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The mission of this podcast is the formation of your heart in love and for love, Together, we shore up the natural, human foundation for your spiritual formation as a Catholic. St. Thomas Aquinas asserts that without this inner unity, without this interior integration, without ordered self-love, you cannot enter loving union with God, your Blessed Mother, or your neighbor. Informed by Internal Family Systems approaches and grounded firmly in a Catholic understanding of the human person, this podcast brings you the best information, the illuminating stories, and the experiential exercises you need to become more whole in the natural realm. This restored human formation then frees you to better live out the three loves in the two Great Commandments – loving God, your neighbor, and yourself. Check out the Resilient Catholics Community which grew up around this podcast at https://www.soulsandhearts.com/rcc.
The podcast Interior Integration for Catholics is created by Peter T. Malinoski, Ph.D.. The podcast and the artwork on this page are embedded on this page using the public podcast feed (RSS).
Real people, real questions. Parts, attachment, human formation, marriage, conscience, intimacy with God, connection with your innermost self… Dr. Peter Martin answers audience questions and leads a discussion in this episode, recorded live. Join in as a “fly on the wall” for the most cutting edge thinking and research on attachment and parts work, applied to the practical problems and issues we face in both the natural and spiritual realms. Join us on YouTube at InteriorIntegration4Catholics https://youtu.be/dyG_L4WyON4 to like, subscribe, ask questions, and comment -- we'll connect with you there.
You loving you. You bringing each of your parts closer to God, in a gentle, merciful way. Dr. Peter Martin shares his insights on how we can love ourselves toward God, informed by attachment theory and Internal Family Systems, and grounded in a Catholic understanding of the human person. He presents on “Internal Evangelization Therapy” – bringing in safe havens, secure bases, the “Circle of Security,” spiritual intercessors, the discernment of spirits, and how to “bypass the spiritual bypass.” This episode focuses on how to bring home to God the “lost sheep” within us – the outcast parts, the inner lepers, the blind parts, the lame, the tax collectors, the parts condemned by other parts as sinners.
Attachment needs, problematic God images, parts, systems, love, and security – no one brings these together quite like seasoned Catholic psychologist Peter Martin in this episode. Join us as Dr. Martin weaves together the leading edges of conceptual thinking and practical application to provide you a lifeline to grip on to and by which you can climb to a new plane of being as he integrates the four dimensions of personal formation: human, spiritual, intellectual, and pastoral. Dr. Martin brings in the best of secular research and theory, firmly grounded a in a fully Catholic understanding of the human person and in Scripture, Tradition, and the Magisterium of the Church. He also provides copies of aids he has developed, the Level of Attachment Security in Spiritual Relationships (LASSR) and the Spiritual Support Worksheet–2 in the YouTube description. Check out our channel InteriorIntegration4Catholics on YouTube, see us in action, take in Dr. Martin’s slides, and subscribe! https://youtu.be/GCJyeakw7-w
“Lord, teach us to pray,” the apostles entreated Jesus. And He did. In this episode, we explore the integration of personal formation in prayer, with a very concrete, step-by-step demonstration of the ARRR prayer, also known as the “pirate prayer” by Fr. John Horn, S.J., one of its originators. Join us as we discuss the progression from Acknowledging to Relating to Receiving to Responding in prayer using Zephaniah 3:14-17 as a starting point; and in addition, we bring in how this way of praying impacts the four dimensions of your personal formation: Human, Spiritual, Intellectual and Pastoral.
For another take on Catholic parts work look like in action, join Marion Moreland as she accompanies Caris in connecting, understanding, and loving Caris’ parts – not just the manager parts who are usually in front, but also some of Caris’ hidden exiled parts in this demonstration. Sarah is present in an observing role. This demonstration illustrates very typical ways of accompanying parts in inner work. Marion and Caris address themes of striving for productivity and perfection, control and rebellion, the pain of love rejected, among others and escape, and self-soothing. You are invited into the “observer role” with Sarah to connect with your own parts in your human formation as you experience the demo and your parts resonate with parts coming up in Caris’ work.
What does Catholic parts work look like in action? Join Dr. Peter as he accompanies David and Ian as they connect with not only their manager parts but also some of their exiled parts in these demonstrations. These demonstrations illustrates very typical ways of working with parts in an accompanied way. We address themes of safety, fears of looking weak, play, body sensations, the need for excellence, and the importance of mission, among others. You are invited into the “observer role” to connect with your own parts in your human formation as you experience the demo and your parts resonate with parts coming up in Ian and David’s work.
Jonathan Teixeira shares how 2000 years of Catholic wisdom on money can inform how you react to, respond to, and manage your financial issues. He dives into the different meaning money has for men and women, described the top three mistakes that Catholic spouses make with their money, and teaches you how to bring God into the realm of your personal finances.
Pete Burds, vice president of mission at NET joins us to help explore and understand human, spiritual, intellectual, and pastoral formation of the 18-25 year-old NET missionaries and the middle schoolers and high school students they serve. What is the heart of NET formation? (Hint: it has to do with relationships). Why is it so important that these young adults have opportunities to make mistakes and to fail? What do former missionaries say were the best growth experiences in NET as a missionary? Find the answers to those questions and so much more about NET in this episode.
Fr. Dave Pivonka TOR, president of Franciscan University joins us to discuss the integration of personal formation for college students. We address the danger of over-spiritualizing – spiritual bypassing – and how many of the struggles in the Church in the last 50 years are due to human formation deficits. Fr. Pivonka shares his insights about how transformation first happens interiorly, inside oneself – and then radiates outward to change the world. We discuss the difficulties that college students frequently face, the importance of community, concerns about pietism, and embracing our true identity. College students and their parents will not want to miss this episode.
Join Dr. Jared Staudt, the Director of Content at Exodus 90 and guest host Dr. Gerry Crete to discuss the integration of personal formation in Exodus. Join in to learn how asceticism is part of human formation, and how both are oriented toward love. Dr. Staudt and Dr. Gerry discuss the difficulties that secularism and individualism cause in our culture and within ourselves, especially for men. What do vulnerability and authenticity look like for men? And finally, how can I be different, how can I change and grow? The Exodus website is at https://exodus90.com/
Joey Pontarelli joins guest host Dr. Gerry Crete to share the impact of his parents’ divorce on him as a child, the ways that divorce rocked his world, and his journey of recovery. And that journey of recovery includes his founding of Restored, a ministry for teens and young adults whose parents' marriages failed, giving them a place to share their stories, help for them to find healthy responses to an unhealthy family situation, to seek “integration, rather than amputation” of their internal experiences and to correct the lies beneath their fear, anger, and shame.
Dr. Edward Sri, Catholic theologian co-founder of FOCUS shares with us the origin story, how young Catholic adults are starving for love and truth. He lays out how FOCUS forms their missionaries to live out the four dimensions of personal formation (human, spiritual, intellectual, and pastoral) in a “vision for life.” He offers a pyramid model for the integration of formation with human formation as the base, and he describes how open FOCUS is to bringing in other Catholic organizations, apostolates, and professionals to help in the formation of their missionaries and those they serve. And we discuss where FOCUS missionaries can turn when they recognize they need help.
Jason Evert of the Chastity Project joins Dr. Gerry and me to discuss the integration of personal formation and chastity. We begin this episode with a brief experiential exercise to check out your spontaneous reactions, briefly discuss What the Catechism of the Catholic Church says about chastity and interior integration, and then Jason shares with us his decades of experience in working with youth. He shares with us how the concept of chastity needs to be rehabilitated and framed in the positive light of love. He shares stories of how young people have responded to the call to chastity in their own formation. He also discusses the importance of starting formation in chastity early, not just prior to marriage. And he shares the connection between chastity and joy.
Fr. Mike Schmitz, Sr. Josephine Garret, and Archbishop Salvatore Cordileone engage us in discussing integrated personal formation at the National Eucharistic Congress. Fr. Mike highlights the importance of silence, which is "the great magnifier" that allows us to know ourselves and draw closer to God. In a homily, Archbishop Cordelione exhorts us to rediscover the silence that sensitizes us to the sacred. Finally, Sr. Josephine links human formation to pastoral formation and discusses how we, as Catholics, we should take what the secular sciences have to offer and claim it for our own. Sr. Josephine also defines proper integration as allowing God to work through all the places of our life. Join in to learn what these modern Catholic thought leaders share with us about human formation, along with some thoughts from Blaise Pascal and St. Augustine.
Dr. Peter Malinoski shares some dark moments of his story of medical trauma from when he was 11 years old in 1980 with Kathryn Wessling and Gabriel Crawford from Catholic Story Groups at CatholicStoryGroups.com. Discover the power of exploring stories. Join him for this episode to discover how essential story is to your personal formation. We first discuss what a story is, review tips for writing your story, and offer recommendations for listening to a story well.
Tim Glemkowski and Joel Stepanek, key planners and executives for the 2024 National Eucharistic Congress, join Dr. Peter Malinoski on this episode to continue our series on integrated personal formation and discuss the kind of transformation you can expect at the NEC, as well as what you can do to prepare for it, both in the natural and spiritual realms. We explore how the four dimensions of Catholic personal formation -- human, intellectual, spiritual, and pastoral -- are incorporated into the NEC revival sessions, impact sessions, breakouts, exhibits, and all the other offerings. Finally, Joel and Tim offer you suggestions to help you get the most out of this experience whether you attend in person or virtually.
Join Dr. Peter and our audience members to experience a guided meditation on your parts’ needs for integrated formation. Guided by John Paul II’s four dimensions of personal formation (human, spiritual, intellectual, and pastoral) you have an opportunity to see what a part of you needs. Several audience members debrief from the exercise and we all discuss with some Q&A.
Our guest, Dr. Bob Schuchts, shares with us his decades of experience as a healer through his discussion of his four identities of love, the four dimensions of formation, the integration of personal formation in the work of the John Paul II Healing Center, the centrality of love in healing, the necessity of felt safety and trust, and the importance of distinguishing the natural from the spiritual, especially with parts and demons.
Catholic thought leader, human formation specialist, and podcaster Jake Khym has more than 20 years of experience in a wide variety of ministry settings and he joins me in this episode to discuss integrated personal formation. In this episode, we focus on these major themes: 1) your heart; 2) your identity as a beloved little son or daughter of God; 3) the integration of formation within the heart; 4) love as the gift of oneself; 5) change vs. growth vs. flourishing; 6) the importance of emotions; 7) how good formation requires relationship; 8) getting into the messy business of your own personal formation; and 9) Jake’s top resources for personal formation.
Fr. Boniface Hicks joins us once again as we continue our series on integrated personal formation, this time with a Q&A from our live audience. Fr. Boniface answers a wide range of questions about spiritual and pastoral formation, including: 1) What counsel can you give to those who have experienced poor spiritual formation, especially from formators who only acknowledge the spiritual realm? 2) How do you deal with St. Ignatius of Loyola’s “evil spirits” from the IFS perspective? Would this involve a more compassionate approach to temptation? 3) How do you leverage parts in spiritual direction when your director has no experience with IFS? 4) In the context of Colossians 1:15-20, can you share how your inmost self holds space for an encounter with Jesus and some of your exiled parts? 5) Can spiritual direction be positive and productive if the directee has a strong hiding part or protectors that don’t want to be transparent with the director? 6) Can you talk about the prophetic timing of human formation in the context of Pastores Dabo Vobis, given the cultural issues of the meltdown of the family, marriage, etc.? 7) How do different kinds of suffering relate to our parts? 8) In resisting spiritual bypassing, is there not also the risk of bypassing the spiritual, bypassing the walk with Jesus? Is there a way to navigate this?
What makes good spiritual direction? What makes good spiritual directors? And what gets in the way in spiritual direction? To answers these questions, Fr. Boniface Hicks, joins us as continue our series on the integration of personal formation for Catholics. Fr. Boniface is a Benedictine monk and the Director of Spiritual Formation at St. Vincent Seminary as well as the Director of the Institute for Ministry Formation. He is an accomplished retreat master, author of four books on the spiritual life, and a seasoned expert in what it takes to accompany others on their spiritual journeys. We explore the formation that spiritual directors need, how you can recognize when something is lacking in your spiritual direction and the most common human formation challenges and deficits that Catholic spiritual directors are likely to encounter in themselves and in those they serve.
What do the roots, trunk, branches, leaves, and apples of a tree have to do with your Catholic formation? Find out how these, combined with sunlight, water, and soil, bring us an integrated understanding of personal formation grounded in a Catholic understanding of the human person, drawing from Church documents and the sciences of the natural world. By looking at an apple tree, we can understand our own formation and where we need to change and grow much better – and not just as solitary trees, but together, in community, in a forest. Join me, Dr. Peter Malinoski, as we learn how to flourish in love and for love, as Catholics journeying together.
In this episode, we discuss how models help us more fully understand Catholic personal formation by showing distinctions and relationships among human formation, spiritual formation, intellectual formation, and pastoral formation. Next, we examine my new model that views formation through a mathematical lens. I explain each dimension of formation, likening them to a branch of mathematics, and draw from Pastores Dabo Vobis and other Church documents to illuminate the inter-dimensional relationships in personal formation. Finally, I tell a fictional story that illustrates how deficits in one domain of formation can negatively impact all the other dimensions of formation. Check out the video on our Interior Integration for Catholics on YouTube at https://youtu.be/YDztbbNBBtk or on our IIC landing page at https://www.soulsandhearts.com/iic
In this episode, philosopher Matthew Walz, Ph.D. the Director of Intellectual Formation at Holy Trinity Seminary, explains the integration of the four pillars of formation laid out in Pope St. John Paul II's Pastores Dabo Vobis. We dive into why it is so important to integrate the four types of formation and whether there is a hierarchy or sequence among them. We then discuss Dr. Walz’s models of integrated formation first presented in his article, “Toward a Causal Account of Priestly Formation: A Reading of Pastores Dabo Vobis”, which can be found here: https://www.hprweb.com/2021/01/toward-a-causal-account-of-priestly-formation/. Dr. Walz explains how the four dimensions of formation — human formation, spiritual formation, intellectual formation, and pastoral formation — parallel Aristotle’s four causes, which are the material, formal, efficient, and final causes. The types of formation also parallel the “four loves”— love of self, love of God, love of truth, and love of neighbor. Finally, these four kinds of formation parallel the dimensions of Christ — Christ in His human nature and as priest, prophet, and king. We wrap up this episode by discussing what Dr. Walz means by “dimensional trespassing" in the process of formation.
My guest, Dr. Gerry, answers questions from our live audience about his new book, Litanies of the Heart: Relieving Post-Traumatic Stress and Calming Anxiety Through Healing Our Parts. We begin by receiving some wonderful feedback for Dr. Gerry about his book. Then we dive into some questions our audience has for Dr. Gerry: 1) Can 58 years of rearranging my life to recycle the feelings of shame from being molested be resolved? 2) Can it be true that not all parts can know Jesus or not all parts can have a relationship with Him? 3) Are we naturally in self as children, before experiencing trauma? 4) In attachment terms, can misattunement happen pre-verbally, affecting access to your inmost self before you are able to express it? 5) How much culpability do we have for sinful behaviors driven by the unmet needs of parts who have good intentions? 6) What are the relationships among the inmost self, the intellect, and the will?
In this episode, I address a controversial clip from episode 79 of the Restore the Glory podcast, in which host Jake Khym provides an example of how he brings Jesus into his own parts work. I explain the potential issues I see with bringing God into human formation work. Then, I dive into the seven reasons why I initially focus on the natural realm: 1) Almost no one else focuses on human formation grounded in a Catholic understanding of the human person; 2) Human formation is the basis of all formation, according to St. John Paul II; 3) There is a huge wealth of information from secular sources that I can and should bring to the Church; 4) So many spiritual problems are spiritual consequences of human formation deficits; 5) My training and experience are in human formation, not spiritual formation; 6) Natural means are primarily used for the early development of infants, toddlers, and preschoolers; 7) Explicitly God-centric approaches are not optimal for every part in every person, and may even be harmful in some cases.
My guest, Dr. Gerry Crete shares with us the inside story of his brand-new book, Litanies of the Heart: Relieving Post-Traumatic Stress and Calming Anxiety through Healing Our Parts. This book grounds IFS and parts in a Catholic understanding of the human person, showing how parts work is both Biblical and harmonizable with our Catholic faith. Because the intellectual experience doesn’t fully encapsulate the human experience, Dr. Gerry uses stories and vignettes in a way that connects with everyone, not just therapists. He invites all the outcast parts into relationships, making them feel safe enough to connect on a deep level with others and God.
Dr. Gerry also provides a glimpse of the writing and publishing process, the challenges and struggles he faced, as well as his moments of inspiration. We discuss a few favorite pages from the book, such as Dr. Gerry’s diagram of the soul and body overlapping in the heart, where all the parts are.
In this episode, my guest, licensed marriage and family therapist Dr. Gerry Crete and I discuss how best to engage with borderline dynamics within your family. People with “borderline personalities” have surprisingly intense internal experiences that are rarely handled well by the people around them. Dr. Gerry suggests avoiding both expressing too much frustration and invalidation. Instead, he recommends trying to view situations from their perspective and looking for the kernel of truth in their reactions. Acceptance of borderline emotions and perspectives can create the opening a person needs to engage more collaboratively. Learn how to avoid one little dangerous word and use another, much better little word in conversation with those with borderline traits. Dr. Gerry also responds to these questions (among others) from our live audience: 1) How do you deal with blazing rage and other extreme emotions? 2) How do you navigate narcissism and borderline within a marriage and the battle between the integrity needs of both? 3) How do you learn to love people with borderline tendencies? 4) Where is the balance between sacrificial love and self-care? 5) Will people with borderline ever be capable of developing an awareness of other people’s feelings and perspectives? 6) What is the healing and forgiveness process between a mother with borderline and her daughter? 7) How do you deal with the guilt, shame, and anxiety caused by borderline? 8) How do you stop the cycle of borderline tendencies from being passed from parent to child?
In this episode we explore in detail how Internal Family Systems can help with borderline dynamics. We review the definitions of the innermost self and parts, the six attachment and six integrity needs, and we discuss the three major reasons why clients with BPD have been bruised and wounded by mental health professionals. I review the seven tenets of Therapist-Focused Consultation (TFC) and then we walk with Tina from episode 127 as she begins IFS informed therapy, and how that therapy invites and includes all her parts, without the need for grounding exercises that suppress her exiles and firefighters. This episode may be particularly helpful to Catholic therapists and counselors to not be afraid of or destabilized by those clients with borderline dynamics.
(Please note that sound effects are used in this episode and may be triggering to parts.)
In this episode, I take you inside the experience of Tina, a 32-year-old Catholic woman with “borderline personality” and introduce you to seven of her parts and how they switch inside her. These switches involve not only emotions, but all of Tina’s internal experience, so her parts are not merely transient mood states. We review the IFS understanding of innermost self, exiled parts, manager parts, and firefighter parts. And then we break down everything that happened in the restaurant in her conflict with her fiancé, Phillip, walking through each DSM-5 diagnostic criteria for BPD and seeing how her parts contributed to the symptom, getting to the “Why” of borderline behaviors.
In this episode, my guest Dr. Greg Bottaro of the CatholicPsych Institute shares with us the most important thing he wants us to remember about borderline personality dynamics, the things that Catholics and non-Catholics most often misunderstand about borderline presentations, and his takeaways about borderline "personalities." We then open the floor to these questions from our live audience: 1) How do you stay in relationship with someone who is threatening to harm themselves, you, or other family members? 2) Are anger and anxiety typical coping mechanisms for those with borderline characteristics? 3) I think I may have borderline personality with a strong strain of self-hatred. What is the role of concupiscence and wounds in borderline personality? 4) How would a Catholic parent with a spouse with Borderline Personality Disorder characteristics navigate teaching or picking up the pieces with young children who witness severe emotional dysregulation on a regular basis without undermining the spouse or triangulating? 5) Someone brought to my awareness that they see BPD characteristics in me. How do I approach true authentic healing so that I don't wound others, while not falling into the trap of getting a formal diagnosis to justify my actions or over-spiritualizing, trying to pray it away or just go to confession? 6) How do I help my young adult son who is married to someone I suspect has BPD characteristics who is now cutting off communication with us and who is not taking care of himself and who has said he is in turmoil when his wife, my daughter-in-law, who seems controlling and needing lots of "space"?
This episode focuses on the internal experience of borderline personality dynamics, what it feels like. Next, I share how “borderline” is a relatively new diagnosis, and previously indicated a range of personality development, rather than a specific disorder. I then discuss the standard diagnostic criteria from the DSM-5 and the Psychodynamic Diagnostic Manual, 2nd Ed., summarizing the symptoms in plain English. I explore the etiology or the origin of “borderline personality” and the underlying unmet attachment needs that fuel borderline dynamics. I describe different subtypes of borderline presentations and explore the types of partners to whom those with borderline dynamics are romantically attracted. From there, I describe five major treatment approaches and briefly discuss an outcome study. In closing, I review some suggestions for living with someone who presents with borderline characteristics.
In this special edition, I invite you to an experiential exercise to connect in a loving way with your parts who are in any distress or suffering with the armed conflict between Hamas and Israel and the humanitarian tragedies that conflict has brought. I do this experiential exercise along with you, working with my Adventurer part who has been burdened with fear and anxiety, especially around the conflict broadening out regionally in the Middle East and beyond. Parts also have an opportunity, with your innermost self to question and challenge God about what is happening.
