and build Tim Ballard a brand of respect, wealth, and ironically titled movies such as "The Sound of Freedom". Glenn Beck, Utah AG Sean Reyes, OUR President Matt Osborne, and all your favorite characters pop in to show us what unfettered access to ketamine will do to a man.
2. Link to document: https://www.mormonstories.org/681863389-Amended-Complaint-in-Tim-Ballard-Case.pdf
3. Link to full interview with Blaze's father: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPQix5VQmiY
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1. The doomsday Mormons sure are doomsdaying lately. Making this a dooms-month and the most doomsiest year in recent history.
2. Today I’m going to give you the latest updates on Blaze Thibaudeau. The Arizona 16 year old that was taken by his Mormon doomsday mother and uncle last Monday. He has been found safe by the Alaskan border and we’ll talk about what led up to all this unfolding as well as my normal rants including a Chuck-o-Rama analogy that I think is right on the money.
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1. Talking about the recent 2023 Faith Matters "Restore" conference and how this new schism differs from the church it tries to amplify. Joined today by the amazing and talented @uncertainlycarly for all the commentary you are certainly looking for!
2. Talking about the recent 2023 Faith Matters "Restore" conference and how this new schism differs from the church it tries to amplify. Joined today by the amazing and talented @uncertainlycarly for all the commentary you are certainly looking for! It's a whole other world of Progressive Mormons out there, and dive into all of it including Brandon Flowers' Mormon beliefs, and break down the "Why Church" YouTube video rant by feisty rant.
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1. We dig into the shocking Blaze News "women tell-all" exposé with bombshell revelations on the disturbing behavior of Tim Ballard, the man behind Operation Underground Railroad (O.U.R.). As the story unfolds, we'll unravel a web of deception, manipulation, and exploitation that will leave you stunned.
2. I explore Tim's troubling history of lies, laying bare the con-man smoke screen he's used to shield his actions for far too long. But this video isn't just about exposing wrongdoing; it's about giving a voice to the heroic women who have bravely spoken out against these injustices of sexual harassment at O.U.R. Backed by Glenn Beck's belief in these women's allegations against his former friend and business partner,
3. The Blaze's investigative efforts unravel the shocking details of the couple's ruse, the manipulative tactics, and the devastating impact on the lives of those involved. This is a story that demands attention, accountability, and support for the victims, and we'll cover it all right here in this video.
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1. In this eye-opening video, we take a deep dive into President Russell M. Nelson's recent conference address, analyzing every crucial moment and dissecting its implications. I address the question of "Why Ex-Mormons care about Nelson's talk," delving into the content that raises concerns and his fear-mongering messages.
2. Insights into topics like the telestial (TK smoothie) body, Joseph Smith, the law of chastity, and the doctrine of tithing. We also dive into the reactions from ExMormon Twitter, DezNat (Pro-LDS) Twitter and explore how this talk may impact mixed-faith families, all while maintaining a thoughtful and critical perspective on the matter. Stay tuned for a comprehensive analysis that will leave you thinking, laughing, and testing your Mormon family with wise counsel to see if they accept it long after the video ends.
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1. I'm joined today by my brilliant friends Shelise and Jonathan from Cults to Consciousness in their studio in Los Angeles to give ya'll the best explanation on Tim Ballard's rise to cult leader status and why it matters. (Especially as it relates to the health and welfare of Mormons themselves!)
2. I have pieces of the alleged victims' stories no one has placed together yet. I've got never before seen pictures of Tim undercover on the phone with Mel Gibson. And I even have a "what if" question I float on a super chat on Ward Radio's last Tim Ballard livestream. Their reactions are something I predict will go down in history.
3. Learn about Tim's persecution complex that is actually quite simple and is explained by: Other people know how to end trafficking better than you, Timothy. It's 3 hours, but it's jam-packed info sure to leave you smarter, wiser, and more capable at turning to your Mormon family on your next meal when they bring up Tim so you say: "No one's getting grandkids until you watch NuanceHoe's video on all the ways Tim Ballard is like a cult leader." Good luck!
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1. The slimiest conman to come out of Mormonism in 50 years deserved the best thumbnail art I could come up with. I take you through video clips of what the 7 women at O.U.R said he did, including sex acts to save the kids (sanctioned by Elder M. Russell Ballard and Tim’s Mormon psychic), then what his wife has been saying to cover for his long pattern of narcissistic behavior. Don’t miss this one! And give some love (regardless of how you feel about his other beliefs!) to @ericmoutsos for doing the right thing and hearing these victims out.

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1. There is a far-right divide going on and we might be watching history in the making. Good thing my guest is Mormon historian Benjamin Park, here breaking down the Mormon religious right. What are the factions of Mormonism set for a break-off? Who is taking back what country now? And why are they looking to leaders like Tim Ballard to take them where they want to go? Ben is a wealth of knowledge on all the ways partisanship has become inseparable from the Mormon church. Join us as we get into all the ways the church and its members pick and choose what brand of God's one true church they'll be living today.
2. Check out Ben's article in Slate: https://slate.com/human-interest/2023/09/tim-ballard-sound-of-freedom-abuse-allegations.html
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1. It's time to fact-check Don Bradley and Ward Radio on their claims about Joseph Smith's polygamy with the fantastic research of Julia at AnalyzingMormonism. Throw Julia some cash on Venmo for all her research! @Julia-Rose88
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1. A collab with Shelise at Cults to Consciousness, bringing you all the latest news on Tim Ballard being publicly denounced by the Mormon church for his morally unacceptable behavior. It's a wild story and gets better watching Glenn Beck fighting for his life to understand how his church works.
2. 1st Vice article: https://www.vice.com/en/article/bvjypz/mormon-church-denounces-tim-ballards-morally-unacceptable-activities
3. 2nd Vice article: https://www.vice.com/en/article/pkaqvn/tim-ballards-departure-from-operation-underground-railroad-followed-sexual-misconduct-investigationTim
4. Ballard's response: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfyPzlRhp7I&t=2s
5. Deseret news: https://www.deseret.com/2023/9/15/23875331/tim-ballard-senate-church-of-jesus-christ
6. Whiteboard meeting: https://americancrimejournal.com/acj-investigates/operation-underground-railroad-o-u-r/the-whiteboard-meeting/
7. Screenshots of Glenn Beck: https://www.instagram.com/mormstories/
8. Adam Paul Steed:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_gvsqvz92KM&t=12251s
9. Mormon Stories ep w/ Lynn Packer on OUR: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pLJRePfcJtc&t=10787s
10. Lynn Packer: Packer OUR Report 31—Sex Allegations: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nT-ESKtdWQg
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A full breakdown and all the extra context you need to know about Johnny Harris' piece "The REAL Story of the Mormon Church" and what the Mormons of the internet have to say about it. After much research, I present the realest of real and truthiest of true explanations of Joseph Smith, his treasure-digging days, the First Vision, the witnesses to the golden plates, and so much more.

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Welcome to the start of my brand new podcast called The Mormon History Hoedown. In this very special first episode, I get personal on things that require a trigger warning, talk about my coping with comedy, and why I loved the church but had to leave it.

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