In this episode, I invited licensed marriage and family therapist Dr. Gerry Crete and a live audience to discuss the best ways to relate with family members with narcissistic traits while still preserving one's own limits and dignity. Dr. Gerry addressed the following: 1) Why is it important to prepare yourself for relating with someone with dominant narcissistic parts? 2) How can we recognize our own limitations and the fact that we cannot change another person by our own efforts? 3) How can we understand the positive intentions of others' narcissistic parts? 4) What should you do if you are flooded and agitated by a family member with narcissistic tendencies? 5) How should you communicate your limits and boundaries with such family members? 6) How can you distinguish between standing up and advocating for yourself an just being "oversensitive" or prideful? 7) Are idealizing and devaluing the primary signs of narcissism or is there a deeper key feature? 8) How does narcissism often play out in a family when an aged parent dies? 9) When is it necessary to temporarily disconnect or separate from the family because of narcissism in other members? 10) How do we maintain "radical acceptance" of others and still hold boundaries and protect ourselves? 11) What kind of IFS groups are available online? 12) How does a lack of empathy present differently in narcissism vs. autism?
In this episode, we review several definitions of gaslighting, discuss the tactics of gaslighting, explore the inner experience of both gaslighters and gaslightees, describe gaslighting in the workplace and with children, and list the four relationship dynamics of gaslighting. Then we describe how gaslighting and being gaslighted connects to deep, unmet attachment and integrity needs. We also address the special aspects of spiritual gaslighting with examples. Finally, we cover how to assess whether you are being gaslighted, describe recovery from gaslighting and address gaslighting from an Internal Family Systems perspective.
Today with our live audience, we start with 15 minutes of Q&A about narcissism addressing these questions: 1) Does acknowledging our own narcissism makes us more or less vulnerable to exploitation by another person? 2) Are children of parents with borderline personalities more likely to be attracted to narcissistic partners? 3)What is “healthy narcissism”? Then from the 15-minute mark to the 50-minute mark, we engage in an experiential exercise together to encounter and connect with parts of ourselves with narcissistic features. Afterward, we debrief and share our experiences addressing these topics and questions: 1) Can narcissistic approaches be helpful in certain situations or environments? 2) Is narcissism the result of too much self-love or too little? 3) How can we get normal needs for affirmation met in non-narcissistic ways? 4) Why is it important to be gentle with narcissistic parts? 5) Why do narcissistic parts often sense themselves to be aged 2, 6, or 13? 6) Why is there such a “rush” or dopamine “high” when narcissistic parts receive the admiration and idealization that they seek?
In this groundbreaking episode, Dr. Peter explains how to conceptualize narcissistic "personalities" and narcissistic reactions through the lens of Internal Family Systems. Looking at narcissism through the lens of subsystems and parts is an entirely new paradigm that makes it easier to accept the reality the unmet attachment and integrity needs that fuel narcissistic positions and behaviors. Through four case vignettes, Dr. Peter illustrates how both covert and overt narcissism look and function from a parts and systems perspective.
In this episode, Catholic psychologist Peter Martin and I discuss narcissism with a live audience, covering the following questions: 1) What are two primary clinical approaches to treating individuals with narcissism; 2) How do we distinguish between boldness and narcissism; 3) How does one relate with a narcissistic spouse; 4) How do we work with narcissistic family members who don’t believe in God; 5) The importance of feeling cherished and treasured by God; 6) The relationship between narcissism and spiritual abuse in religious communities and organizations; 7) What makes it difficult for a person with narcissism to receive the love of God; 8) what are the different attachment styles associated with overt and covert narcissism; 9) How do children’s experiences of narcissism impact them in adulthood; 10) What are the effects of narcissistic parenting on children’s separation and individuation; and 11) How does one manage a contentious co-parenting relationship with an ex-spouse who is narcissistic?
In this episode, we examine different definitions of narcissism, we look at the markers and diagnostic criteria for narcissism, we examine the main beliefs, emotions, assumptions, and internal experiences that fuel narcissistic defenses (especially idealization and devaluation), we focus on relational patterns that narcissists have, and we look at how narcissists subjectively experience themselves. I show how narcissistic defenses represent maladaptive ways of trying to get deep needs met, especially integrity needs. We explore different kinds of narcissism, especially the different between overt and covert narcissism. We then go into how to identify narcissistic behaviors and appropriate ways of responding, according to the secular experts. Also, I issue you an invitation to a special opportunity. Tonight, Monday, August 7, 2023, from 8:30 PM to 10:00 PM Eastern Time -- I will have Catholic Psychologist Peter Martin as a special guest and we will be discussing narcissism -- in this free Zoom meeting, for the first 30 minutes or so, Dr. Martin and I will have a conversation about narcissism, and then for the next hour, we open it up for questions. Register by going to our Interior Integration for Catholics Landing page at soulsandhearts.com/iic. At the top, there's a link to register for the Zoom meeting. You can send me questions to [email protected] -- or leave me a VM at 317.567.9594 and I will play that voicemail on the air and Dr. Martin and I will answer you questions.
Dr. Gerry Crete, Marion Moreland and Dr. Peter Malinoski discuss the relationship among parts and how your manager parts make up what is perceived to be your personality. Dr. Peter offers a 25-minute experiential exercise to help you connect with your manager parts, the ones who make up your "personality." Then we debrief, describe our experiences of the exercise and answer questions from our live audience.
In this episode, Dr. Peter discusses five reasons why the conventional understanding of a single, homogeneous personality is insufficient to more fully understand your internal experience and how alternative conceptualizations of the human psyche that recognize internal multiplicity, parts, and systems are not only more helpful, but also harmonize with our Catholic Faith.
Join Catholic IFS therapists Marion Moreland, Jody Garneau, and Dr. Peter Malinoski for an in-depth discussion of unburdening, informed by Internal Family Systems and grounded in a Catholic understanding of the human person. We explore three kinds of burdens -- personal burdens, legacy burdens, and unattached burdens (the IFS equivalent of demons), we provide examples from our own lives, we emphasize the importance of felt safety and protection for all parts, and we discuss the role of attachment theory in unburdening. In our Q&A with our live audience, we discuss how to approach "hiding parts" as well.
Have you ever wondered what inner work with Internal Family Systems looks like with troubling sexual issues? Join us as podcaster and coach Drew Boa reviews an unburdening of three of his parts from a sexual issue with Dr. Peter and other Christian therapists.
Join RCC Lead Navigator Marion Moreland and Dr. Peter for a demonstration of Internal Family Systems work around anger, followed by a Q&A where we discuss with our live audience member the topics of exiled anger, forgiveness, and legacy burdens.
In this episode, Dr. Peter takes close look at an alternative way to manage, work through, and let go of anger, informed by Internal Family Systems (IFS), and especially by the work of Jay Earley. After a brief review of the major tenets of IFS, we discuss how to work through the different ways that manager parts, firefighter parts and exiled parts hold and manage anger. We look at the functions of anger in the internal system and especially at the process, the steps of working through and resolving anger held by parts in different roles. Then Dr. Peter discusses how parts of him hold and respond to anger in a particular subsystem of parts within his broader internal system.
In this live experiential exercise, Dr. Peter leads listeners through an experiential exercise that explores why anger might feel important, necessary, even indispensable for parts. We look at how anger can develop from parts feeling forced to choose between attachment needs and integrity needs being met. Dr. Peter and the audience members shared a lively, personal debriefing and discussion of their experience of the exercise.
(Please note that sound effects are used in this episode and may be triggering to parts.)
In this experiential exercise I invite you and your parts to approach Jesus in the psychological, emotional, relational, and bodily anguish He suffered in His humanity in the Garden of Gethsemane. Which parts of you might avoid Jesus, turn away from Him in His suffering -- and why? Here is an opportunity to gently learn more about how our parts react to Jesus and to gently connect with them in understanding and compassion.
We explore the inner experience of Jesus and the psychological, emotional, relational, and bodily anguish He suffered in His humanity in the Garden of Gethsemane as the drama of of salvation history unfolded. We also explored the reactions of the apostles Peter, James, and John to the experience of Jesus' agony.
In this experiential exercise, we invite parts of us to share their stories of why they hold anger toward God. Dr. Peter offers an invitation to parts to see if we can listen to those stories in an open, nonjudgmental way, understanding that there are always reasons for anger at God, reasons that stem from misunderstanding and misinterpretations of experiences. Parts are angry more at their images of God -- their idols -- than at who God really is. Live audience participants share their experience in debriefing and Dr. Peter also answers questions.
Summary: Dr. Peter walks you through the four tracks or pathways Catholics commonly follow with their anger at God, tracks proposed by Michele Novotni and Randy Petersen in their 2001 book Angry with God, and elaborates on them extensively. These four tracks are 1) Trust in God Track; 2) the Cover-Up Track; 3) the Wrestle with God Track; and 4) the Long-Distance / Disconnect Track. We discuss how to better resolve anger issues with God through a wide variety of means with a focus on practical solutions. Dr. Peter emphasizes the importance of God images, felt safety and protection, a sense of trust, the infused virtue of Faith, courage and fortitude, and the critical role of emotional co-regulation in working through anger at God.
In this episode, informed by Internal Family Systems and grounded firmly in a Catholic worldview, Dr. Peter guides you to connect with your spiritual manager parts who protect you against your own anger at God, getting to know those parts' concerns about why anger at God is dangerous or unacceptable. This is an important step in the journey to working through your anger at God. We discuss how to work safely with your parts, with a spirit of cooperation and collaboration, not rushing. Come join us on an adventure inside. At the end, audience participants debrief, share their experiences with Dr. Peter and he answers questions.
In this episode, Dr. Peter reviews the limitations of current Catholic resources on anger, and then reviews secular resources, including interpersonal neurobiology and the structural theory of dissociation. We examine the role of the body in anger responses, and discuss more wholistic ways of working constructive with parts that experience anger, rather than trying to dismiss anger, suppress it or distract from it. The entire transcript is available at https://www.soulsandhearts.com/iic.
IIC 99 Why We Catholics Reject God's Love for Us and How to Embrace that Love
It is so common for Catholics (and others) to reject the love of God, to not let that love in. Join Dr. Peter for this episode where we explore in depth the eight natural, human formation reasons why we refuse God's love. We also look at what Hell really is and why it really exists. Through examples, quotes, and an exploration of Dr. Peter's own parts, listen to how this critical, central topic comes alive. And then Dr. Peter presents the an action plan for accepting and embracing God's love.
Transcript
"It's very hard for most of us to tolerate being loved." That's psychiatrist and Harvard professor George Vaillant. The hardest thing about love for many of us Catholics, is to be loved--to tolerate being loved first. We can't love unless we take love in first. We can't generate love out of nothing on our own. We just don't have that power.
And the truth is, many Catholics make sacrifices great and small in their attempts to love others. Many Catholics go to great lengths to try to please God and to love their neighbor--very busy people, most parishes have a few of these always--volunteering, always working, always making things happen, St. Vincent de Paul, soup kitchens, corporal works of mercy, working so hard to live out the Gospel as they understand it, but it's all external. They are very out of touch with their internal lives. Their prayer lives are shallow and sketchy, and they're often really uncomfortable in their own skin. They will not tolerate silence, which is why they're always on the move--why they're always going, going, going.
The vast majority of us Catholics will not tolerate being loved deeply or fully by God. We shy away from receiving that love. We get so uncomfortable, we skirt around the edges of being loved. Or we allow love into us, but only so far--only so far. We set limits, we set boundaries, we won't let God's love permeate all of our being. We let the "acceptable parts" of us to be loved. Those parts that we allow in the shop window, those parts that we believe others will accept, those parts that we believe God likes. But to allow God to love all of you, including your nasty parts, your shameful parts, your disgusting parts, your hidden lepers, your sinful parts, those tax collector parts, those inner prostitutes and blasphemers, your Pharisee parts, the parts of you that are so lost and so isolated and so angry and hateful, those parts? Most of us will say "no way, no way does anyone get to see those parts if I can help it, let alone love those parts. Love those parts? That's crazy." How about your terrified parts, your desperate parts, your wounded, traumatized parts? The ones that no one seems to want? The parts of you that have been rejected by everybody, including yourself.
This podcast is for us Catholics who understand at least intellectually, that we have those parts. And that those parts need to be loved, and that those parts also need to be redeemed. Now for anyone out there who is saying, "Well, I don't think I have any parts like that, Dr. Peter, I don't have any problems being loved." Well, my response to that is one of two possibilities. Either you are 1) a very special person who has been freed from our fallen human condition, and you've achieved an extraordinary degree of perfection in the natural and spiritual realms, and if so, congratulations. You don't need this podcast. You don't need this episode. You are so far above the rest of us--I'm in awe of you. You don't need what I have to offer. That's the first possibility.
Second possibility? You don't know yourself very well. You are out of touch with yourself and your parts--you are disconnected inside. Unless you've reached a fair degree of sanctity, it is especially hard for you to tolerate being loved by God and our refusal to accept the love of God throughout all of us. That's the primary reason we don't love God back. That's also the primary reason we don't love our neighbor, and why we don't love ourselves. We won't be loved first.
God loved us first. It all starts with God's love, not our love. Heisman Trophy winner Tim Tebow in his book, 'Shaken' says, "We were created by love, in love and for love." And St. Paul, he tells us in Romans 5:8, "God shows his love for us in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." God loved us first.
And the world does not know God. Christianity is the way to discover who God actually is--to discover who love actually is. 1 John 3:1, "See what love the Father has given us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him." What I want you to remember, St. John in his first letter says, "We love because he first loved us." We love because God first loved us, and it's up to us to take that love in, to let that love come into every corner of our being. And that doesn't sound easy, and it's not as easy as it sounds.
I am Dr. Peter Malinoski, a.k.a. Dr. Peter, clinical psychologist, trauma therapist, podcaster, blogger, cofounder and president of Souls and Hearts--but most of all, I am a beloved little son of God, a passionate Catholic who wants to help you experience the height and depth and breadth and warmth and the light of the love of God, especially God, the Father and our primary mother, Mary. What I want for you more than anything else is that you enter into a deep, intimate, personal, loving relationship with the three persons of the Trinity and with our Lady. This is what this Interior Integration for Catholics podcast is all about. This is what Souls and Hearts is all about--all about shoring up the natural foundation for the spiritual life of intimacy with God, all about overcoming the natural human formation, deficits and obstacles to contemplative union with God our Father, and with our Lady, our Mother.
We are on an adventure of love together. Episode 94 of this podcast focused on the primacy of love in the Catholic life. Episode 95 focused on trauma's devastating impact on our capacity to love. Episode 96 discussed how trauma hardens us against being loved. Episode 97 discussed how trauma predisposes us to self-hatred and indifference to ourselves, a refusal to love ourselves. And Episode 98. the last episode was all about ordered self-love, how we need to love ourselves in an ordered way in order to love God and neighbor, to carry out the two great commandments.
Today, we are going to take a step back. We're going to look at the most critical prerequisite for loving God and others. We are going to discuss being loved first, accepting the love of God first before we try to love. This is absolutely essential. The most critical mistake that most Catholics make is to refuse the love of God. Let me say that again. The most critical mistake, the most devastating, catastrophic mistake that most Catholics make is to refuse to allow God's love to transform us entirely, to make us into new men and women.
Let's start out with the order of love. First thing--God leads with love. God makes the first move. He created us, he moves toward us. We who he created, we who have fallen from grace because of original sin. We don't make the first move. God does. He loved us first, and he continues to love us first, and our whole mission, our whole purpose is to respond to his love in love.
I want to read to you a brief passage from Shawn Mitchell. He wrote an article called 'We Love Because He First Loved Us', and he is with Those Catholic Men. You can find this online. Shawn Mitchell says, "We love because he first loved us. These words from the first letter of John beautifully and s...
Confusion and controversy abound in the Catholic Church about self-love. Learn four ways to understand self-love, why we avoid self-love, the six reasons it is important to cultivate proper self-love, what is appropriate self-sacrifice, and receive two practical spiritual means for growing in proper self-love: The Litany of Self-Love and also an entirely new way of examining your conscience.
IIC 98 Self Love -- What Catholics Need to Know
Today we are talking about self-love: the love of self. There is so much controversy, so much confusion about self-love among Catholics. Is self-love good and holy, or is self-love bad and dangerous? Is self-love necessary for loving others? Is self-love unavoidable? The answers from Catholic writers and thinkers and saints are all over the board with regard to self-love, with so many apparent contradictions that it can make your head spin. And the positions from different reputable Christian sources are extreme; their positions seem irreconcilable.
Here is just a sampling: St. Augustine said, "there can be only two basic loves...the love of God unto the forgetfulness of self or the love of self unto the forgetfulness and denial of God." St. Maximus the Confessor, "Flee from self-love, the mother of malice..." Thomas A Kempis, in the 'Imitation of Christ', "Know that self-love does you more harm than anything else in the world." Father Jean Nicholas Grou, Jesuit priest, "Self-love is the one source of all the illusions of the spiritual life. By its means, the devil exercises his deceits, leads souls astray, drags them sometimes to hell by the very road that seems to lead them to heaven." St. Thomas Aquinas says, "Inordinate self-love is the cause of every sin". And here's from Pope Francis from December 9th, 2015, "The movements of self-love, which make mercy foreign in the world, are so numerous that we often fail to recognize them as limitations and as sin." 'The Catechism of the Catholic Church', paragraph 1850, "...sin is thus 'love of oneself, even to contempt of God'". And St. Paul in 2 Timothy 3:1-5, said this, "But understand this that in the last days there will come times of stress. For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, proud, arrogant, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, inhuman, implacable, slanderers, profligates, fierce, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, holding the form of religion but denying the power of it. Avoid such people."
Lovers of self. Now we also hear from St Thomas Aquinas that, "Self-love is in one way common to all, in another way proper to good men, in another, proper to evil men." Father, Jacques Philippe, in his book 'Called To Life', with his pastoral approach, says, "Love of God, love of neighbor and love of self grow together and sustain one another as they grow. If one is absent or neglected, the others will suffer. Like the legs of a tripod, all three are needed in order to stand, and each leans on the other." He also says, "Love travels along two paths that are inseparable in the end: love of God and love of neighbor. But as this text suggests, there is another aspect of charity--love of one's self. ("You shall love your neighbor as yourself"). This self-love is good and necessary. Not egoism that refers everything to "me", but the grace to live in peace with oneself, consent to be what one is, with one's talents and limitations." And the Bishop of Sioux Falls, Donald Edward DeGrood, said this, "We are called to love ourselves as God made us and loves us. It is sometimes difficult to know our inherent dignity, to receive God's love and live out of the truth of who we are. And just as God loves us and indeed rejoices and delights in us, so too are we call to rejoice and delight in who we are and who others are." And Catholic moral theologian, Michel Therrien, in a December 3, 2020 article in Denver Catholic said, "...the proper love of self is the foundation for knowing how to treat others."
Alright, so you might be asking me, "Dr. Peter, Which is it? Are we supposed to be loving ourselves or not loving ourselves?" Laura, an Australian Catholic writer, in her blogpost, 'Self-Love for Catholics: What is the Catholic teaching on loving yourself' says this, "Depending on who you ask, the idea of self-love can get some very different reactions. Even the Bible seems a little confused. On the one hand, Jesus calls us to love our neighbors as ourselves. On the other hand, St. Paul condemns those who are 'lovers of self'. I won't like to bag out the Bible but mixed messages much? There is no section in the catechism on self-love. There is no treatise entitled 'Loving Thyself' by St. Bernard or 'The Internal Positive Dialogues" of St. Catherine of Siena. There definitely aren't any ancient meditations on "How Awesome a Monk Am I Today!", or "Eighty Affirmations for the Doubting Deacon" from the Patristic Era. And if I'm honest, this is super frustrating. Maybe you found the same?"
Well, Laura, thank you for bringing this up. I find this whole body of Catholic literature on self-love both fascinating and frustrating at the same time and also so very important. We really need to sort this out because the stakes are so high. So rather than curse the darkness, here is my attempt to light a candle for you, to illuminate the best that I've found on this essential theme: Self-Love.
I am Dr. Peter Malinoski, clinical psychologist, passionate Catholic. And this is Interior Integration for Catholics. The Interior Integration for Catholics Podcast is all about bringing you the best of psychology and human formation and harmonizing it with the perennial truths of our Catholic faith. Each month we take the most important human formation issues head on. We don't shy away from the tough topics, and today we have a tough topic. How do we rightly understand self-love? What is self-love and how should we as Catholics understand it, given this whirlwind of confusion and controversy that has stretched back for centuries? This is episode 98, titled 'Self-Love--What Catholics Need to Know', and it's released on October 3, 2022.
We have been working through a series on trauma and wellbeing--we started that with episode 88. In the last episode, episode 97 titled: 'Unlove of Self: How Trauma Predisposes You to Self-Hatred and Indifference', we looked at the impact of trauma and how it contributes to us not loving ourselves.
Today, we're switching gears. We're looking at what it means to be in an ordered relationship with ourselves. Is self-love a part of right relating with ourselves? We are going to bring so much clarity to this topic today.
It is so good to be with you, thank you for listening in, thank you for being together with me once again. I'm glad you're here and I'm glad that together we're exploring what self-love really means.
Now, I want to do a little introduction here to this topic. About 20 years ago, a theologian friend of mine was encouraging me to get out more. I was pretty sheltered, I was in private practice. I wasn't doing any public speaking, but he was really impressed with some of the things that we were talking about in our conversations. At the time, I was sorting out the psychology thing, too. I was really trying to figure out how to practice as a psychologist and ground that practice of psychology in a Catholic understanding of the human person. I had a keen sense that after I die, on my day of particular judgment I will be responsible before the Lord for every word that I uttered to every client, for everything I taught or said or advised, and I was worried. I didn't want to lead anyone astray. I didn't want to lead my clients astray. And I knew that I was speculating, bec...
In this episode, we review the many ways we fail to love ourselves, through self-hatred and through indifference toward ourselves. We discuss the ways that unlove for self manifests itself, contrasting a lack of love with ordered self-love through the lens of Bernard Brady's five characteristics of love. We discuss the impact of a lack of self-love on your body. I then invite you into an experiential exercise to get to know a part of you that is not loving either another part of you or your body.
IIC 97 Unlove of Self
"Mourn not the dead that in the cool earth lie
dust unto dust
The calm, sweet earth that mothers all who die
As all men must;
Mourn not your captive comrades who must dwell
Too strong to strive
Within each steel-bound coffin of a cell,
Buried alive;
But rather mourn the apathetic throng
The cowed and the meek
Who see the world's great anguish and its wrong
And dare not speak!"
--Ralph Chaplain, Bars and Shadows
I am Dr. Peter Malinoski, clinical psychologist, passionate Catholic. This is the Interior Integration for Catholics podcast coming to you from the Souls and Hearts studio in Indianapolis, Indiana. This podcast is all about bringing you the best of psychology in human formation and harmonizing it with the perennial truths of our Catholic faith. In this Interior Integration for Catholics podcast, we take the most important human formation issues head on, without trepidation, without hesitation. We don't mince words. We directly address the most important concerns in the natural realm, the absolute central issues that we need to take on with all our energy and all our resources.
We have been working through a series on trauma and wellbeing. It started in Episode 88, and in the last episode, Episode 96, that one was called 'I Am a Rock How Trauma Hardens Us Against Being Loved', and that episode we discuss the impact of trauma on how we accept love from others, including God. In this episode, we're now going to address how trauma sets us up to refuse to love ourselves.
Welcome to episode 97 of Interior Integration for Catholics titled 'Unlove of Self: How Trauma Predisposes You to Self Hatred and Indifference'. It's released on September 5th, 2022. It is so good to be with you. Thank you for listening in and for being together with me once again. I am glad we are here and that we're exploring the great unlove of self.
The great unlove of self. Sort of like the uncola ads from 7-UP in the late 60s through the 70s, the 80s, even into the late 90s. Unlove of self. What do I mean by that? You might tell me that if I don't love myself, then I'm hating myself. All right, let's go with that. Let's explore self-hatred and self-loathing. Self-hatred. What is self-hatred? Self-hatred is hatred that's directed towards one's self rather than towards others. And there is an article titled 'Self-Loathing' by Jodi Clark. She's a licensed professional counselor at verywellmind.com where she says, 'Self-loathing or self-hatred is extreme criticism of one's self. It may feel as though nothing you do is good enough or that you are unworthy or undeserving of good things in life. Self-hate can feel like having a person following you around all day, every day, criticizing you and pointing out every flaw or shaming you for every mistake". Self-hatred, right? This is a critical thing.
Brennan Manning said, "In my experience, self-hatred is the dominant malaise, crippling Christians and stifling their growth in the Holy Spirit". Now, I'm not sure I agree with that. It depends on your definition of self-hatred. I'm more focused on shame and the fear of shame overwhelming the self. Those are such drivers of self-hatred. And you can see that in that in that definition that we just had from Jodi Clark, right. Undeserving of good things in life: criticizing you, pointing out every flaw, shaming you for every mistake. Shame, shame, shame. And Angel Plotner, the author of 'Who Am I?', Dissociative Identity Disorder survivor says, "Shame plays a huge part in why you hate who you are". Shame is so central. I'm going to invite you. I did a whole 13-episode series on shame episodes 37 to 49 of this podcast all about shame and trauma. So, so good to check that out if you haven't done it already.
Eric Hoffer said, "It is not the love of self, but the hatred of self, which is at the root of the troubles that afflict our world". And Basil Maturin says, "We never get to love by hate, least of all by self-hatred". So this whole topic of self-hatred, so important, so common, even when people don't realize it. Even when people don't realize it because so much self-hatred is unconscious. Laurie Diskin says "We cannot hate ourselves into a version of ourselves we can love". Self-hatred gets us nowhere. Self-hatred brings us to a grinding halt in human development and in spiritual development.
So let's talk about this. What do we mean when we're talking about self-hatred? The primary way that you hate yourself is for a part of you to hate another part of you. I'm talking about intra-psychic hatred. Hatred within you, for you, by you. This is self-hatred.
So I'm going to bring in an internal family system description of parts. Internal Family Systems is an approach to psychotherapy, and it holds that we are both a unity and a multiplicity. And in that multiplicity, we have parts. And parts are like separate, independently operating little personalities within us. Each part has its own unique, prominent needs, its own role in your life, its own emotions, body sensations, guiding beliefs, assumptions. Each part has its own typical thoughts, intentions, desires, attitudes, impulses, its own interpersonal style, its own worldview. Each part of you has a different attitude or position toward other parts of you, and each part of you has different beliefs and assumptions about your body. Robert Falconer calls these parts, "insiders". If you want to learn a lot more about Internal Family Systems, check out episode 71 of this podcast titled 'A New and Better Way of Understanding Myself and Others'. Parts are, in a nutshell, kind of like those little figures in the movie Inside Out. Remember anger and sadness and joy. They're these little personalities, like I said, within us. And every one of your parts has a very narrow and limited vision when that part is not in right relationship with your innermost self. Each of your parts usually has a strong agenda, something that they're trying to accomplish; some good that the part is seeking for you. And what happens when parts are not in right relationship with the self--if they're not working in a collaborative and cooperative way with your innermost self, is that they wind up polarizing with other parts. They wind up getting locked into conflict with other parts. And I gave some examples of polarization among parts in my most recent weekly reflection. That one was titled 'The Counterfeits of Self Giving', and that was published, that was sent out on August 31st, 2022. You can check that out at soulsandhearts.com/blog if you want to take a look at that and it discusses how parts get polarized around the idea of giving of self. And I talked about how a compliant surrenderer part can polarize with a feisty protector part within oneself. Or how a self-sacrificer part can polarize with a rebel part. So, I'm going to invite you to check that out, soulsandhearts.com/blog, go back to August 31st, 2022.
Now Bessel van der Kolk, in his excellent book 'The Body Keeps the Score', devotes all of chapter 17 to Internal Family Systems....
I've built walls
A fortress deep and mighty
That none may penetrate
I have no need of friendship -- friendship causes pain
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain
I am a rock I am an island
I don't need anyone, I said.
Then you came
I need I need!
I NEED YOU.
I needed you.
What did you teach me?
Not to need you.
NOT TO NEED. -
I want, by understanding myself, to understand others.“ — Katherine Mansfield New Zealand author 1888 - 1923
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You ...
― Justin Ordoñez
• People who have experienced trauma are:
◉ 15 times more likely to attempt suicide
◉ 4 times more likely to abuse alcohol
◉ 4 times more likely to develop a sexually transmitted disease
◉ 4 times more likely to inject drugs
◉ 3 times more likely to use antidepressant medication
◉ 3 times more likely to be absent from work
◉ 3 times more likely to experience depression
◉ 3 times more likely to have serious job problems
◉ 2.5 times more likely to smoke
◉ 2 times more likely to develop chronic obstructive pulmonary
disease (COPD)
◉ 2 times more likely to have serious financial problems
-- Quoted in Albert Barbaste, “Scrupulosity and the Present Data of Psychiatry,” Theology
Digest, 1.3 (Autumn 1953) 182.
Aditi Apr 2017
And now out to James Fieldler, our roving KDTT reporter, coming to us live from the scene of a terrible accident earlier this evening, a really difficult story that we have been following for you. James – what do you have for us?
[background traffic and rain and truck backing] Terry, I am here just off the shoulder of I-94 Westbound, about four miles west of Miles City, near mile marker 142. Earlier this evening, an eastbound Ford pickup crossed the median into oncoming westbound traffic, striking a Honda Odyssey minivan at full speed and sending it careening through the guardrail, and rolling down this shallow embankment.
In that minivan were a 37-year old man, a 33 year old woman, and four children ranging from about 9 to two years old. From this angle, you can see how damaged this minivan was, nearly crushed as they are winching it up onto the wrecker. Montana State police have just confirmed this was a fatal accident, that one of the children, about five years old has died of massive head injuries. The man and two of the children have been airlifted to St. Alexius Trauma Center in Bismarck, no word on their condition right now.
That is tragic, James. What do we know about the others, James?
Terry, we have some good news, too. The woman was able to walk away from the wreck. EMTs used the jaws of life to break open the back of the van and rescue the other two children, who have also been transported by ambulance to Bismarck. The 45-year old driver the pickup was shaken up and was taken to Holy Rosary Hospital in Miles City, apparently with minor injuries. No one else was in the truck.
What do we know about the cause?
The investigation is ongoing. As you can see, driving conditions were also difficult – the rain coming down here. There is some question about driver fatigue in the driver of the truck. No word yet on any charges that might be filed, but it’s likely. A source told me that the pickup driver’s license had been revoked for a second DUI. There is no official word yet on whether alcohol or drugs were involved in this crash.
Thank you, James, and we will continue to follow this story for you. Our hearts and thoughts go out to all those involved in the crash, we wish them a rapid recovery. Now on to Jeff Springer with sports, and the surprising finish to the Griz’s matchup with the Idaho State Bengals. Jeff, tell us what happened at Washington-Grizzly stadium today in the rain? [Cut to Intro Music
who smiled at us and kissed our babies
blue eyes shining with triumph
well knew we were falling
into our graves
kicked by them
as they counted
our votes.”
― Alice Walker, Taking the Arrow Out of the Heart
Grief is my companion,
It takes me by the hand,
And walks along beside me
in a dark and barren land.
How long will this lonesome journey last,
How much more can my weary heart bear?
Since your death, I’ve been lost in the fog,
Too burdened with sorrow and care.
People tell me my sadness will fade,
And my tears will reach their end.
Grief and I must complete our journey,
And then maybe I’ll find happiness again.
Ah, Grief, I should not treat you
like a homeless dog
who comes to the back door
for a crust, for a meatless bone.
I should trust you.
I should coax you
into the house and give you
your own corner,
a worn mat to lie on,
your own water dish.
You think I don't know you've been living
under my porch.
You long for your real place to be readied
before winter comes. You need
your name,
your collar and tag. You need
the right to warn off intruders,
to consider
my house your own
and me your person
and yourself
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see
That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
“Depression” by Cara Delevingne
“Who am I? Who am I trying to be?
Not myself, anyone but myself.
Living in a fantasy to bury the reality,
Making myself the mystery,
A strong facade disguising the misery.
Empty, but beyond the point of emptiness,
I am lost.
I don’t need to be saved,
I need to be found.”
Emotions percolate and circulate in our unconscious mind with some degree of chaos. We all know what it’s like to be happy one moment, sad the next, with no conscious input from us. We also know how hard it can be to regulate our desires, impulses, and emotional reactions. Both neuroscience and psychology have established that our brain struggles mightily and often unsuccessfully to limit the effects of irrationality. Often we try to apply common sense and reason to moderate unpleasant emotions or to curb self-defeating impulses. Yet our emotional side, with a life of its own, can often be impervious to rational entreaties. End quote
With this statement, Jesus gives a complete summary of the moral law found in the Ten Commandments. The first three Commandments reveal that we must love God above all and with all our might. The last six Commandments reveal that we must love our neighbor. The moral law of God is as simple as fulfilling these two more general commandments.
But is it all that simple? Well, the answer is both “Yes” and “No.” It’s simple in the sense that God’s will is not typically complex and difficult to comprehend. Love is spelled out clearly in the Gospels and we are called to embrace a radical life of true love and charity.
However, it can be considered difficult in that we are not only called to love, we are called to love with all our being. We must give of ourselves completely and without reserve. This is radical and requires that we hold nothing back.
| Humor | Season | Ages | Element | Organ | Qualities | Temperament
| Blood | spring | infancy | air | liver | warm and moist | sanguine
| Yellow bile | summer | youth | fire | gallbladder | warm and dry | choleric
| Black bile | autumn | adulthood | earth | spleen | cold and dry | melancholic
| Phlegm | winter | old age | water | brain/lungs | cold and moist | phlegmatic
Art and Laraine Bennett. The Temperament God Gave you.
Don't email me and tell me that a confessor you went to ten years ago said that anything goes sexually in your marriage and God doesn't mind at all as long as it all leads to vaginal intercourse in the end. That's not helpful.
IIC 67: Catholic and UnCatholic Sex in Catholic Marriages
Saturday, May 8, 2021
10:27 AM
MARRIAGE. As a natural institution, the lasting union of a man and a woman who agree to give and receive rights over each other for the performance of the act of generation and for the fostering of their mutual love.
The state of marriage implies four chief conditions:
Christ elevated marriage to a sacrament of the New Law. Christian spouses signify and partake of the mystery of that unity and fruitful love which exists between Christ and his Church, helping each other attain to holiness in their married life and in the rearing and education of their children.
I, Roger, take you, Sarah, to be my wife. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life.
The One Main Psychological Reason Why Catholic Marriages Fail
As a natural institution, the lasting union of a man and a woman who agree to give and receive rights over each other for the performance of the act of generation and for the fostering of their mutual love.
The state of marriage implies four chief conditions: 1. there must be a union of opposite sexes; it is therefore opposed to all forms of unnatural, homosexual behavior; 2. it is a permanent union until the death of either spouse; 3. it is an exclusive union, so that extramarital acts are a violation of justice; and 4. its permanence and exclusiveness are guaranteed by contract; mere living together, without mutually binding themselves to do so, is concubinage and not marriage.
Christ elevated marriage to a sacrament of the New Law. Christian spouses signify and partake of the mystery of that unity and fruitful love which exists between Christ and his Church, helping each other attain to holiness in their married life and in the rearing and education of their children.
Marriages benefit society by building and strengthening human relationships within the home
(among spouses and children) and beyond (involving relatives, neighbors, and communities). For
this reason, the family has long been understood as the fundamental unit of society, the
foundation f...
Of “born-again” Christians 68% agreed, and 81% of non “born-again” Christians agreed with the statement. Despite being of non-Biblical origin, the phrase topped a poll of the most widely known Bible verses. Seventy-five percent (75%) of American teens said they believed that it was the central message of the Bible.
A WAGGONER was once driving a heavy load along a very muddy way. At last he came to a part of the road where the wheels sank half-way into the mire, and the more the horses pulled, the deeper sank the wheels. So the Waggoner threw down his whip, and knelt down and prayed to Hercules the Strong. “O Hercules, help me in this my hour of distress,” quoth he. But Hercules appeared to him, and said:
“Tut, man, don’t sprawl there. Get up and put your shoulder to the wheel."
“The gods help them that help themselves.”
This podcast is heavily influenced by IFS, but IFS grounded in a Catholic worldview.
And yet here we are in 2020 and talking about masturbation is still taboo in most of society. And that’s a shame, literally and figuratively, because masturbation is still widely considered shameful, and because for most people it’s a healthy and normal activity. There is actually a term these days for those who prefer masturbation over other forms of sex: solosexual.
2351 Lust is disordered desire for or inordinate enjoyment of sexual pleasure. Sexual pleasure is morally disordered when sought for itself, isolated from its procreative and unitive purposes.
2352 By masturbation is to be understood the deliberate stimulation of the genital organs in order to derive sexual pleasure. "Both the Magisterium of the Church, in the course of a constant tradition, and the moral sense of the faithful have been in no doubt and have firmly maintained that masturbation is an intrinsically and gravely disordered action.""The deliberate use of the sexual faculty, for whatever reason, outside of marriage is essentially contrary to its purpose." For here sexual pleasure is sought outside of "the sexual relationship which is demanded by the moral order and in which the total meaning of mutual self-giving and human procreation in the context of true love is achieved."139
1. Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where by God’s grace, you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski and I am here with you, to be your host and guide. This podcast is part of Souls and Hearts, our online outreach at soulsandhearts.com, which is all about shoring up our natural foundation for the spiritual life, all about overcoming psychological obstacles to being loved and to loving.
a. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 37, released on October 12, 2020
b. and it is titled: The Silent Killer Who Stalks You From Inside.
2. I want to talk with you about the silent killer, the worst adversary I face clinically, the greatest rival, the greatest opponent to love and life that I have ever met within another person or within myself.
3. This one is a very stealthy, effective, ruthless killer -- often hidden beneath the surface of our consciousness, in the murky waters deep below where we can see. But then at times it surfaces, Powerful, moving. And maybe you think I'm being dramatic -- but I'm not. I've seen it kill other and I've been seriously wounded by it myself.
a. Killer on the natural level and also on the spiritual level. This assassin slays not only hearts, minds and bodies but also souls. A very comprehensive murderer, very complete, this hitman does his work often slowly but very thoroughly.
b. Who is this killer? High blood pressure? No. Stroke? No. Heart disease? No. Diabetes? No. Cancer? No. These can and do kill bodies, but as serious as they are, they are nowhere near as deadly to most people as our silent killer.
c. Who is this killer? The devil you say? Satan? No. Not Satan. Satan cherishes this killer, and prizes the stealthy sneaking, clandestine work.
d. No, it's not Satan because this killer lives within us in a way that demons ordinarily do not. This killer has a pass to roam within us, to move in our being. Satan doesn't, unless we are possessed. Besides, Satan does not have permission to slay us, or to harm us unless God permits it, at least with His passive will, and only then for our greater good.
e. This killer seems meek and modest, but when it whispers its messages in our ear, it evokes in us fear, anxiety, depression, and efforts to do more and more, and it can also provoke us to anger, aggression, and violence. Unchecked, this killer can bring us all the way to helpless, despair and suicide.
f. Some of us try to numb ourselves to distract ourselves from this killer by using alcohol, drugs, food, binging on Netflix, hours of social media, masturbation, porn, shopping, compulsive exercise, gambling, surfing the web, video games, sleeping the day away, dissociating and even cutting and burning our bodies, all in an attempt to escape.
g. Who is this killer? It is absolutely vital for us to know -- is it guilt -- no. Depression -- no, Anxiety, Fear, Anger -- no, no, no. Is it pride? No, not pride. But this killer has a close and intimate relationship with pride. The killer feeds pride and is nourished by pride. Who is it? Take a moment and really think about it. We need to know this killer, this adversary. And we will. Today we will be getting to know this silent killer. But not yet. We've got to look beyond the killer for a moment.
4. There is one thing that disarms this killer. One thing. And that one thing is Love. Real authentic Love. Charity. Love rescues us from this killer. It transforms us, makes us immune to the silent killer who no longer has power over us. So let's talk about love.
5. Shifting gears. Two great commandments --
a. Matthew 22:35-40 And one of them, a lawyer, asked him a question, to test him. “Teacher, which is the great commandment in the law?” And Jesus said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. 38 This is the great and first commandment. 39 And a second is like it, You shall love your neighbor as yourself. 40 On these two commandments depend all the law and the prophets.”
b. Main task is to love God and love our neighbor. With all of ourselves. All your heart, all your mind, all your soul. All of us.
c. And we need to love our neighbor as ourself. Think about that. Love our neighbor as ourselves.
i. Jesus doesn't say we need to love our neighbor more than ourselves -- it could be implied, but I wonder about whether that's possible.
d. So that means we need to be loved
i. Reflecting on last week's episode -- Why we flee from real love. the capacity to receive love --
ii. We discussed fear, avoidance, anger
iii. We went into how real love burns, it requires us to give up dysfunctional coping mechanisms
iv. It can require us to give up good things that are lesser than love.
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Episode 36: Why We Flee from Real Love October 5, 2020.
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where by God’s grace, you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski and I am here with you, to be your host and guide. This podcast is part of Souls and Hearts, our online outreach at soulsandhearts.com, which is all about shoring up our natural foundation for the spiritual life, all about overcoming psychological obstacles to being love and to loving.
Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 36, released on October 5, 2020 and it is titled: Why We Flee from Real Love.
1. Getting right into it today, not reviewing, no listener questions, so buckle up. This is a critically important topic
2. Three main reasons. Pain, fear and anger -- all rooted in misunderstanding and distortions.
a. We want to avoid all these things. Natural instincts.
i. Freud's pleasure principle: is the instinctive seeking of pleasure and avoiding of pain to satisfy biological and psychological needs.
3. Tolerating being loved -- deliberate use of language
a. No, I just want to be loved -- what they are saying is I just want to be emotionally gratified. What we want
i. Hallmark Card Commercials
ii. Hallmark Movies
iii. Romance novels. Easy love that just come naturally. Emotional Junk food that nourishes illusions.
b. Easy to be loved when you are a baby-- natural openness and receptivity
c. Negative experiences
d. Fallen natures in a fallen world
i. Slings and arrows -- attachment injuries, relational wounds
ii. More significant trauma
iii. Sense of vulnerability, it's not safe.
1. Fear
2. Avoidance
3. Adam and Eve in Genesis 3
iv. We are familiar with the disorder, the dysfunction -- our ways of coping.
e. People who want to focus on loving, not being loved.
i. More "noble"
ii. Focus is on the other
iii. But so limited. Doing good things for the other, not "being with."
6. Real love burns -- it hurts --
a. Gratification and Frustration.
b. Perfection of God's love has an impact -- burning, purifying effect -- refining of silver and gold
i. 1 Peter 1:7 so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.
ii. Isaiah 48:10 Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried you in the furnace of affliction.
iii. Zechariah 13:9 And I will put this third into the fire, and refine them as one refines silver, and test them as gold is tested. They will call upon my name, and I will answer them. I will say, ‘They are my people’; and they will say, ‘The Lord is my God.’”
iv. Proverbs 17:3 The crucible is for silver, and the furnace is for gold, and the Lord tests hearts.
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Episode 35 Being Both Big and Small September 28, 2020.
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where by God’s grace, you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski and I am here with you to be your host and guide. This podcast is part of our Souls and Hearts, our online outreach at soulsandhearts.com, which is all about shoring up our natural foundation for the spiritual life, all about overcoming psychological obstacles to being love and to loving.
Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 35, released on September 28, 2020 and it is titled: Being Both Big and Small.
Ok, so it’s time for questions from our listeners from the last couple of sessions. But only I got only one question from the last session in the Resilient Catholics Carpe Diem! community, and she essentially answered it so well herself in our RCCD discussion boards that I don’t have a lot to add. So I am going to make up a question – from an imaginary listener who wants to remain anonymous, so I am going to call him Johnny Hind: The good thing for a host about making up questions is that you can have them be exactly what you want them to be, and that’s what’s happening now.
From Johnny Hind: Dr. Peter, what about responsibility? What about being grown up? I’m confused about how, the challenges of this world, I’m supposed to be mature, wise, virtuous and so on. That doesn’t sound like being a baby or a toddler. I can’t just curl up in a corner suck my thumb and wait for God and Mary to rock me to sleep all the time. I have responsibilities! How do I be both small, childlike, trusting and but also grow to the fullness of manhood or womanhood?
Those are our questions for today.
So for the last five episodes, numbers 30 to 34 we have been discussing being small, being like little children, going beyond just accepting our absolute dependency on God – but embracing it.
following the words of our Lord Jesus Christ:
Matthew 18 1-4 At that time the disciples came to Jesus, saying, “Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?” And calling to him a child, he put him in the midst of them, and said, “Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Whoever humbles himself like this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
Matthew 19 13-15 Then children were brought to him that he might lay his hands on them and pray. The disciples rebuked the people; but Jesus said, “Let the children come to me, and do not hinder them; for to such belongs the kingdom of heaven.” And he laid his hands on them and went away.
Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own insight.
John 15:4-5 Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. 5 I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in me, and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.
1 Peter 2: 2-3 2 Like newborn infants, long for the pure, spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow into salvation—
Now we are going to look at the other side of the coin. Maturity, Responsibility
St. Paul in 1 Corinthians 13:11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became an adult, I put an end to childish ways.
Ephesians 4:15 Rather, speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in every way into him who is the head, into Christ
Sirach 15 Do not say: “It was God’s doing that I fell away,” for what he hates he does not do. Do not say: “He himself has led me astray,” God in the beginning created human beings and made them subject to their own free choice. If you choose, you can keep the commandments; loyalty is doing the will of God. Set before you are fire and water; to whatever you choose, stretch out your hand. Before everyone are life and death, whichever they choose will be given them.
CCC 1730-1738 Freedom and Responsibility.
So here we have the two demands. To be childlike and to be mature. To be small and to be big. These demands, to be small and big can become extremes. And in the spiritual life, there are two heresies that reflect these two extremes: Quietism and Pietism.
Two extremes:
Quietism The Spanish theologian Miguel de Molinos developed Quietism. From his writings, especially from his "Dux spiritualis" (Rome, 1675), sixty-eight propositions were extracted and condemned by Innocent XI in 1687
Catholic Encyclopedia. Quietism in the broadest sense is the doctrine which declares that man's highest perfection consists in a sort of psychological and spiritual self-annihilation. and a consequent absorption of the soul into the Divine Essence even during the present life. In the state of "quietude" the mind is wholly inactive; it no longer thinks or wills on its own account, but remains passive while God acts within it. Quietism is thus generally speaking a sort of false or exaggerated mysticism.
Passivity in therapy. Psychopathology-ectomy. Want a general anesthetic, and for me to remove all the dysfunction and problems while they rest. With my psychotherapy scalpel. You’re the doctor, you’re supposed to be able to do this.
Pietism is a movement within the ranks of Protestantism, originating in the reaction against the highly intellectualize and reified Protestant theology of the seventeenth century, and aiming at the revival of devotion and practical Christianity. Its appearance in the German Lutheran Church, about 1670, is connected with the name of Philipp Jakob Spener – German Lutheran Theologian, Father of pietism.
His sermons, in which he emphasized the necessity of a lively faith and the sanctification of daily life
It is primarily one’s own individual achievements, the way a man as an individual lives up to his religious duties and moral commandments, the way a woman imitates the "virtues" of Christ, that ensure them justification. Spiritual growth is an individual self-improvement project that minimizes the role of the Church, mystical body of Christ and all believers.
In therapy, pietists have to do it all by themselves. Unwilling to receive help. Suspicious of it. Might reduce the magnitude of their own achievements, They have to be captains of their own ships, bootstrappers.
The quietist says, “Do nothing for yourself.” God does it all. I’m totally passive. God takes all the action.
The pietist says, “Do every...
Episode 34 Radical Receptivity September 21, 2020.
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where by God’s grace, you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 34, released on September 21, 2020 and it is titled:. Radical Receptivity. Radical spiritual receptivity. We’ve been building up to this topic over the last few weeks, so before we get into radical receptivity, let’s just cast a glance back where we’ve been over the last few episodes:
In the last episode, episode 33, we explored openness in the natural realm
· Because Grace perfects nature, we often start with the natural realm
· looked at how psychologists define openness
o Openness as one of the big five personality traits
§ Along with neuroticism, extraversion, agreeableness and conscientiousness
o open individuals are curious about both the inner and outer worlds, they have experientially rich lives compared to closed individuals.
o Lack of conventionality, willingness to question authority, prepared to consider new ethical, social, and political ideas.
· we looked at the six domains within openness:
o fantasy, aesthetics, feelings, actions, ideas, and values (repeat)
Today, we’re going to look at openness in the spiritual life, in the spiritual realm.
Receptivity:
· I often use the word receptivity to capture a sense of openness in relationship with God and Our Lady, our spiritual parents. And not just openness – but more than openness.
o having the quality of receiving, taking in, or admitting.
o able or quick to receive knowledge, ideas, etc.: a receptive mind. Mindset
o willing or inclined to receive suggestions, offers, etc., with favor: a receptive listener. Mindset:
o What about taking in relationship, connection – relational receptivity.
o Radical openness. Toddler, infant – taking in almost everything he has.
So in this episode, we’re going into radical openness in the spiritual life, what I am calling radical receptivity to emphasize how we need to take in to receive from God and our Mother Mary.
Remember, the primary developmental task of the infant and toddler is to learn to trust. We discussed this in episodes 30 and 31. Our primary task is to learn to trust. And remember that we’ve identified that the one essential thing for a Catholic to be resilient is that childlike trust, that absolute confidence in God.
Psalm 22: Yet it was you who took me from the womb;
you kept me safe on my mother’s breast.
10 On you I was cast from my birth,
and since my mother bore me you have been my God.
11 Do not be far from me,
for trouble is near
and there is no one to help.
You kept me safe on my mother’s breast.
If we have that childlike trust, that absolute confidence in God, nothing stops us from being resilient. We can fall down, and we can get up, because we have a deep awareness, in our bones, that we are deeply loved, cherished, that God and Mary delight in us. But this childlike trust, this absolute confidence is the primary area where we fail.
Listen to the way that St. Peter refers to us as Christians, as Catholics:
1 Peter 2: 2-3 2 Like newborn infants, long for the pure, spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow into salvation— 3 if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is good.
Listen to St. Paul: But we proved to be gentle among you, as a nursing mother tenderly cares for her own children. 1 Thessalonians 2:7
But I, brethren, could not address you as spiritual men, but as men of the flesh, as babes in Christ. I fed you with milk, not solid food; for you were not ready for it; and even yet you are not ready, for you are still of all the flesh. (1 Corinthians 3:1-3)
The Church, the Blessed Virgin Mary, and God’s tender care, like a mother.
Isaiah 49 “Can a woman forget her nursing child,
that she should have no compassion on the son of her womb?
Even these may forget,
yet I will not forget you.
Rejoice with Jerusalem, and be glad for her,
all you who love her;
rejoice with her in joy,
all you who mourn over her;
that you may suck and be satisfied
with her consoling breasts;
that you may drink deeply with delight
from the abundance of her glory. (Isaiah 66:10-11)
As a clinician, I see this so much psychological baggage around trust, so many psychological impediments around this absolute confidence in God, and these stemmed from negative experiences we’ve had. It doesn’t have to be abuse or neglect, can also be just the common attachment injuries that we sustain, believe us to be guarded, careful, and cautious. We bring these into our relationship with God our father, and with Mary our mother. And it’s not just in my clients, this is ubiquitous it’s everywhere it is in all of us.
Isaiah 40:11 He shall feed his flock like a shepherd: he shall gather together the lambs with his arm, and shall take them up in his bosom, and he himself shall carry them that are with young.
28 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28
The only reason we don’t experience this is because we don’t let God in. Because we’re afraid, guarded, self-protective, and we don’t know.
Review of how Mary is our primary Mother.
Fr. Emil Neubert, my ideal: Jesus son of Mary, part one, chapter 4:
Mary is even more truly your mother then your earthly mother.… She loves you – you, all imperfect and ungrateful as you are; she loves you with a love that surpasses in intensity and in purity the motherly love of all the mothers in the world. Above all, she is more truly your mother because of the nature of the life which she has given you.
RCCD member Jonathan is putting together a book club in the RCCD community.
O1 Openness to Fantasy: vivid imagination, active fantasy life, daydreaming as not only an escape, but a way of creating an interesting inner world for themselv...
Episode 33. – Being Open and Coping Well September 14, 2020.
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where by God’s grace, you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 33, released on September 14, 2020 and it is titled: Being Open and Coping Well
Today we’re going to explore openness in the natural realm. And as a special bonus, we will explore closedness.
Abierto Cerrado.
Review:
Episode 32: Ways to increase trust, especially given the negative experiences. 0-24 months. Exercise – popular. Need more of that.
Episode 31 The One Thing You Must Have to Be Resilient. The one thing that you need, the one prerequisite. Absolute childlike trust
There is one thing that separates those who are resilient from those who are not. Childlike Trust (particularly in God’s goodness and his Providence for me in particular) separate those who are resilient from those who are not. Absolute confidence in God.
Episode 30: discussion of why we mistrust God so much, and it is because we are trying to be way too big. Trying to make it on our own we don’t feel safe. Trust is faith in action.
We hate and fear the dependency required to be in a real relationship with God.
Reciprocal relationship between openness and trust.
Why do I bring in Non-Catholic ideas: What makes me different. Not closed to new ideas.
Catholic with a small c -- universal.
St. Augustine: On Christian Doctrine (De Doctrina Christiana)
CHAP. 40.—Whatever has been rightly said by the heathen we must appropriate to our uses. Paragraphs 60 and 61
Branches of heathen learning … contain also liberal instruction which is better adapted to the use of the truth, and some most excellent precepts of morality; and some truths in regard even to the worship of the One God are found among them.
Not only natural learning, but we can learn truths regarding the worship of God.
Freud. How many times have I heard Freud being dismissed out of hand by Catholics because of his views on religion. I get it. Freud: God as an illusion, we’re like infants who need a big, strong father to keep us safe and secure. A big daddy in the sky.
Religion had its uses to keep the unwashed masses subdued so that civilization could develop. We needed something to help us restrain violent impulses and keep life on earth from turning into an episode from Jerry Springer. But now we have reason and science. Reason and Science.
I travel in a lot of traditional Catholic circles, I attend the Latin Mass, love the beauty of the ancient Mass. Not a lot of traditional Catholic psychologists. Consulted nationwide, coming to Indianapolis, lot’s of suspicion. Lots of rejection of psychology
But listen to what Freud is saying – we need a father. We have an infantile need for a Father. He says it more clearly than a lot of Catholic speakers do – which Catholic media personalities have you heard really driving home the point that we are little, like todders, like infants in our need. Freud found part of the Truth.
Pope Francis. Not to bash the pope. Not about that in Souls and Hearts or this podcast or the RCCD community.
September 8, 2017 New Yorker The Pope’s Shrink and Catholicism’s Uneasy Relationship with Freud
Pope Francis Sought Psychoanalysis at 42,” the Times headline read. Other outlets treated the news more salaciously—“Pope Reveals,” “Pope Admits.” Some noted that the psychoanalyst in question was Jewish, or that she was a woman. Below the headlines, though, the stories were the same: a French sociologist named Dominique Wolton had published a book of interviews with the Pope, and, buried on page 385, amid discussions of the migrant crisis and the clash with Islam, America’s wars and Europe’s malaise, was the four-decade-old scoop that had made editors sit up. “I consulted a Jewish psychoanalyst,” Francis told Wolton. “For six months, I went to her home once a week to clarify certain things. She was very good. She was very professional as a doctor and a psychoanalyst, but she always knew her place.”
Almost immediately, the news drew venom from the Pope’s detractors. A writer for the Web site Novus Ordo Watch, a mouthpiece of the ultra-conservative Catholic fringe—its slogan is “Unmasking the Modernist Vatican II Church”—insisted that Francis’s treatment by a “female Jewish Freudian” was “a really big smoking gun,” incontrovertible evidence that his “mind is saturated with Jewish ideas.”
Jorge Mario Bergoglio appears to have undergone such an experience before he became Pope. When he started psychoanalysis, he was in the last year of his tenure as provincial superior of the Jesuits in Argentina, 1979. The military junta’s Dirty War was raging, and it had put Bergoglio to the test. “I made hundreds of errors,” Francis told an interviewer, in 2013. “Errors and sins.” He described the period as “a time of great interior crisis.” Lucky him that he found a therapist who, mostly with the acutely focussed and patently empathetic listening that characterizes a good analyst, could enable his return to wholeness. “She helped me a lot,” he told Wolton.
Biology we learned about the double helix structure of DNA. Beautiful.
that James Watson and Francis Crick discovered the double-helix structure of DNA in 1953. 1962. Nobel Prize
James Watson: Very anti-Catholic. Anti a lot of things. Racism, anti-semitism. .
He also said that while he wished the races were equal, “people who have to deal with black employees find this not true.” Cold Spring Harbor Laboratory
Infanticide “If a child were not declared alive until 3 days after birth, then all parents could be allowed the choice only a few have under the present system. The doctor could allow the child to die if the parents so choose and save a lot of misery and suffering. I believe this view is the only rational, compassionate attitude to have.”
Raised Catholic, he later described himself as "an escapee from the Catholic religion."
Episode 32. – Trauma, Trust, Treatment and Truth September 7, 2020.
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where with God’s help you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 32, released on September 7, 2020 and it is titled: Trauma, Trust, Treatment and Truth. Today is a deep dive into the effects of trauma and attachment wounds on Trust. And then we will discuss how by God’s grace and with his help we can experience God as he is, not our distorted God images, rise out of the ashes of our experiences and our injuries.
Very specific techniques to help.
Era of Coronavirus – call to trust God and Mary.
Reviews
Episode 30: discussion of why we mistrust God so much, and it is because we are trying to be way too big. Trying to make it on our own we don’t feel safe.
We hate and fear the dependency required to be in a real relationship with God.
On my terms, on my conditions, within my vision, within my understanding. We’re going to meet as equals. We are going to be partners, like equally or almost equally yoked. God is my co-pilot bumper sticker. Becoming small so that God can be big.
Episode 31 The One Thing You Must Have to Be Resilient. The one thing that you need, the one prerequisite. Absolute childlike trust
There is one thing that separates those who are resilient from those who are not. Childlike Trust (particularly in God’s goodness and his Providence for me in particular) separate those who are resilient from those who are not.
In both those episodes, we look at the critical period from age 0 to 24 months, when the major developmental task is to resolve the conflict between trust and mistrust. Almost every development will psychologist points to this as the critical developmental work in this stage of life.
We also discussed how so much of the developmental work in this during the ages of 0 to 24 months is done not by the infants or the toddler, not by the little child, rather by the parents. We don’t expect infants and toddlers to be listening to self-help tapes and engaging in self-improvement classes. They are far from the age of reason. So in this issues of trust, God and Mary do the main lifting. We allow ourselves to be changed, to be formed.
What little children, what infants and toddlers have is a great capacity for receptivity and a freedom from self-consciousness. They have a natural humility. They don’t worry about their self-image so much. They are flexible. They use their imaginations. They don’t fear failing. They don’t degrade themselves when they’re trying new things. They can be learning to walk, falling down, and laughing at themselves. They can make mistakes, they can try things out.
No one expects perfection from a little child.
Most therapies have focused on greater maturity, greater self-efficacy, being a more effective agent in the world, growing up.
List of therapies and their goals
These therapist have trouble when there is complex trauma, especially when that trauma goes back to the first two years of life. Recent protocols developed. Bootstrap therapies don’t work. Very low success rates.
1. Focus on complex trauma –
2. Complex trauma:
a. is usually interpersonal i.e. occurs between people usually people who know each other
b. involves being or feeling trapped
c. is often planned, extreme, ongoing and/or repeated
d. often has more severe, persistent and cumulative impacts
e. involves challenges with shame, trust, self-esteem, identity and regulating emotions.
f. Results in different coping strategies. These include alcohol and drug use, self-harm, over- or under-eating, over-work etc.
i. emotional dysregulation
ii. changes in consciousness – dissociation
iii. negative self-perception – shame, inadequacy
iv. problems in relationships
v. distorted perceptions of others, including abusers
vi. loss of systems of meaning – losing my religion REM 1991
g. affects emotional and physical health, wellbeing, relationships and daily functioning
3. Complex trauma is trauma that occurs repeatedly and cumulatively, usually over a period of time and within specific relationships and contexts.” Examples include severe child abuse, domestic abuse, or multiple military deployments to dangerous locations.
Single incident trauma occurs with `one off’ events. It is commonly associated with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). Single incident trauma can occur from a bushfire, flood, sexual or physical assault in adulthood, or from fighting in a war.
Dyadic resourcing is typically a five step process:
1. identifying a nurturing adult resource,
2. &n...
Episode 31. -- The One Essential You Must Have to Be Resilient August 31, 2020.
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 31, released on August 31, 2020 and it is titled: The One Thing You Must Have to Be Resilient. The one thing that you need, the one prerequisite. Absolute childlike trust. Repeat. Absolute confidence in God’s providence. But to have that absolute confidence, you have to be like a infant or toddler, a parvulum if you’re a guy or a parvula if you’re a gal.
Jesus told St. Faustina, “The graces of My mercy are drawn by means of one vessel only, and that is — trust. The more a soul trusts, the more it will receive. Souls that trust boundlessly are a great comfort to Me, because I pour all the treasures of My graces into them. I rejoice that they ask for much, because it is My desire to give much, very much. On the other hand, I am sad when souls ask for little, when they narrow their hearts”. (Diary 1578) Saint Maria Faustina Kowalska
Freewheeling
1. Up until the last episode Scripting – more like a formal presentation – some moments when I broke out and riffed.
2. Now much more natural, more conversational
a. I like this better anyway, to be with you
b. Getting used to not seeing you physically, but I can see you in my mind’s eye
3. I’m learning to trust in this process, that God and our Lady will be present and guide me, I am working on being small with this and having fun with it, much more childlike way.
4. That the episode doesn’t have to be perfect, and that it’s better to leave room for spontaneity and inspiration
5. Saves time – 6-7 hours, a lot of it fretting about wording.
a. I can put the time back into the community in other ways.
6. Thank you to the RCCD community members for the feedback – Jonathan, Martha, Ann, and John it helps me with my growing edge to keep trying new things.
Best Spiritual Reading Book Chapter Title ever -- Chapter 2 of Life of Union with Mary – Fr. Emile Neubert
Take Only what Applies to You”
Review: spiral back to Episode 30 – Why do we have so much difficulty trusting God – it’s because we are too grown up. We’re too big.
Eric Erickson 1902-1994
1. Emphasized social development rather than resolution of sexual issues
2. Developmental Tasks that need to be resolved in each stage
3. Birth to 18 month the main conflict and developmental task is trust vs. mistrust.
4. This is the most important phase of life. Shapes our view of the world, in addition to our personality.
a. Can I trust those who care for me, those who are near me?
b. Task is Hope – if this phase is adequately resolved, the result, Erickson said, is a sense of hope and confidence that relationships are beneficial, they are good. A sense of personal competence.
c. If successful in this, the baby develops a sense of trust, which "forms the basis in the child for a sense of identity." Failure to develop this trust will result in a deep pervasive fear and a sense that the world is inconsistent and unpredictable.
Parallel in attachment theory – John Bowlby 1907-1990 psychologist, psychiatrist and psychoanalyst Infants and toddlers instinctively turn to their parents in distress unless there is disorder – what Bowlby and Ainsworth found.
The formation of early healthy emotional connections to mother and father is central to identity development. Relationships are crucial, and challenged Freuds ideas about the primacy of psychic energy. Security is dependent on healthy relational bonds.
Erickson and Bowlby said that the first and greatest challenge, the first and greatest task in the natural human development is to learn to trust, to be able to trust in relationship, it’s the foundation for all other development. Gotta get that straight.
I argue that the first and greatest task, the first and greatest challenge in the spiritual life is to trust God.
There is one thing that separates those who are resilient from those who are not. Childlike Trust (particularly in God’s goodness and his Providence for me in particular) separate those who are resilient from those who are not.
We are resilient not because of our own efficacy, our own ability, our own strength, our own intelligence, our own resources, our own knowledge, our own skills, talents, money, possessions, but Catholic resilience depends on connecting to and sharing in the love and power and omniscience of God, sheltering under His wing. And if we are spiritually small in our relationship with God, when we fall, it’s not that far to the ground. We won’t get hurt.
Effects of the Fall – psychological devastation.
However the infant and the toddler will always be disappointed and wounded by the parents, because mom is not perfect, and dad is not God. Often this is totally unintentional.
Paraphrased From Nancy McWilliams (2011) Psychoanalytic Diagnosis (second edition).
Men may easily underestimate how intimidating they are to their young daughters; men’s bodies, faces, and voices are harsher than those of either of girls or their mothers, and they take some getting used to. A father who is angry seems particularly formidable, perhaps especially to a sensitive girl. If a man engages in tantrums, harsh criticism, erratic behavior, or sexual violation, he may be terrifying. A doting father who also intimidates his little girl creates a kind of approach-avoidance conflict; he is an exciting but feared object. If he seems to dominate his wife, as in a patriarchal family, the effect is magnified. His daughter will learn that girls and women are less valued than boys and men.
Oldest daughter Grace, married earlier this month, “the practice child.” Grace and me.
There are parts of us that think we are going to be annihilated if we are small, if we are vulnerable again. This is terrifying for us. Think about the differential 6 foot tall and 1600 lbs, 12 ft. tall. Able to lift a ton worse than getting in the wrestling ring with Andrew the Giant.
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Episode 30. How Small and Childlike are We Supposed to Be? -- August 24, 2020.
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me.
Let’s jump right in with this critical, central question. Why is it that we have such a hard time trusting God? Why is it that our confidence in God is so inconsistent, why is it that we are so fickle? Why is it so hard for us to have the absolute confidence in God that He merits, that he deserves from us? That’s what we will be addressing in episode 30 of Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, released on August 24, 2020 from the Souls and Hearts studio in Indianapolis.
The title for today’s episode is How Small and Childlike are we Supposed to Be? We’re going to get into the psychological side of this question of childlike trust in particular. There are other sides to the question – the spiritual side, the moral side – we’ll address those sides in passing. But what is so often neglected, so often denied, so often ignored, and thus so unknown and unavailable to so many Catholics – what we really need so badly -- is a realistic, accurate understanding of the psychological factors, the factors in the natural realm that get in the way of us trusting our God and our Lady.
We’ve certainly touched on some of these factors before, so let’s review for a moment, let’s go back to take a look at what we’ve developed in previous episodes. So here is the causal chain as we’ve described it so far:
We have distorted God images in our bones, we have distorted God images in the emotional, intuitive parts of us. The trouble happens when we give in to those God images, we let them dominate us, we let them take over, we default to them, and we act in accord with those false God images. Then, our self-image deteriorates. Meanwhile, we drift away from God or even flee from him. All the while, we are losing our peace, joy, well-being. When that gets bad enough, we become symptomatic – anxious, depressed, apathetic, hopeless, panicky, obsessive, whatever our symptoms are.
So let’s back up one more link in the causal chain and ask the question: What’s the main psychological reason we don’t resist our problematic God images? I’m again talking psychological reasons here, not just spiritual reasons like having a particular vice.
Psychologically, we lose track of who God really is. We don’t God clearly in those moments, and we waver, we are tempted to doubt, we are inclined to fall again into our destructive patterns, whatever those are for us. We are lured by our false God images into ways of thinking, feeling, desiring and acting that are harmful to us and to others.
Why Do We Mistrust God and Mary So Much ? I’ll give you the answer. It’s because we are too grown up. We are trying to be way too big. Actively mistrusting – fearing. Or just not considering God at all.
That what we are like when we act big.
We know this. We know the Bible verses. We’ve heard them. But do we really get what they are saying?
Matthew 18
1. At that time the disciples came to Jesus, saying, “Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?”
2 And calling to him a child (RSV, NAB), “little child” (DR) (ESV)he put him in the midst of them,
3 and said, “Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
4 Whoever humbles himself like this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
5 “Whoever receives one such child in my name receives me;
6 but whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin,[a] it would be better for him to have a great millstone fastened round his neck and to be drowned in the depth of the sea.
1 In illa hora accesserunt discipuli ad Iesum dicentes: “ Quis putas maior est in regno caelorum? ”.
2 Et advocans parvulum, statuit eum in medio eorum
3 et dixit: “ Amen dico vobis: Nisi conversi fueritis et efiiciamini sicut parvuli, non intrabitis in regnum caelorum.
4 Quicumque ergo humiliaverit se sicut parvulus iste, hic est maior in regno caelorum.
5 Et, qui susceperit unum parvulum talem in nomine meo, me suscipit.
6 Qui autem scandalizaverit unum de pusillis istis, qui in me credunt, expedit ei, ut suspendatur mola asinaria in collo eius et demergatur in profundum maris.
very little, very small, tiny. petty, insignificant, Tiny. Like babies. Like sheep in their understanding.
When we approach God: like that. When sent out as sheep among wolves Matthew 10:16 Wise (Shrewd) as serpents, simple as doves. Harmless, plain, sincere, without guile.
Without me you can do nothing.
19 Jesus said to them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of his own accord, but only what he sees the Father doing; for whatever he does, that the Son does likewise. (John 5:19)
30 “I can do nothing on my own authority; as I hear, I judge; and my judgment is just, because I seek not my own will but the will of him who sent me. (John 5:30)
Matthew 19
13 Then children were brought to him that he might lay his hands on them and pray. The disciples rebuked the people;
14 but Jesus said, “Let the children come to me, and do not hinder them; for to such belongs the kingdom of heaven.”
15 And he laid his hands on them and went away.
13 Tunc oblati sunt ei parvuli, ut manus eis imponeret et oraret; discipuli autem increpabant eis.
14 Iesus vero ait: “ Sinite parvulos et nolite eos prohibere ad me venire; talium est enim regnum caelorum ”.
15 Et cum imposuisset eis manus, abiit inde.
Parvulus: Childhood. But emphasis on infancy. Little, slight, unimportant, very young, insufficient, indiscreet, not able to understand. Diminutive of Parvus -- small, little, ignorable, unimportant.
A story of cousin Ryan. 3 or 4 years old. Dapper seersucker suit and matching cap. Christmas morning – big deal on Mom’s side of the family. I was young teenager. Wanting to be a big man. Ryan was playing.
For St. Therese of Lisieux, everything is based on and flows from spiritual childhood asserts Fr. François Jamart in The Complete Spiritual Doctrine of S...
Episode 29. Magic Genie Gods and Party-Pooper Gods, August 17, 2020.
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 29, released on August 17, 2020 and the title Magic Genie Gods and Party-Pooper Gods. Hang in there with me today through this episode and at the end, I will be walking you through an exercise to help you identify your God images.
Brief review: let’s go back and review, what are God images again?
My God image how my heart feels God to be in the moment. My God image is who my emotions tell me that God in this present moment. My God image is very subjective, often driven by factors that are outside of my awareness in the moment, it can be miles away from who I know God to be when the sun is shining and the birds are singing and all is well with me and the world. . So it is critical to understand is that your God images are not necessarily who you profess God to be with your intellect and your will. They are the subjective, unfiltered, spontaneous, passion-driven representations of God that can vary wildly, sometimes even from moment to moment.
Similarly, my self-image is who I feel myself to be in the present moment, it is who my passions are telling me that I am right this minute. M self-images are much more driven by emotion, much more intuitive, subjective, and they also vary a lot more from moment to moment. My self image in the moment fits with my God image in the moment. Sometimes the self-image can drive the God-image, and sometimes the God image drives the self-image.
If you want more about God images, check out episodes 22, 23, and 24 of this podcast where I go into the concepts in much more depth.
Jessica from Texas has been intrigued by God images – she’s taking us another step with this question:
How do God images affect our relationships and reactions to others? Repeat. This is a great question.
We’ve discussed God images and self-images and how they differ from our God concept and our self-concepts. Similarly, our God images and self-images impact how we see others in the moment.
Let’s consider an example. If I’m really struggling with an Elitist Aristocrat God image, where my passions are telling me in the moment that God doesn’t need me, he’s too good for me, he has other people that he prefers, others who are much more in his favor, upon whom he bestows his gifts, his graces, and his love, with little for me. If that’s how I’m seeing God in my God image, and my self-image is that I’m left out, excluded, denied, and the private of good things from God, this God image and self-image combination is going to have an impact on how I see others. For example, I might experience jealousy toward my brother Phil whom I consider to be in God’s favor. I may resent Phil, and if I give into this image of him, I will treat Phil out of that jealousy, by holding back good things that I could give him because I feel my brother Phil is already getting so much from God. Why should I give him anything – he already has so much and I get so little from God. I need to keep what I have.
Let’s take another example. With his Elitist Aristocrat God image, 24-year-old Ian might feel inadequate around Tina in their Catholic Young Adult Group. Ian sees God favoring Tina in so many ways. Ian feels unworthy of being around Tina, and therefore he refuses to engage with her, in order to avoid an exacerbation of his sense of shame. So even though Ian is romantically attracted to Tina, he doesn’t ask her out because of the inhibiting effect of his God image and the self-image that goes with that Elitist Aristocrat God image.
God images and their corresponding self-images impact the way we see all aspects of our lives. Our perceptions of reality are profoundly influenced by our God images and are self-images, and this extends not just to how we experience others, but it reaches to the furthest corners of our minds and impacts all our internal impressions, not only of God and self, but of everything. Our God images and are self-images create filters that color our perceptions of everything that has happened, that is happening, and that will happen in our lives. Many of these perceptions and impressions do not enter into our awareness, but they impact us just the same.
In fact, I argue that we build an implicit religion around each of our individual God images. Let’s take this slow and easy, because this has some conceptual depth to it.
The Catholic Dictionary defines religion as the moral virtue by which a person is disposed to render to God the worship and service he deserves. [Repeat]
Each warped God image demands certain things from us and informs us about how he is to be worshipped and served. For example, the Demanding Drill Sergeant God image always wants more and more, he wants me to always strive harder, to exhaust myself in prayer and service to others. So in my religion to that God, I put in long hours of volunteering, I push others to do the same, and I treat both myself and others harshly. The Vain Pharisee God image demands that I grovel before him, and humiliate myself in order to give him constant homage, and credit for all success. Therefore, in my worship and service to the Vain Pharisee God I’m extremely stringent and down on myself, and I degrade myself in my prayer and cut myself down in my Bible study group. The Outtogetcha Police Detective God image insist on perfection, and enjoys catching me in sins of commission. Therefore, part of my religion is to be very conservative, to only take on what I feel I can do without any mistakes, so I avoid the messy business of relating to others in a deep way and stay on the periphery of my parish community.
Sometimes we can infer our God image from the religion we seem to be practicing. For example, if I notice I am not praying, what might that say about my recently activated God images?
So Jessica, thank you for this question of How do God images affect our relationships and reactions to others? How we react to our God images and how we react to our self-images in the moment colors are perceptions of everything.
In the previous four episodes of the Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem! Podcast, we have covered twelve God images from Bill and Kristi Gaultiere’s 1989 book Mistaken Identities. I’m adding much more color and background to these God imagers, to make them come even more alive for us Catholics in our present day with the challenges of the coronavirus. With a little imagination, you can see how these God images impact everything if we let them, if we give into them. There’s no corner of our lives no detail of our lives that will escape being affected when we default to our problemat...
Episode 28. Police Detective Gods, Pushy Salesman Gods, and Heartbreaker Gods – August 10, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 28, released on August 10, 2020 and the title is Salesmen Gods, Police Detective Gods and Heartbreaker Gods.
So will cover three more God images today, the Outtogetcha Police Detective God, Pushy Salesman God, and Heartbreaker God. In the previous three episodes, numbers 25, 26, 27, we covered a total of nine God images.
Brief review: let’s just spiral back and review, what are God images again?
My God image is my gut-felt sense of God -- it’s how my heart feels God to be in the moment. My God image is who my emotions insist that God is right here, right now. My God image is very subjective, it can be miles away from who I know God to be intellectually, who I profess God to be. So it is critical to understand is that your God images are not necessarily who you profess God to be with your intellect in your will. They are the subjective, unfiltered, spontaneous, passion-driven representations of God that can vary wildly, sometimes even from moment to moment.
Similarly, my self-image is who I feel myself to be in the present moment, it is who my passions are telling me that I am right this minute. M self-images are much more driven by emotion, much more intuitive, subjective, and they also vary a lot more from moment to moment. My self image in the moment complements my God image in the moment.
That’s a brief review of God images and self-images, but if you want more of a conceptual background for God images, check out episodes 22, 23, and 24 where I much more in-depth explanation of them.
So what is the connection between problematic God images and resilience? Because remember, we are in a sequence in this podcast that is all about resilience. Here is where we get right down to it. We need a deep and abiding confidence in God, especially in God’s Providence in order to be resilient. That resilience is an effect – it’s a consequence of the deep, abiding confidence in God, especially in God’s Providential care for us, His love for us. If you have a deep, abiding, childlike confidence in God and His providential love for you, for you specifically, you will be resilient. Period. Full Stop. Let me say that again, this is absolutely critical to understand. If you have a deep, abiding, childlike confidence in God and His providential love for you, for you specifically, you will be resilient.
Let’s keep in mind how the main psychological reason why we don’t have that deep abiding confidence in God is because we don’t know Him as He truly is. We have problematic God images. We give into those problematic God images, we default to them, we let them dominate us. And these distorted God images lie to us about who God is. They whisper half-truths to us and they draw us away from the real God when we give in to them, when we don’t resist them.
These distorted God images also lie to us about who we are, leading to distorted self-images. Note please don’t misunderstand me. There usually are at least some elements of truth even in the most distorted God images and the most warped self-images. The messages from these distorted God-images and these inaccurate self images aren’t purely false. The messages actually have some kernel of truth in them, which can make it confusing for us.
So here is the causal chain:
We have distorted God images à we give in to those God images, we let them dominate us à our self-image deteriorates à we drift away from God or we flee from him à we lose peace, joy, well-being à we become symptomatic – anxious, depressed, apathetic, hopeless, whatever our symptoms are.
Too often, we tried to intervene at the end of the causal chain. We want to intervene at the symptomatic level. For example, we may take antidepressants to try to knock out our depressive symptoms. Or we might use progressive muscle relaxation or guided imagery or grounding techniques to reduce our anxiety. I’m not condemning these practices, they can be helpful for symptom management. But no medication in the world is going to correct a dysfunctional, distorted God image on its own. Have you ever heard of any psychotropic drug that in its slick advertising promises to improve your relationship with God?
Symptom-focused approaches don’t get at the root causes of our psychological distress. They can create some space with symptom relief for us to more effectively address the root causes, but symptom focused approaches don’t heal those root causes on their own.
It’s also important to note that just because we have anxiety or sadness doesn’t mean we have a distorted God image driving it. Our Lord experienced intense grief. He experienced anxiety in the garden of Gethsemane. This was not a psychological disorder. Our Lady was anxious when searching for 12-year-old Jesus in Jerusalem. This was not because she had some kind of anxiety disorder or emotional dysfunction. So it’s important to note that not all negative emotional experiences or all psychological distress are an effect of problematic God images.
So we had a great meeting last Friday night there were 13 of us from the Resilient Catholics: Carpe Diem! Community in that meeting for a question-and-answer session about God images. It was an excellent discussion. This message came through clearly: Dr. Peter, Dr. Peter, help us resolve are problematic God images help us to work through them help us to heal from these burdensome distorted God images that drag us down. I get it. I hear you. I’m with you. I am working on how to present solutions to you.
I am going ask for little patience. I have nearly 2 decades of experience helping people one-on-one to work through their God images, and while I have a lot left to learn, I do know some things about it. I am still very much sorting through how best to address God images in a podcast format, and how best to assist people with their problematic God images in the RCCD community. Together, we are going to go through some trial and error with that.
Right now, we are really focused on identifying different types of God images. Identification of God images is an essential prerequisite to actually doing the God image work. So I’m excited that people want to work on their God images.
I’ve started having people sign up on the interest list for a course on God images that would focus specifically on resolving them. If you’re interested in getting on that list let me know at [email protected] or at...
Episode 27. Robber Gods, Aristocrat Gods and Marshmallow Gods – August 3, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 27, released on August 3, 2020 and the title is Robber Gods, Aristocrat Gods and Marshmallow Gods.
For those of you who are new to the podcast, first of all, a very hearty welcome to you, I’m glad you’re joining us. I want you to know that each episode can stand alone, and I will provide you with the background you need to understand each episode. However, if you want more of a conceptual background for God images, check out episodes 22, 23, and 24.
Brief review: let’s just circle back around and review, what are God images again?
My God image is my experiential sense of God it’s how my heart sees God, what my feelings tell me about God. My God image is very subjective, it doesn’t necessarily follow what I know about God in my head. My God image is formed out of the relational experiences I’ve had. Different God images can be activated at different times, depending on my emotional states and what psychological mode I am in at any given time. So what’s important to remember is that your God images are not necessarily what you profess to believe with your intellect. Rather, they are the unfiltered, spontaneous, uncensored, gut-felt sense of God in the moment.
Similarly, my self-images are much more driven by emotion, much more intuitive, subjective, and they vary a lot more from moment to moment. My self-image is who I feel myself to be in a given moment, it is who my passions are telling me that I am in the moment. Self-images go together with God images – they impact each other.
In the last two episodes, episode 25 and 26, we looked at a total of six different negative God images originally identified by Christian psychotherapists Bill and Kristi Gaultiere in their 1989 book Mistaken Identities. Those were the Drill Sergeant God, the Statue God, the preoccupied managing director God, Unjust Dictator God, the Vain Pharisee God, and the Critical Scrooge God.
I do want you to know that I’m going beyond their initial conceptualizations and adding much more in these podcast episodes, most of it derived from my clinical experience and also my own experience in my journey with God. So I just want you to know that I am adding a lot of new material, but I do think their initial pioneering work really deserves to be credited.
All right, so let’s go to listener questions. Ryan from Texas has this question:
“After identifying problematic God images in my own life, I want to know how deterministic God images are. Are they imprinted from childhood or do they change with time? And what we do to make our God images align with the loving and caring God we profess to know in our God concept?”
Great question, Ryan. Let’s get into that just briefly right now, and I will say much more about it in future podcast episodes. I also very much want to do a much more in-depth course at Souls & Hearts on God images, particularly how to respond to them, and also how to bring them into greater harmony with who God really is.
That’s one measure of mental health, is when our God images reflect the reality of our loving and caring God. So if you are interested in a course like that, let me know. Once I have 25 people that would be committed to a much more in-depth course, and would be willing to pay for it, I could begin to set aside the time to create it. If you’re interested in that, call me or text me at 317-567-9594 or email me at [email protected] and let me know, and I put you on the list.
So back to Ryan’s question Initially, God images are formed in us from our first days. Even as infants, we are learning about the world and nonverbal assumptions are being formed in us. Imagine an infants, I will call him baby Joe, who has an attuned, psychologically healthy mother who can really enter into the baby’s experience. The mother is able to intuit what the baby needs, and meet those needs in a loving, competent way. The baby has a sense of being seen and known, and also has safety and security, which are the first to conditions of secure attachment. This sets the baby up to have a greater sense of safety and security, a greater sense of being seen and known by God.
Contrast that baby’s experience with another, who I will call baby Tom, whose father recently divorced his mother. Baby Tom’s mother is stressed out, having to reenter the workforce, feeling a deep sense of shame and abandonment, and is struggling with depression and anxiety. Unconsciously, baby Tom’s mother blames baby Tom for driving away her husband. This is going to have a huge impact on baby Tom’s sense of being seen and known, of being safe and secure.
So it’s clear that baby Joe and baby Tom are going to have different starting points with regard to their God images. The impact of parents’ ways of relating with children is difficult to underestimate when it comes to the generation of children’s God images. Nevertheless, and this is very important, there is another factor that has an even greater impact on what the ultimate God images are. And that, my dear listeners is what is our experience of the actual living God. These God images that are formed in us beyond our control will change over time, if we bring ourselves into contact with God really is. The reason that so many God images seem to be so sticky, they seem to hang around so much, is because they have not yet been corrected by God. Sometimes God delays correcting these God images, to draw us into deeper relationship with him. Other times though, we refuse to allow God into our lives in a way that would help us see and know who he really is. We default to our negative God images and we don’t invite him into our lives. And there are reasons for that, and will get into those in future episodes. For now, Ryan, I want you and the rest of the listeners to know that the way we engage with the living God, as he is, the way we allow him into our lives into relationship with us – that is going to have much more of an impact on our God images over time than our original upbringing.
So our God images can and should change over time. As we deepen in the spiritual life, as we deepen our relationship with God, our God images will conform more to our God concept, which will conform more to who God really is.
Ok, with that, let’s dive into the three God images we are reviewing today, these are the Robber God, the Elite Aristocrat God, and the Marshmallow God.
Robber God: This God robs me of good things, and prevents me from having good fortune. He...
Episode 26. Dictator, Pharisee, and Scrooge God Images – July 27, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 26, released on July 27, 2020 and it’s called Dictator Gods, Pharisee Gods, and Scrooge Gods.
In the last episode, episode 25, we looked at three different negative God images proposed by Christian psychotherapists Bill and Kristi Gaultiere in their book Mistaken Identities, published in 1989. Last week, I decided to reach out to the Gaultieres and let them know that we were discussing their book on this podcast so I emailed them. Sometimes I do that. I just reach out to people. Who knows what will happen?
And Sue, the representative from their ministry, their ministry is called Soul Shepherding – Sue got back to me – Sue got back to me and said “What a blessing to hear from you and to learn of the good work that you are doing for the Kingdom! It was such an encouragement to hear that you are able to use our resources in your ministry.” Isn’t that cool? I think that’s cool.
But wait, there’s more. I made a request of the Gaultieres and their ministry for something I wanted to give to the member of the Resilient Catholics Carpe Diem Community – I wanted their permission to be able to pass on something special to those of you those of you who have joined the RCCD community and they said yes. At the end of this episode, I will tell you what that something special is, so stay with me until the end, OK?. Oooh, very exciting.
In the last episode, I put the question out to you, my audience members – are you interested in this stuff? Do you want me to cover more of these god images? And if so, which ones? I really want this podcast to be interactive, I want to hear from you.
Jane in Indiana emailed in, “I want you to do all the God images. They are fascinating!” Now that is enthusiasm, thank you Jane. I just love it. I really want this podcast to not just be transformative, not just to make a big difference in your life, but to be interesting, no, not just interesting, but fascinating.
Along with Jane in Indiana, I think this God image stuff is fascinating. It’s also vitally important, not only for our spiritual well-being, but also our psychological well-being. You can’t have abiding peace, a deep joy, or a solid sense of well-being if you are dominated by negative God images. It’s just not possible to give in to wretched God images and be happy. This is so vitally important, people, this God image issue, because how we respond to God images is really going to determine our peace and joy and well-being, both in the natural realm and in the supernatural realm. Will we approach God? Will we flee from Him? Will we fight him? Will we refuse to follow Him or even believe in him?
So we have two ways we can overcome this issue. One is to recognize our negative God images and respond to them in a positive way. And in future episodes we will get into how to respond to negative God images. I promise. So the first way to handle negative God images is to recognize them and respond well. The second way is to resolve them. I mean it. To actually resolve them, to heal them. And we will discuss how to do that in future episode as well, and especially in the Resilient Catholics Carpe Diem community that has grown up around this podcast.
In this episode, we’re going to review three more problematic God images described by Bill and Kristi Gaultiere’s book Mistaken Identities
Brief review: let’s just circle back around and review, what are God images again?
My God image is my emotional and subjective experience of God, who I feel God to be in the moment. This is my experiential sense how my feelings and how my heart interpret God. My God images are heavily influenced by psychological factors, and different God images can be activated at different times, depending on my emotional states and what psychological mode I am in at a given time. God images are always formed experientially. God images flow from our relational experiences and how we construe and make sense of those images when we are very young.
My God images can be and usually are radically different than my God concept. God concept is what I profess about God, what I choose to believe about God, what I endorse about God. Intellectual understanding.
Self-images are much more driven, much more intuitive, subjective, and they vary a lot more from moment to moment. Who I feel myself to be in a given moment, it is who my passions are telling me who I am. Self-images go together with God images – they impact each other.
If you haven’t already listened to episodes 22, 23, and 24 of this podcast, make sure you check them out, because they have lot more conceptual information and definitions of God images.
So I had a question from a listener Martha in Indiana who wondered if it's usual to say 'yes' to many God images? Martha is essentially asking if we can have more than one God image, can we have different God images at different times?
Now much of the God image literature seems to assume that there is one primary God image. And that makes sense, because often we are in our standard mode of operating. However, there is a greater awareness that, because we have multiple modes of operating, we also may have multiple God images. Sometimes we depart from our standard mode of operating. Clinically, I have no doubt that each of us has several or even many God images. So, my dear Martha, I absolutely believe that we have more than one God images.
Over the past several years, I have identified in myself 11 different modes of operating. I have 11 distinct and identifiable ways of being. I think of models of operating as like parts of me. Kind of like in the Pixar movie Inside Out, where the main character Riley has different parts of her, each part having its primary emotion, like the red character was angry, the blue round character was sad and so on..
Each part of me has a mode of operating each part of me has characteristic feelings, desires, impulses, attitudes, and assumptions about the world. And each of my modes of operating has its own God image and its own self-image. So I have 11 God images and 11 self-images.
So do you see what you opened up with your question, Martha? I wasn’t going to go into all of this yet, I wasn’t going to get into all this self-disclosure in this episode, but your question brought it up.
So that’s important to know in and but I’m bringing that up now, because I really do want you to pay attent...
Episode 25. Drill Sergeant Gods, Statue Gods, and Preoccupied Manager Gods, Oh My…
July 13, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 25, released on July 20, 2020 and it’s called Drill Sergeant Gods, Statue Gods, and Preoccupied Manager Gods, Oh My…
Self-concept: This what we intellectually believe about ourselves, who we profess ourselves to be, what we understand about ourselves, our mental construct of ourselves. The self-concept of a practicing Catholic, for example, may include being a beloved child of God. There’s a link between God concepts and Self-concepts – they go together, they harmonize. Loving Shepherd, little sheep.
Self-images on the other hand, are much more emotionally driven, much more intuitive, subjective, and they vary a lot more from moment to moment. These go together with God images – they impact each other
My God image is my emotional and subjective experience of God, who I feel God to be in the moment. May or may not correspond to who God really is.
Initially my God images are shaped by the relationship that I have with my parents. This is my experiential sense how my feelings and how my heart interpret God. My God images are heavily influenced by psychological factors, and different God images can be activated at different times, depending on my emotional states and what psychological mode I am in at a given time.
God images are always formed experientially. God images flow from our relational experiences and how we construe and make sense of those images when we are very young.
My God images can be and usually are radically different than my God concept.
My God concept What I profess about God. It is my more intellectual understanding of God, based on what one has been taught, but also based on what I have explored through reading. I decide to believe in my God concept. Reflected in the Creed, expanded in the Catechism, formal teaching.
So in the text exchange with a listener who I will call Beth, because that’s her name, Beth told me that she was having a hard time figuring out her own God images. So I thought I would bring in the best resource
Mistaken Identity William and Kristi Gaultiere 1989 Fleming H. Revell -- 3 decades ago.
14 Unloving God images – drawn from I Corinthians 13, 4-7.
Preoccupied manager director God
Statue God
Robber God
Vain Pharisee God
Elitist aristocrat God
Pushy salesman God
Magic Genie God
Demanding drill sergeant God
Outtogetcha Police Detective God
Unjust dictator God
Marshmallow God
Critical Scrooge God
Party-pooper God
Heartbreaker God
Preoccupied Managing Director God: God is busy running the world, but God doesn’t take the initiative, time, or energy to really relate with me, to connect with me. God cares about me, but he is overtaxed. He is impatient, it is hard to get His attention. God may want to give more to everyone, but He has limited resources and has to allocate them carefully, to those who most deserve them. Comfort and help might come if I my situation is desperate enough.
Bible verse: Psalm 13 opening: How long, Lord? Will you utterly forget me? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I carry sorrow in my soul, grief in my heart day after day? How long will my enemy triumph over me?
Self-image: I am not important enough, not worthy enough for God’s attention, for his care, for him to be concerned about me. The problems, cares, and concerns of my life are not significant enough to warrant his attention. God can’t be disturbed with my relatively minor concerns and difficulties. God has little bandwidth for me, doesn’t need to be saddled with my petty wishes and desired. Twisting in the wind. I am an unprofitable servant, so God leaves me to my own devices.
Attachment History – over-parentified children of families with harried, distressed parents, often with financial concerns and time pressure. Children with a Preoccupied Managing Director God image learn that they are rewarded for being “low-maintenance” and not adding to their parents’ troubles by voicing their concerns. Praised for how independent, mature, and responsible they are. Anxious-preoccupied attachment style – they want intimacy, connection with God, but they feel that have to go without it, because they just don’t matter enough. They generally don’t feel seen and known, and they don’t believe that God cherishes them – rather God sees them as a burden.
Coronavirus Crisis: Readily activated now – some are not feel much of God’s presence. Lots more responsibilities, lots of decisions, lots of stress. Others, such as supervisors, superiors have more responsibilities, show less patience, more irritability. Aging parents, more self-absorbed. Loss of connection. Responsibilities piling on – decision fatigue – when to wear masks, what activities can we do, conflicting feedback from politicians, medical experts, government leaders. No help in sight. And you can see how
Vignette: Paula – 17 year old, second oldest child of a family of 6, father was preoccupied with his business, not doing well with the coronavirus, Mom is stressed, working a part-time job and still wanting to homeschool, and her father is self-absorbed with some health issues. Her older brother escaped the household by enlisting in the Navy and the third oldest in the family, a 15 year old son, is rebellious, acting out by not completing his schoolwork, announcing that he is an atheist, and experimenting with alcohol. Paula doesn’t feel like she can burden her mother with any of her issues, lest she become impatient and irritable and act in the role of a martyr. The 3 youngest children are emotionally and relationally draining for her mother who is strenuously trying to hold them to high standards. Paula has barely enough time to complete her studies to her mother’s exacting principles, essentially teaching herself from a boxed curriculum. Paula’s is trying to hold her family together, and feels like she is a fish in a puddle that is evaporating. She tries to rely on herself, but is developing and increasingly intense anger toward God and she is not aware of the anger. Prayer – another responsibility, another thing to check off her list, based off a sense of duty. Very dry, uncomfortable, sense of not mattering, not being cared for. Now she has lost some activities she enjo...
Episode 24. God Images and Self Images
July 13, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 24, released on July 13, 2020 and it’s called God Images and Self Images.
Today we’re going to consolidate some of our learning to date, spiraling back to a few key concepts and then bringing those key concepts to life in a story. You may remember Richard and Susan from Episodes 17 and 19 when we were doing a three-episode series on grief – you long-time listeners that were with us six to eight weeks ago may remember. And you may have forgotten. No worries. Don’t worry if you don’t remember. We are going to review all the key concepts briefly here and I’ll catch you all up on the doings of Susan and Richard, as we begin this fifth installment on Catholic resilience. We’re also going to take a close, in-depth look at the negative God images that Richard and Susan struggle with, and how those God images impact how they feel about themselves and each other. Now if you are just joining us, Richard and Susan are made up – I created these characters to illustrate the concepts we’re discussing, buy they are realistic, and have issues common in our lives.
I said were going to review what a God image is, so let’s just go over that again briefly.
My God image is my emotional and subjective experience of God, who I feel God to be in the moment. May or may not correspond to who God really is.
Initially my God images are shaped by the relationship that I have with my parents. This is my experiential sense how my feelings and how my heart interpret God. My God images are heavily influenced by psychological factors, and different God images can be activated at different times, depending on my emotional states and what psychological mode I am in at a given time.
God images are always formed experientially. God images flow from our relational experiences and how we construe and make sense of those images when we are very young.
My God images can be and usually are radically different than my God concept.
My God concept What I profess about God. It is my more intellectual understanding of God, based on what one has been taught, but also based on what I have explored through reading. I decide to believe in my God concept. Reflected in the Creed, expanded in the Catechism, formal teaching.
This distinction between God image and God concept is so critical, I really want you to grip onto it, to really understand it a deep level. I hope you can really digest to the difference, not just at a conceptual level, but at a much deeper level in you, and hang onto it for the rest of your lives. I mean that. Remember the causal chain that we discussed last time?
Letting ourselves be taken in by our bad God images leads us to lose confidence in God, which in turn causes us to become much less resilient.
Allowing our problematic, heretical God images to dominate us, to exert influence on us in subtle but powerful ways. In the last episode, Episode 23, we discussed how the greatest sin against the First Commandment among us serious Catholics is defaulting to our negative God images, and letting them rule us, not resisting their pull on us, letting them draw us away from God.
The more we give into our negative, heretical God images, the more they color our God concepts, leading us to entertain doubts in our intellect about God’s love, his power, his mercy, his goodness. And once we abandon our God concept to the notions of our heretical God images, we are headed for major trouble.
Richard and Susan from Episodes 17 and 19 on Grief. We’re going to take a close look at Susan’s God images throughout her life to date in more detail, and in order to do that, we have to go back 100 years, and some generations.
Susan’s father Pawel-- Born 1919 in Pittsburgh to Polish immigrant parents, Pawel’s mother died shortly after he was born from Spanish influenza. Youngest of three brothers. Grew up in the 1920s with his father and two older brothers. No sisters, no experience of mother, no stepmother – some extended family but not really close. Pawel’s father (Susan’s grandfather) was a wheelwright, making wagon wheels. At age 10, Al experienced the stock market crash and the Great Depression, hard times, unemployment, and a rough house, with some alcoholism. So Pawel grew up in difficult economic circumstances, completed 8th grade, went to work as a printer’s apprentice and then to war in 1942 and fought in the American infantry in France under Pershing.
In 1945, return with some shellshock, not able to talk about war experiences. In 1951 six years after the war ended, 32 year old Pawel married Maja, an 18 year old Polish immigrant who had US shortly after WWII ended. He had known Maja’s family.
Maja was devoted to Pawel, very social, very outgoing, but with a history of unresolved war trauma from the German invasion of Poland when she was a little girl in the late 1930’s. Pawel and Maja had four children, three boys and then Zuzanna – which is Polish for Susan -- Zuzanna was the youngest of the four, born in 1960. Life was good for the family in the 1950s and 1960s.
Susan:
§ Susan’s Father the good days
· Worked in a printing shop, a master printer, first shift
· High school education, funny, affectionate, a great story teller
· Susan was the youngest, and the only girl, three older brothers, everyone said she was her mother’s daughter, similar to Mom Maja in so many ways, both physically and in her personality
· Dad gave her lots of warmth and affection as a baby and toddler and little girl, all through grade school – he read to her and was like the coolest dad, because he would come to her tea parties with her dolls –
§ God image – Susan found it easy to pray – first communion, first confession. Warmth toward God, sunny days. Felt beloved.
§ Susan’s Father – the difficult days
· But when she turned 14, in 1974, it became a difficult relationship – she and her father did not see eye to eye.
o When Susan reached puberty, Dad withdrew emotionally – seemed to reject her hugs and kisses, told her those were “things little girls did” and “Susan, you’re a big girl now”
o She told him he had always said she’d be his little girl and didn’t understand when he said nothing in response
o She didn’t understand the tears in his eyes or why he’d turn away, leave her and watch TV alone in his d...
Episode 23. Sinning, God Images, and Resilience
July 6, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 23, released on July 6, 2020 and it’s called Sinning, God Images, and Resilience.
I am really excited to be with you today, we have a great episode coming up, where we will be bringing together all the conceptual information from the last three sessions and seeing how it all works together in real life, in real situations, real adversity and real hardship, all from a Catholic worldview.
Let’s start with a brief review, spiraling back to the critical concepts that we have been studying about resilience from a Catholic perspective. If you are new to the podcast, first of all welcome, I’m glad you’re here. All you need to know conceptually we will cover in the next few minutes or so. You can review the last three episodes, episodes 20, 21 and 22 if you want to get into more detail about the concepts in this brief review.
Let’s start with the definition of Catholic resilience – you will see how it is really different from secular understandings of resilience. For our purposes, I’m defining Catholic resilience as “the process of accepting and embracing adversity, trials, stresses and suffering as crosses. Catholic resilience sees these crosses as gifts from our loving, attuned God, gifts to transform us, to make us holy, to help us be better able to love and to be loved than we ever were before, and to ultimately bring us into loving union with Him.
That is what I want for you. For you to transform your suffering into a means of making you holier, more peaceful, and more joyful. Not to take away any necessary suffering from you – not to take away the crosses God has given you. I am here to help you reduce, to eliminate your psychological impediments to not only accepting those crosses but embracing them, and transforming your suffering into the means of your salvation. You have to be resilient to do that, and not as the world sees resilience, but resilience firmly grounded in a Catholic understanding.
Remember how we need a deep and abiding confidence in God, especially in God’s Providence in order to be resilient? That resilience is an effect – it’s a consequence of the deep, abiding confidence in God, especially in God’s Providential care and love for us. If you have the deep, abiding confidence in God and His providential love for you, you specifically, you will be resilient. Repeat.
Remember also how the main psychological reason why we don’t have that deep abiding confidence in God is because we don’t know him as He truly is. We have problematic God images. Our God images fluctuate, they can be as unstable as water. These are the subjective, emotionally-driven ways we construe God in the moment. These are automatic, spontaneously emerging, and they are not necessary consented to by the will.
These God images stand in contrast to our God concept, which is the representation of God that we profess, that we intellectually endorse, that we have come to believe intellectually through reading, studying, discerning. It is the representation of God that we endorse and describe when others ask us who God is.
When our problematic, inaccurate, heretical God images get activated, they compromise our whatever confidence have in God, whatever childlike trust we have in God. So here’s the key causal chain:
Bad God images lead to lack of confidence in God, which leads to a loss of resilience.
And psychological factors contribute to these bad God images. Here’s the idea. Think about al little child. 12 months old or 18 months old, looking at his father. To that toddler, his father seems like a God – really huge – probably 10 times his weight, more than twice his height, so much stronger than he is, able to do so much more in the world. That toddler, as he comes into awareness about God, is going to transfer his experience of his parents and other caregivers into his God images.
Here’s an important point for you to know as you wrap your mind around God images. God images are always formed experientially. God images flow from our relational experiences and how we construe and make sense of those images when we are very young. And that’s critical – we shape our first God images in the first two years of our lives. Those first two years of life have huge impact on the formation of our initial God images. And that makes sense, because our first two years of life have a huge impact on how we experience and understand relationships generally. Our experience of other important caregivers, especially parents, but also grandparents and others shape our psychological expectations of what God is like. And often we are not aware of those expectations. Our assumptions may be unknown to our intellects, to our conscious minds. Simply put, our God images are often unconscious. Our God images may be unconscious, but they still affect us, they still impact us and exercise influences on us. We can choose to accept that we have these problematic God images and deal with them directly, or we can deny that they exist and try to shove them away, ignore them, suppress them, and drive them into the unconscious.
Ok, now for a little speculative Malinoski theology. Bur first, you need to know that I could be wrong about some of these concepts that I am discussing. Now I’m really serious about this. As a professional who has teaches publicly and speculates publicly about the intersection of psychological and Catholicism, I am acutely aware that I can be wrong about things. If any of you listeners, particularly those who are well formed theologically and philosophically, detect that I am ever teaching anything that contradicts the Faith, I want you to tell me. This is really pioneering work we are doing together. For more than a decade, I didn’t teach this kind of thing publically. I wasn’t sure about getting into God images and God concepts, for example. What if I was wrong? What if I started leading people astray? How can I be sure that don’t make mistakes? And then I realized I was making the bigger mistake of burying my talent, the mistake of omission. I needed to become more resilient. To become more resilient, I needed to have a deeper and more abiding confidence in God. I need to know at a deep level that whatever public teaching I did wasn’t happening in a vacuum, with God millions of miles away, leaving me to my own devices, letting me persist in my errors. No. God is near. God is minding me, minding this store. And if I fell down, if I went astray, He would come looking for me, like the shepherd who lost one of 100 sheep and left the 99 behind to find the stray one.
So here’s the thing. We hear about the First Commandment still from time to time, right? ...
Episode 22. The Core of Catholic Resilience
June 29, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 22, and it’s called The Core of Catholic Resilience.
Today we are going to the core of Catholic resilience, we are going to discover what drives resilience in the saints. We are discussing the one central theme that is absolutely essential for the kind of resilience that transcends this natural world, that incorporates not just our natural gifts, but grace as well. The saints are the most resilient people who ever walked the face of the earth. What is the secret of the resilience of the saints? That’s the question we are focusing on today. What is the secret of the super resilience of the saints, the secret that allows them to rise up again when they fall under the weight of adversity, of persecution, of their own failings, weakness and sins? We are getting to that in just a moment.
I am a believer in spiral learning, especially for this podcast and for the online learning at Souls and Hearts. So what is spiral learning? Guess what! It’s definition time with Dr. Peter. [cue sound effect]
In a spiral learning approach, the basic facts of a subject are learned, without worrying much about the details. Just the main, plain concept. As learning progresses, more and more details are introduced. These new details are related to the basic concepts which are reemphasized many times to help enter them into long-term memory.
Repeat. That’s spiral learning. Homeschoolers might recognize that from the way Saxon math works or the way some other programs teach.
Why spiral learning. I really want you to integrate what you learn in these podcasts into the whole of your being – not just have them go in one ear and out the other, but for you to really grip on to them, really hold them, even when times are tough, even when you are in a dark place, even when emotions run high.
My self-defense instructor James Yeager, in a fighting pistol course I took several years ago taught the class that “The only things you really possess are those things you can carry with you at a dead run.” He was referring to gear, including weapons mindset – he is really big on mindset, having your head right in crisis situations, and worked with his students to integrate his teachings throughout their whole beings, to have the right responses come up habitually, automatically, reflexively. I want that for you. So in these podcasts, we’re nourishing the mind, we’re focusing on the concepts, we’re starting there. The experiential work will help with the rest of the integration into your heartset, your soulset and your bodyset.
Since we are already on a hard road together in the Christian life. I want to make the learning about Catholic resilience and growing in resilience as easy as possible for you.
So we will spiral upward, coming back to the main themes in the podcast over and over again with new details, new data points, lots of examples, and of course, stories. As a psychologist and educator, I want this to be really easy for you to take in. Another benefit of that approach is that each podcast episode can stand alone – you can just pick this up the middle of this series on resilience can get the background you need for the topic of the episode. I’m really thinking about you when I put these together.
So let’s briefly review what we’ve learned in this series on Catholic resilience.
In episode 20, two weeks ago, we discussed the 10 factors of resilience offered by the secular experts. These were the ten essential aspects of resilience as summarized by Southwick and Charney, two writer for a general audience on resilience whom I respect. In episode 21 last week we got into the three major ways that secular understandings of resilience are lacking from a Catholic perspective, three important mistakes that secular professionals make in understanding resilience, the things that they miss because of their non-Catholic worldviews. If you have the time, you can check those two episodes out if you haven’t already, they help to put today’s episode into context, but suffice it to say for today, that Catholic resilience is very different than a secular understanding of resilience.
In the last episode, I offered a definition of Catholic resilience, comparing secular understandings of resilience to a Catholic understanding of resilience. So now, just to get us all up to speed, let’s review that definition of Catholic resilience. It’s definition time with Dr. Peter
Catholic resilience “the process of accepting and embracing adversity, trauma, trials, stresses and suffering as crosses. Catholic resilience sees these crosses as gifts from our loving, attuned God, gifts to transform us, to make us holy, to help us be better able to love and to be loved than we ever were before, and to ultimately bring us into loving union with Him.
Today we are making a deep dive into the one essential requirement, the one prerequisite, the one necessary quality you have to have to be resilient as a Catholic. All the other factors of Catholic resilience flow from this core, this central principle.
Now you are asking, Dr. Peter, what is this core of resilience, this central principle of Catholic resilience? I am glad you asked. The core of Catholic resilience, the kind of holy resilience of the saint is…
Drum Role
A deep and abiding confidence in God, especially in God’s Providence.
What I am saying is that resilience is an effect – it’s a consequence of the deep, abiding confidence in God, especially in God’s Providential care and love for us. . Resilience flows from that confidence in God – confidence in God’s care and love for me, specifically. So resilience is an effect of the spiritual life.
OK. Let’s break this down, to make sure we’re on the same page. What do I mean by confidence in God?
St. Thomas Aquinas defines it as confidence in God as “a hope, fortified by solid conviction.” So confidence in God is Hope, but it is a hope fortified, not just an ordinary hope, which could be lost. It is a higher level of hope, a hope fortified by solid conviction. The difference between hope and confidence is only a matter of degree – they are the same, but confidence, because it is fortified by solid conviction, is hope supercharged, a super hope, as King David sang in Psalm 119 (118). “In verba tua supersperavi” read the Latin. Speravi is I have hoped – Supersperavi – I have hope to the highest level. Typical translation “I have hoped in thy word.”
Let’s look at solid conviction. So solid. What does that mean? Firm, grounded, immovable, consistent. Conviction -- wh...
Episode 21. Catholic Resilience – Where the Secular Experts Get Resilience Wrong.
June 22, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resilience, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 21, and it’s called Catholic Resilience – Where the Secular Experts Get Resilience Wrong
In our last episode, we started a deep dive into resilience by looking at secular conceptualizations of resilience. We discussed how in the secular world resilience is about adapting yourself to life’s demands, it’s about handling the challenges and curve balls that life throws at you with poise and confidence. It’s about getting back to previous levels of functioning and adaptation. It’s about getting up as many times as you are knocked down by dangers and misfortunes, it’s about journeying on under the load of troubles and difficulties that life brings us. It’s about not succumbing to failure, not collapsing under stress, not being destabilized by hardships and tough situations.
The American Psychological Association defines resilience as “the process of adapting well in the face of adversity, trauma, tragedy, threats or significant sources of stress— such as family and relationship problems, serious health problems or workplace and financial stressors. It means "bouncing back" from difficult experiences.” You know, like a racquetball that gets hit, squashed, and then regains its shape. {insert sound}
Seems reasonable enough, right? I mean, it’s the American Psychological Association, you know, the professionals speaking here. And in fact there’s a lot of good in that definition that we can draw from. In considering resilience, though, we as believing, practicing Catholics need to rework the secular notions ingrained in us by our culture. And that’s what I am here to help you do. I am here to challenge notions commonly held by Catholics that are actually not grounded in Catholicism.
There are three major problems with the secular definition of resilience.
First problem: Secular mental health professionals look to at their clients’ personal resources, their talents, their skills, their gifts. The secular clinicians will work with primarily with those asset and strengths. These clinicians think about how their clients can have greater autonomy, greater agency, be better able to access their assets and strengths to better adapt to the world. Most of them will also assess the social support that their clients can access from their close relationships. Nothing wrong with that, insofar as it goes. Insofar as it goes. But it doesn’t go far enough. As Catholics, we’re not supposed to rely primarily on ourselves, we’re not supposed to be independent, rugged individualists. And we’re not supposed to rely primarily on our close relationships either, because all other people have their flaws and they will disappoint us. We’re supposed to rely primarily on God – on His love, His mercy, His power, His constancy. And while more and more secular clinicians are open to bringing in their clients’ spirituality to help their clients become resilient, it’s not the top thing on the list. Spiritual resources made Southwick and Charney’s top ten list of resilience factors, but not until number 4 and a little bit in number 10. From a Catholic perspective, God is absolutely primary in resilience. And this is the biggest problem of secular-based psychologies in general, not just with regard to resiliency.
We need to not only understand with our minds who we are and who God is – we also need to involve our souls, our hearts, our bodies. This is not easy. There are lots and lots and lots of psychological obstacles to seeing God as He really is. And I am here to help you do that. We will go through this process together, harmonizing the best of psychology with a Catholic worldview as we go through all the factors of resilience. That is what is unique about this podcast. That is what is unique about Souls and Hearts. We ground psychology in an authentic Catholic anthropology, an authentic Catholic worldview. Now today we’re not going into all the solutions for Catholics to become more resilient. Be patient, I promise you that is coming up in future episodes and especially in the workshops and experiential work that we do in the Resilient Catholics: Carpe Diem! Community. I want you to become much more resilient, and we’re starting with understanding the conceptual landscape first. All right, so that covers the first problem that secular clinicians have with guiding others to resiliency – not giving God His primary role.
Here’s the second problem of secular approaches to resilience. Most mental health professionals work to minimize suffering and maximize one’s enjoyment of life. They misunderstand suffering. Most assume either consciously or unconsciously that suffering is to be avoided, minimized, that it is bad. They want their clients to feel better, to enjoy life more, to avoid getting hurt, to be able to pursue their own dreams and follow their own paths, to be able to make their own meaning out of life. They don’t use this word, but which philosophical system argues for maximizing enjoyment and minimizing suffering as the best way? Well, dear listeners, the word for the belief system that emphasizes maximizing pleasure and minimizing pain is hedonism. Hedonism. And hedonism has always been really popular because in our fallen human conditions, hedonism makes sense to our passions – we naturally want to avoid pain and we naturally want to pursue pleasure. It’s a very worldly way of looking at meaning and purpose in life.
Most mental health professionals don’t understand the meaning of the cross. They don’t understand the importance of redemptive suffering. And hey, it’s not easy to grasp deeply the meaning of the cross. There’s a lot of ways that people, even Catholics, even faithful devout Catholics get the meaning of the Cross wrong. The meaning of the cross is not intuitive to the vast majority of us, it’s not available to unaided human reason. We need divine revelation to understand the meaning of the cross and why the cross is a gift that almost everybody rejects. Remember that the cross is a stumbling block and a folly – Christ’s cross was seen by the Jews of his day as disgraceful, shameful, a sign that he was cursed by God. To the Greeks of the day, focused the cycles of time, on order, on harmony, on beauty, the crucifixion was jarring, discordant event, and the resurrection hard to believe.
But all things work together for good for those who love the Lord – Romans 8:28. All things. Therefore all things can be gifts. If we are loving the Lord, we can receive our sufferings, as gifts, as our crosses that will bring us to salvation, to the joys of eternal life. Now this can be extremely difficult to do.&...
Episode 20. Resilience: Ten Factors
June 15, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resiliency, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 20, where we are starting a multi-episode deep dive into resilience and discuss 10 elements that constitute resilience as defined by the general literature. Today we are going to define resilience and cover 10 primary resilience factors – from a secular perspective. This is episode 20 entitled Resilience: Ten Factors and it is released on June 15, 2020. In the next episodes were are going to get much more into how to develop greater resilience. In the next episode, we are also going to get into a Catholic understanding of resilience that incorporates what we know to be true by our faith.
But for today, we are starting with how secular psychology defines resilience. We are looking at the elements that secular psychology states are the factors of resilience. We want a solid conceptual base, we are being catholic with a small c here, meaning universal. I’m drawing from many sources here, but there’s one book that stands out, one book that I’m using in particular for this episode, because of how it’s based in research and its simple, effective organization. It includes insights from neuroscience research, and it has great illustrative stories, so it’s more than readable, it’s engaging. The book is “Resilience: The Science of Mastering Life’s Greatest Challenges by Steven Southwick and Dennis Charney. The book is now in its second edition and I like their structure and their emphasis on looking for research-based evidence, not just their personal experience.
So what is resilience? What does secular psychology mean by resilience? Let’s define resilience. It’s definition time. [Cue sound effect]
The American Psychological Association defines resilience as “the process of adapting well in the face of adversity, trauma, tragedy, threats or significant sources of stress— such as family and relationship problems, serious health problems or workplace and financial stressors. It means "bouncing back" from difficult experiences.”
Let’s break that down. In the secular world, resilience is about adapting yourself to life’s demands, it’s about handling the challenges and curve balls that life throws at you with poise. It’s about recovering previous levels. It’s about getting up as many times as you are knocked down by dangers and misfortunes, it’s about journeying on under the load of troubles and difficulties that life brings us. It’s about not succumbing to failure, not collapsing under stress, not being destabilized by hardships and tough situations.
The word resilience derives from the present participle of the Latin verb resilire, meaning "to jump back" or "to recoil."
The concept of psychological resilience draws from physics. In physics, resilience is the ability of an elastic material (such as rubber) to absorb energy when it is deformed by some agent and release that energy as it springs back to its original shape.
Imagine a racquetball flying back to the player, [cue sound] who strikes the ball with the racquet, squeezing the ball, flattening the rubber. The ball absorbs the energy of the swing and then in its resilience, it launches off the racquet, discharging all that energy as it flies away.
What resilience is not: Misconceptions that people have. Being resilient does not mean you won’t struggle, suffer or experience adversity. It also doesn’t mean that hardships and challenges don’t affect you. It’s not stoicism and it’s not being numb or nonreactive. It’s not about not having needs.
Resilience is adapting well, regaining your shape after you’ve been knocked hard, just like that racquetball springing back into shape. It’s not a fixed trait – it is something that can be learned, practiced, improved. And that is what this series on resilience is all about – it’s about helping you become more resilient in the face of this coronavirus crisis, so you can be loved and you can love God and others.
So what are the 10 factors of resilience, according to Southwick and Charney? Let’s just list them, and then we will go into more depth on each one. Remember, I am using their language here and keeping their focus on a general audience. In future episodes, we are going to ground the concept of resilience in a Catholic worldview and we are going to really tweak these. These will be in the show notes on our website, so you can find them there, no need to take notes. Really listen in, take these in. In future episodes in this sequence, we will get much more into how do you cultivate these factors, how do you bring them together. Right now, we are pursuing understanding.
1. Optimism: The Belief in a brighter future – that things will turn out well. With enough hard work, I will succeed. Can’t be a blind optimism – not a naïve optimism. Looking on the bright side of life. Dwell on the positive. Glass half empty vs. half full.
2. Facing Fear: Not avoiding fear. Southwick and Charney are really talking about courage here. Not just giving into fear. Courage is not the absence of fear – it’s overcoming fear, it’s not letting fear master you. But it’s not just the development of virtue. There are test techniques that help with this and we will get into those techniques. Facing fear with friends, colleagues and with spiritual support – general audience, but here is the spiritual entering in.
3. A Moral Compass, Ethics, and Altruism: Doing What is Right -- Southwick and Charney don’t have much patience or acceptance for moral relativism. They advise having a moral compass and consulting it. Getting outside yourself, not being self-absorbed. Here they focus in on courage again. Having a backbone. They discuss how sometimes the choices are extremely difficult.
4. Religion and Spirituality: Drawing on Faith – really interesting in a book for general audience. Especially helpful in fearing death. – This is not the end.
5. Social Support -- can’t be isolated, can’t be alone. We need to reach out. Social support protects against physical and mental illness. Social neuroscience.
6. Role Models: We all need them. We can’t raise ourselves. We need mentor, guides to help us find our way. Parents, other relatives, teachers, coaches, friends, colleagues, even children – our own or others. People that show us the way. Breaking out from the effects of negative role models, not imitating our parents or others clo...
Episode 19: Healing from Losses, Healing with Grief
June 8, 2020
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resiliency, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 19, Healing from Losses, Healing with Grief, released on June 8, 2020. And in this episode we really get into how do we heal? How do we move through our losses and heal?
Story Time
Remember the story of Richard and Susan from Episode 17? Let’s catch up with them and see how they are doing. Now Richard and Susan have been married 28 years, and their three sons are 27, 25, and 23 years old, and all have moved out of the home and are very busy with their lives.
Richard is 61 years old and is somewhat emotionally reserved – he was introverted, and didn’t talk a lot about feelings. He is not that interested in religion, but usually attends Sunday Mass with Susan. He had risen in management at his international engineering firm, eventually leading a team of six in joint venture in artificial intelligence with a foreign company. When that joint venture ended abruptly due to the other firm stealing intellectual property, and the coronavirus lockdowns happened, Richard was laid off. With the worsening economic environment, it’s unlikely he will return to that position. He is struggling with identity issues now, as he has been so invested in his work for so many years. After the layoff he initially kept himself busy with home projects and tinkering with go karts, but lately he has been much more withdrawn and spent much more time distracting himself on the internet, and also experimenting with day-trading stocks.
Susan is 60, she is more extroverted, much more emotionally expressive with a wide circle of friends and acquaintances. Susan is eagerly awaiting grandchildren now that her oldest son has married. She had been hoping that with her husband home from work and their sons moved out, they would renew their relationship, but there is more distance than ever. Susan has been troubled by the emotional distance in her marriage for the last 25 years, and doesn’t know what to do about it, and for several years there has been almost no physical closeness. This is more acute for her now, that her social activities and connections have been curtailed by the social distancing restrictions.
Twenty years ago, Susan experienced a real deepening of her faith and she began to practice it more seriously, with a regular prayer life an occasional daily Mass and regular confession. She had a scare with breast cancer five years ago from which she recovered. She continues to be in high demand as a professional translator in Spanish and Italian. She has been deeply worried upon finding out two weeks that the first case of the coronavirus has been confirmed at her mother’s assisted living facility. Now her 87 year old mother has shortness of breath, a fever, fatigue and a cough. Now her mother’s health is failing rapidly as they wait for the results of a COVID-19 test. Susan also recently discovered a pornographic pop up window on her husband’s home office desktop. She asked her husband about it, but he said it was nothing.
Quick review from episode 17, where we made clear some definitions.
Loss: deprived of a real, tangible good. Something good is taken from us – it can be the loss of an actual good, or a potential good.
Grief is our individual experience of loss –Grief is our reaction to the loss. It’s our experience of the loss. Psychological, physical, behavioral, emotional.
Mourning is a public expression of our grief, it’s what we show to others. Mourning is how we show our grief.
For Richard
Loss – loss of job, loss of income, loss of identity, confronting aging and physical decline (no more go-karting, too hard on the body)
Grief – Six stages: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance, Making Meaning
expressed through increased activity initially, seeking distractions through focusing attention (excitement of day trading), seeking comfort in increased pornography use, emotional and physical withdrawal, numbing negative emotions
Mourning – façade of being unaffected, brushing off attempts at connection, consolation
For Susan:
Loss – Loss of mother, loss of trust in her husband, loss of illusions about marriage
Grief – Six stages: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance, Making Meaning
crying, sadness, anger at husband (sense of betrayal), body image issues (sexually undesirable) regret over lost time, “wasting her life” in the marriage, accepting her husband as he is and loving him anyway. Concentration difficulties.
Mourning – sharing with friends, bereavement group, letter to Mom, writing poetry, prayer, reading,
Helpful tips
1. Remember that any loss that God permit is a gift. He only permits losses to provide a greater good to the one who grieves. We may not see that – we may only see it in a conceptual, intellectual way, and not feel it. But our feelings do not dictate reality, and they don’t always reflect reality. Romans 8:28. All things work together for good, for those who love the Lord. If we can conceptualize losses as gifts, we can look for the gift in spite of the grief, in spite of the pain.
2. Feel the pain of the grief. Allow yourself to feel it. Accept your emotions, whatever they are. Don’t pack it away in amber. This is what Richard originally tried to do – just wanted to move on with life, considered retirement, porn use to help him feel better, have a sense of control.
a. Allow the time for grief – packed schedule -- Susan cut back her work schedule.
b. Allow for not understanding – when you are grieving you may not understand and that’s ok. – relief comes not from understanding and knowing, but from confidence, trust, and relational connection. Think of little kids.
3. Share the grief with someone you trust– a friend, friend, family member, counselor, confessor – talk about the losses. Susan’s friend Valerie – listened to her.
a. Particularly important to share this grief in prayer. With God. With Mary, or with another saint. Guardian angel. Share it and listen.
b. Providential view. We may not unde...
Episode 18: Grief vs. Depression
Grief:
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview.
Ok, so I know we’re now into some really heavy, difficult times in our country and in our world. There’s lots of things going on – we have the pandemic, we have partial lockdowns and closures, we have major unemployment issues, nearly half of small businesses are in danger of shutting down permanently. We have escalating tensions with Xi Jinping’s government in China and the possibility of the cold war with China turning hot. We now have riots and looting over the tragic death of George Floyd while under arrest by a Minneapolis police officer, we have very flawed and contentious politicians battling with each other in petty ways in an election year, we have growing revelations of corruption by current and former government officials and bureaucrats. There is a growing lack of confidence in our government, our news media and in our secular and religious institutions.
None of these factors changes the basic Gospel message. None of them. None of them can keep us from psychological and spiritual growth, unless we let ourselves be kept down. We need to rise up, we need to go beyond mere resiliency, to become even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before.
I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 18, entitled “Grief vs. Depression” released on June 1, 2020.
Today, we’re going to really dive into the difference between grief and depression, and to illustrate the difference between grief and depression, we’ll be looking at five people from the Scriptures.
First, though, I want to offer a big Thank you to all the Resilient Catholics: Carpe Diem community members who came to our first ever Zoom meeting last Friday evening. We had a great conversation on unacknowledged or hidden grief. It was very good for us to get to know each other better and for us to connect and to be in relationship with one another. Thank you for praying for me, and know that I am praying for you.
So some of you may be asking, Dr. Peter, why, why is it important to know the difference between grief and depression – both of them feel bad, and we want to feel better. So why bother with the difference?
Normal Grief
Waves or intense pages of painful emotion associated with the loss, which gradually soften and diminish over time.
Emptiness and loss – something is missing -- but also there are moments of happiness, joy.
Self-esteem generally remains intact. If there is self-criticism, it tends to be focused on perceived shortcomings about the loss (I should have visited my Mom more often before she died, I should have told her I loved her).
Relational connections remain intact. Able to give and receive in relationships, and can be consoled.
Ruminating on what or who was lost; Hope remains. Since of life going on.
Thoughts of death and dying focused on the lost person and perhaps reconnecting with the loved one in heaven. Some loss of desire to live on, but not overt wishes or impulses toward suicide.
Distress, sadness activated by memories or reminders of the loss.
Clinical Depression
Sadness, distress experienced continually over time
Ongoing depressed mood with anhedonia – unable to enjoy good things
Feelings of inadequacy, worthlessness, with self-criticism. Critical toward self, feelings of worthlessness, and self-loathing. This is much more general. May involve significant shame.
Emotional withdrawal from others – perhaps with avoidance. Could be a physical withdrawal as well. Difficulty being consoled
Self-critical or pessimistic thoughts; tendency toward a loss of hope.
Suicidal thoughts related to feelings of being unworthy of life, or of not wanting to live anymore. Suicide considered an escape from unbearable pain with no other answers.
Depressed mood is not tied to specific thoughts or preoccupations
Let's flesh this out with examples of grief vs. clinical depression from Scripture:
Abraham’s Grief
Genesis 23: Sarah’s Death and Burial
23 Sarah lived one hundred twenty-seven years; this was the length of Sarah’s life. 2 And Sarah died at Kiriath-arba (that is, Hebron) in the land of Canaan; and Abraham went in to mourn for Sarah and to weep for her. 3 Abraham rose up from beside his dead, and said to the Hittites, 4 “I am a stranger and an alien residing among you; give me property among you for a burying place, so that I may bury my dead out of my sight.”
David is one of the most expressive men in the Bible.
David’s Grief:
2 Samuel 1
Saul and Jonathan, beloved and lovely!
In life and in death they were not divided;
they were swifter than eagles,
they were stronger than lions.
24 O daughters of Israel, weep over Saul,
who clothed you with crimson, in luxury,
who put ornaments of gold on your apparel.
25 How the mighty have fallen
in the midst of the battle!
Jonathan lies slain upon your high places.
26 I am distressed for you, my brother Jonathan;
greatly beloved were you to me;
your love to me was wonderful,
David’s Depression
Psalm 38
O Lord, rebuke me not in thy anger,
nor chasten me in thy wrath!
2 For thy arrows have sunk into me,
and thy hand has come down on me.
3 There is no soundness in my flesh
because of thy indignation;
there is no health in my bones
because of my sin.
4 For my iniquities have gone over my head;
they weigh like a burden too heavy for me.
5 My wounds grow foul and fester
because of my foolishness,
6 I am utterly bowed down and prostrate;
all the day I go about mourning.
7 For my loins are filled with burning,
and there is no soundness in my flesh.
8 I am utterly spent and crushed;
I groan because of the tumult of my heart.
13 But I am like a deaf man, I do not hear,
like a dumb man who does not open his mouth.
14 Yea, I am like a man who does not hear,
and in whose mouth are no rebukes..
21 Do not forsake me, O Lord!
O my God, be not far from me!
22 Make haste to help me,
O Lord, my salvation!
Elijah
Elijah God’s judgments and warnings to several Israelite kings, including the despotic Ahab and his formidable wife, Jezebel..
Here, Elijah had a great victory over 450 of Baal's prophets on Mt. Carmel, however, he remained fearful of Jezebel's revenge. He proved not only the power of...
Episode 17: Loss, Grief, Mourning and Resilience – How do They Go Together?
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resiliency, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 17, released on May 25, 2020 entitled Loss, Grief, Mourning and Resilience – How do They Go Together?
Some of you have been in touch with me and asked for work on Grief, which we touched on in Episode 3 with the loss of the sacraments in the lockdown. There’s been conversation about grief on the discussion boards in the Resilient Catholic: Carpe Diem Community space in Souls and Hearts, and now we are going to dive deep into this whole area of grief. We are going to do two podcast episodes on grief and the coronavirus, and I will be doing one Zoom meeting for our members. Seating is very limited for that, I’m only taking on 12 for that meeting at 7:30 PM eastern time on Friday, May 29, I saw one or maybe two open seats left, so check that out at Souls and Hearts. Joining the community is free for the first 30 days, so come check it out at Souls and Hearts.com.
Our thinking can be heavily impacted when we are experience intense emotions, so let’s really get some clarity, let’s shine some light on things now. The first thing, really quickly, is to define a few terms around grief, loss, and mourning. Let’s get our vocabulary straight, because that really helps our thinking.
We’re going to start with the concept of loss, loss – and that’s because loss comes before grief. Loss always comes before grief. Loss precedes grief. So we’re going in order here, and starting with loss.
There are two kinds of loss: Actual Loss and what I call the Loss of Potential. Actual loss and the loss of potential.
Actual loss is the loss of a real, tangible good. Something good is taken from us. It could be death of a loved one, when we lose the relationship, with its intimacy, connection, the love. It can also mean the actual loss of some part of us – our sense of hearing for example, or the
Loss of Potential – this is the loss of possibilities that we hoped for – something anticipated in the future. a wedding that will never happen, children that will never be born, a promotion that will not come now, etc. It also includes words that were never said, words that were never heard, stories that will never be finished. Grieving at a funeral of family members – not of the actual loss of the abusive, alcoholic, philandering husband – not for the loss of the actual person. But for the symbolic loss – no longer married, no longer the possibility of living happily ever after.
Grief is our individual experience of loss – so remember, the loss is the good we no longer have. Grief is our reaction to the loss. It’s our experience of the loss. And that experience is emotional – sadness, anxiety, irritability we may feel mood swings -- or we may feel nothing apathy
Psychological – disbelief, impaired concentration and attention, flashbacks, ruminations, going over and over some memory of the person.
Grief is also physical – for example when the tears flow, have intense fatigue, headaches, loss of appetite, trouble sleeping. Grief is also expressed through behavior – the heavy sigh, when put our hands to our heads and groan or when we withdraw and sit alone in a dark room.
The experience of grief varies a lot from person to person, situation to situation. It can be painful, sometime exquisitely painful, horrendously painful, it may seem intolerable. Sometimes it’s much more quiet. It may also be bittersweet, or even have a sense of peace in it, such as when a loved one suffering from a terminal illness dies well. There are different kinds of grief, and we’re going to get into that later in this podcast, but for now, let’s understand that grief is our individual experience of loss.
And with grief comes mourning.
Mourning is a public expression of our grief, it’s what we show to others. Mourning is how we show our grief. How we share our grief with others. How we connect in grief. Some of this is conditioned by our culture – 3 rifle volleys salutes for deceased veterans, funerals, eulogies, the chicken dinner in the parish hall after the Mass, tossing a handful of dirt on the grave.
Review the above:
Actual Loss
Loss of potential
Grief
Mourning
So how can we really solidify our understanding of these definitions? How can we make these concepts come alive? Hmmm. Let me think. [Ding] I’ve got it! How about a story, to make all this come together for us? I think that’s a great idea. So it’s story time with Dr. Peter.
Story Time:
Richard and Susan (not an actual case). We’re going back in time 20 years, back to the early 2000s. At that point, Richard and Susan had been married for eight years. He was an engineer with an excellent job, highly successful and creative at work. He really loved their three young sons, aged seven, five and three. Susan was a professional translator in Spanish and Italian. She had travelled and lived abroad before her marriage at age 32. They had met through mutual friends, and both were nominally Catholic, attended Mass on Sundays and their sons were baptized, but it was not a central part of their lives. Richard was somewhat emotionally reserved and kind of introverted didn’t talk a lot about feelings, and had always been into racing go-karts. Now he was getting the oldest son into the hobby in a mini go kart and really enjoying that together. Susan was more extroverted, and maintained a lot of connections with her professional women friends, many of whom were younger than her and unmarried and still living in Italy and Spain.
Susan really wanted a daughter, and had been going through some recent fertility issues, there were medical complication. Richard felt he had enough kids, at least in his opinion. But at age 40, after a deepening of her prayer life – she began to take her faith more seriously -- she conceived again, and the ultrasound indicated the baby was a girl. She was so excited, and at 22 weeks everything was going well. And then complications with the placenta started, and by 24 weeks the baby had died. Susan miscarried her baby daughter and because of medical complications, also wound up with a hysterectomy.
All right. So we have the story or at least the beginning of the story. Let’s work with the story.
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Episode 16: Who Am I, Really? Identity and Resiliency
May 18, 2020
Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resiliency, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 16, released on May 18, 2020 entitled Who Am I, Really? Identity and Resiliency
In the last episode, we discussed the main sign of psychological health. I asked you to send in your thoughts about what is that main sign. In the Resilient Catholics Carpe Diem community space at Souls and Hearts, which we launched a week ago, I was having a great exchange with Kathleen which spurred me on to some further consideration about integration, resiliency and especially identity. Really want to thank you, Kathleen.
Alright, I want to take you back with, way back to the beginning human history, come on with me to Genesis 3. We’re picking it up in the middle of the story. Adam and Eve have fallen to Satan’s temptation and eaten the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Let’s listen to the story but be thinking about the theme of identity – Who Adam and Eve were, and how they saw themselves. That’s what I want you to keep in mind. So put your listening ears on, and get ready -- It’s story time with Dr. Peter.
Then the eyes of both were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig leaves together and made themselves aprons. And they heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and the man and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the Lord God among the trees of the garden. But the Lord God called to the man, and said to him, “Where are you?” And he said, “I heard the sound of thee in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked; and I hid myself.”
Here we see a radical shift in both who Adam and Eve really were – they had been in a state of grace and now they have fallen into sin. Also, though, you have a radical shift in how Adam and Eve see themselves. They hear God walking in the garden, gently calling out to them – and God, being all know, He knew exactly where they were. In his gentleness, in His consideration for them, he didn’t want to startle them or disconcert them any more than they already were. He was calling out to let them know He was coming.
And their response – to be afraid, to hide from him. Their identities were devastated. Think about what just happened.
Very difficult to underestimate the catastrophic psychological effects of the fall. We get the physical effects of the fall, the effects of the fall on our bodies --
Subjective identity includes the experiences (and how we recall those experiences), the close relationships, and values that come together to form one’s subjective sense of self. You might say subjective identity is who we feel ourselves to be, in the given moment. For some that sense of identity is more consistent and stable, and for others, it may vary more from day to day.
Conscious Subjective Identity Who we profess ourselves to be.
Unconscious Subjective Identity – Parts of us that hold assumptions about us that are not available in conscious awareness. There are moments when these unconscious assumptions break into conscious awareness – particularly when we are stressed, tired, overwhelmed. These moments are when our regular defenses open up and some of what we keep out of awareness starts bubbling up.
Example: Remember the Boasting Traveler from Aesop’s fable in the last episode - episode 15- you know, the one how bragged about how he made the most prodigious leap in the city of Rhodes? That traveler was troubled with narcissism – deep sense of sense of inferiority, weakness, shame, and inadequacy. These were not in conscious awareness – but those unconscious beliefs existed and they influenced and motivated his behavior to try to impress others. But then the bystander punctured his puffed up presentation – challenged his boast and may have deflated him, brought him into contact with his own inadequacy, both real and felt.
Another example of unconscious subjective assumptions about ourselves. Let’s look at dependency. Dependent people may not be in touch with their deep unconscious beliefs that they will only have their needs met if they are subordinated to more powerful others – they need the powerful other person to make them whole or complete.
Every personality style every personality disorder has implications for our conscious and unconscious assessments of ourselves. In a word, every personality style reflects assumptions about our identity.
So let’s break this concept of identity down into a more fine-grained analysis. Come on with me as we go deeper into this.
Objective identity is who we actually are. How God knows us to be. The reality of who we are. This doesn’t depend at all on our opinion of ourselves. This isn’t as much in fashion these days, the concept of objective reality. Divine revelation, which doesn’t care much about current fads and fashions in secular psychology, though, Divine revelation teaches us a lot about who we are as human beings – objective reality from the One who is Truth.
Subjectivism is the doctrine that "our own mental activity is the only unquestionable fact of our experience", instead of shared or communal, and that there is no external or objective truth. My truth. You have your truth and I have my truth. And there is no objective truth.
But reality has a way of hanging around – even in secular psychology. So we still have the concepts of delusions and hallucinations—characteristic of departing from reality, breaking with reality.
So those three elements –
1. Who we really are in the mind of God (objective reality)
2. Who we profess ourselves to be
3. What we unconsciously assume ourselves to be
Relate these back to Adam and Eve
Triangle of Pathology – 1: who we really on in God’s eyes 2: Who we believe ourselves to be in our conscious awareness – this is who we profess ourselves to be – “I am a beloved child of God”. 3: The unconscious beliefs we hold about ourselves those that are outside of conscious awareness, but that still impact us.
When those three points come together into a single point, we are grounded in reality. The size and the shape of the triangle tell us something about how well adjusted we are.
Exercise – go back and remember how you thought about yourself wh...
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Episode 15: The Main Sign of Psychological Health
May 11, 2020
Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. We are going beyond mere resiliency, to rising up to the challenges of this pandemic and becoming even healthier in the natural and the spiritual realms than we were before. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski your host and guide, with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me. This is episode 15, released on May 11, 2020 entitled The Main Sign of Psychological Health.
In the previous 11 episodes, we have described and discussed the four pillars of resilience: Mindset, Heartset, Bodyset and Soulset. Now, we are getting to the really fascinating exploration of how these four pillars interact. We’re diving into our internal psychological lives to see how our psychological strengths and weaknesses impact our resiliency but also how they affect our spiritual lives. Because as a Catholic psychologist, I’m really focused on how psychological factors, our psychological structures, our psychological functioning, our entire psychological lives impact how we accept love from God and how we love God in return. It all boils down to that. If what I do as Catholic psychologist doesn’t at least help others to accept God’s love and to love God in return – then I am missing the point of the greatest commandment.
So what is the main sign of psychological health? What is it? Take a minute and consider it. What do you think the main distinguishing characteristic of mental health is? Let’s struggle with this a bit. In fact, some of you gutsier types might even be willing to stop this podcast for a few minutes and write down your ideas before you listen further. Write them down, email them to me at [email protected] or text them to me at 317.567.9594 – let me know before you continue on. Let me know what you are thinking! I want to hear from you. The answer to the question of what is the main sign of psychological health may not be what you think. Let’s explore this together
I promise that I will tell you what this central, essential psychological characteristic is. Not only that, today, I’m going to go over with you the disadvantages of not having that essential quality. I’m also going to give you a bunch of examples of why this particular quality matters so much and I’m also going to give you some guidance in how to overcome the deficits you have in that area. All today, all for you. So hang in there with me.
We are going to start with a story, with a fable by Aesop which will help to illustrate the point. I really want this to stick with you. So it’s storytime with Dr. Peter.
A man who had traveled in foreign lands boasted very much, on returning to his own country, of the many wonderful and heroic feats he had performed in the different places he had visited. Among other tales, he told his listeners that when he was at Rhodes, he had leaped to such a distance that no man of his day could leap anywhere near him as to that. The traveler claimed there were in Rhodes many persons who saw his prodigious leap, and he could call them in as his witnesses. The traveler firmly believed his own tale and was adamant about his abilities, and was convincing many of his listeners. One bystander, though, interrupted him, and said: "Now, my good man, if this be all true we have no need of witnesses in Rhodes. Let’s pretend that we are in Rhodes. Let us see you leap! Jump for us!"
What kind of personality does the boasting traveler demonstrate in this little vignette? What do you think? Dependent, Schizoid, Obsessive, Paranoid, Self-defeating, hysterical, psychopathic, narcissistic, depressive, dissociative -- what do you think.
One might argue that you can’t definitively assign a personality style to an imagined character – Oh, but I can. And I am going to do it, right now.
I see this character, the boasting traveler as narcissistic. Many of you may have guessed that. People with narcissistic styles work hard to maintain a very fragile sense of self-worth by getting affirmation from outside themselves. Something very important is missing – they don’t have deep sense of essential goodness – that they are good because they exist and are made in the image and likeness of God. At a deep level, often in their unconscious, they feel loveless and fraudulent and are very frightened of their inner sense of inferiority, weakness, shame, and inadequacy. They work really hard to keep this out of awareness by focusing on the admiration and complements of others. But their efforts so often backfire and they wind up exactly where they don’t want to be – exposed, ashamed, rejected, despised, alienated from others – like the boasting traveler in the vignette.
Whenever there is psychological disorder, there are disconnects in the internal working of the person. In the case of the traveler, with his narcissism, his idealized image of himself as a great jumper is disconnected from his actual ability. He is also disconnected from his deep needs and his deep desires, which are buried in his unconscious. So where there is psychological disorder and distress there are disconnects from reality, internal psychological elements are no longer interconnected, they are split off and fractured, and we break down.
We all have what I call gut-level or intuitive of what it means to be psychological healthy. You hear this in casual language. When we describe in casual language someone who is nosediving in his psychological functioning, we say that “He is breaking down.” “He is falling apart.” He is losing it.
On the other hand, Someone we see as psychologically well-adjusted – we say that person has got it all together. He has his act together. He has all his ducks in a row.
This brings us back to the question: What is the main sign of psychological health? The main sign of psychological health is
Integration. The main sign of psychological health is internal integration. Integration. Having it all together.
So let’s go deeper into that – what does being integrated look like? It means accepting things in us that we might not like. We’re not endorsing them or embracing them, but we accept that they exists in us.
Being integrated means that you are aware and accept our emotions, even the ones we don’t like.
For example anger and hatred. Anger at our parents, our spouses, our children, our God. Or deep disappointment. Knowing our heartset.
Being integrated means that you are aware and accept our thoughts, even the ones we don’t like.
Not dwelling on them. Knowin...
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Episode 14: Soulset: The core of us
May 4, 2020
Screwtape letters: From the experienced demon Screwtape to his nephew Wormwood – Screwtape is teaching Wormwood the ins and outs of tempting men, trying to drag their souls to hell. When Screwtape refers to the Enemy he means God.
“Be not deceived, Wormwood, our cause is never more in jeopardy than when a human, no longer desiring but still intending to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe in which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys.
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Soul CCC: The spiritual principle of human beings. The soul is the subject of human consciousness and freedom; soul and body together form one unique human nature. Each human soul is individual and immortal, immediately created by God.
Soulset. Soulset is essentially our attitude of soul, how we orient our governing spiritual principle. Soulset is the core of a man or woman or child. It can and does operate independently of mindset and heartset, both of which are bound up in the body. Our soulset reflects how we see God, and how we see ourselves in relationship with God, how we see God viewing us.
Consider the man that Screwtape was describing. A man who has lost his desire for God, who experiences God as vanished, gone, who feels forsaken, alone. Heartset. Mindset. Bodyset curling up.
But he still intends to do the will of God. In spite of all that his wounded, heart is telling him, all that his confused mind is telling him, all that his aching body is telling him, he still – that man still intends to do the will of God. That is an admirable man.
The way I’m describing soulset includes our conscience,
The council's Pastoral Constitution on the Church in the Modern World (Gaudium et Spes) defines conscience "as man's most secret core, and his sanctuary. There he is alone with God, whose voice echoes in his depths. By conscience, in a wonderful way, that law is made known which is fulfilled in the love of God and one's neighbor" (16).
And I love the idealism and I believe every word of this definition. It was extremely helpful to me when I was experiencing an existential crisis at age 22. This paragraph was precious to me, in its idealism and its beauty and the way it shows the dignity of men and women and children.
But. Here’s the But. but I’m a psychologist, I work with people in messy, painful situations with raw emotions and excruciating, unresolved experiences. I don’t have the luxury of just retreating and staying in the realm of ideas like philosophers or theologians can. I’m down here in the trenches often with people who are desperate and frantic, whose lives are chaotic, and you know what? They hardly experience the voice of a loving God echoing in their depths. They are not experiencing, in this wonderful way that Vatican II describes, God’s law being fulfilled in the love of God and neighbor.
In their distress, they do not seek out a philosopher or a theologian. Who does that? Would you do that? When you are suffering, do you go to internet or pick up the yellow pages and look up philosophers and theologians in your area? Why not? Because we need to nourish and heal not only the mind, but the heart, and the body and the soul, the whole person. In an integrated way.
When people are suffering this can just seem like words words words, blah blah blah, it just doesn’t seem to stick. Haven’t all of you experienced that? How many sermons have you heard that might be speaking to your mind, but not the rest of you? This intellectualized sermons that speak not to your heart, not to your body.
Or it can happen the opposite way – a charismatic sermon that speaks to the heart, it really pulls on the heartstrings but it speaks to the heart only, not the mind or soul or body. How many of you have heard really emotionally moving sermons that were quite confusing or unclear or even heretical in their actual content.
And let’s also just say it like it is. Some sermons don’t seem to move the heart or the mind or the body or the soul at all. Just meh. Dry. Boring. Distant. And then they can start to feel irrelevant, unattuned. It’s amazing how mediocre some sermons really can be. It’s not that they are evil or anything. They just aren’t very human.
Dietrich von Hildebrand:
God has called us to become new men in Christ…This new life is not destined merely to repose as a secret in the hidden depths of our souls; rather it should work out in a transformation of our entire personality.
Our entire personality. All facets of our psychic life. And I am going to go farther than that statement. Not just our entire personality but our entire personhood, all of us. Every aspect of us.
That’s what we do here. Souls and Hearts.
Alice von Hildebrand: How difficult it is for us fallen men to will what God wills, for as much as we believe we love God, we are tempted to love our own will even more.
Our soulset very much depends on our level of security in our relationship with God.
Let’s be clear. Soulset does not have to be about feelings. It’s not driven my emotional states. For example, in a period of desolation, one can have a very open soul, and be growing spiritually by leaps and bounds, very open to the working of the Holy Spirit – but have no consoling feelings and few or no great spiritual insights. So it can operate very independently from mindset as well.
Importance of integration of heart, soul, mind, body.
Episode 13: Bodyset: Loving and Reverencing Our Bodies – With Dr. Andrew Sodergren
John Paul II, in Theology of the Body. The body is the sacrament of the person – there is a certain sacramentality of the body. A sacrament makes something present, manifest in a concrete way. The Body reveals the personhood.
The body is essential for human beings in order to relate. The body is essential for prayer.
Some heresies devalue the body (e.g. Manicheanism).
God in his infinite holiness took on our human flesh. This elevated the dignity of the human body.
Our bodies are designed for a sacred purpose, like the sacred vessels for the liturgy. Like we care for the sacred vessels, we need to care for our bodies.
The way we dress can adorn the body or debase the body.
It is valuable to reflect on how I have fallen short of honoring my body and those of others.
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Episode 12: Bodyset: Accepting our Bodies – with Dr. Andrew Sodergren
Show Notes
To accept the body, we need to accept the body as a gift.
Obstacles to receiving our bodies as a gift:
1. Our bodies are imperfect and we are very aware of things we don’t like about our bodies, that fall short of the ideals that we have for our bodies. Can be superficial issues, or more major issues such as disabilities and major medical problems. Shame is often body-related. Body as an obstacle to my self-perfection. Our body and identity are given to us, not as blank slates. There is meaning, order, and purpose already built in to our bodies, we discover those, we don’t create or command the meaning, order and purpose of our bodies. Times when our bodies let us down, not strong enough.
2. We associate the body with sin or sinfulness. We can blame the body for sinfulness and hold the body in distrust.
3. Our bodies link us to other people, especially in our families of origin. My body reminds me of my past, my family.
4. How other people have treated our bodies. How people react to our bodies. We can despise our bodies because of what our bodies have elicited from others in the past.
There is always a coherent story about why we might have feelings of hatred toward our bodies. We want to get to the wound, pain, and the story behind the feelings of hatred for the body.
The feelings toward the body and body sensations can point us toward deeper issues and realities.
Hating our bodies means that we are hating ourselves.
Guided reflection on noticing what is going on in your body and receiving it as a gift.
Dr. Andrew and Dr. Peter discuss the need to resolve correctable disorder in the body and about the body either in this life or in Purgatory before entering in to heaven.
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Title: JR’s Story: What Happens When You Listen to Your Body
Episode 11: April 24, 2020
Welcome to our podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem. Let us seize this day! This twice-weekly podcast helps us rise up. It helps us embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis. And our podcast does this through being thoroughly grounded in a Catholic worldview. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. It is great to be together with you, thank you for tuning in.
This is Episode 11 and its April 24, 2020. This one is called JR’s Story: What Happens When You Listen to Your Body. I am super excited about this episode, because we’re going to do a deep dive into the experience of JR, who is one of us in this podcast community, and what he discovered about himself in doing the guided reflection in the last episode. But first, a quick review:
We have been discussing our Catholic bodies in times of crisis, and how we can increase resilience through a better bodyset. Remember that when I use the term bodyset, I’m referring to how our body affects us, how our physical reactions impact us and our dispositions and inclinations. We are embodied beings, composites of body and soul. Our physical bodies have a huge impact on us. The state of our body, our relationship with our body, that’s bodyset.
So as I discussed with you last time, the main message about bodyset is that we need to listen to our bodies and respond in love to our bodies. Last episode we focused on listening to our bodies and at the end, we did an experiential exercise where we did some really focused listening, to hear the messages from our bodies that we may otherwise be ignoring. And that brought in some great responses from some of you, our podcast community members. Nothing brings me as much satisfaction as hearing you really engaging with this podcast, taking in the information, doing the exercises, discovering new things about yourselves, and growing. That is what this is all about.
So before I share these emails, I’m going to suggest that if you have the time and the inclination, go back to the last episode, episode 10 titled Your Catholic Body and this Crisis: Bodyset and listen if you haven’t done so already. Go back to the last episode and really experience that exercise, truly listen in to your body with our guided reflection together. Then come back and listen to the story of JR in Indiana, and what he experienced as he did the exercise from the last episode.
Whenever I share these kinds of stories on this podcast, because they are so deep, and meaningful and personal, I always ask for permission from the person, out of respect. If the person is not willing to allow me to share it on the air, that is totally understandable. I really value your privacy. These stories, though, illustrate the experiences that I so much want all of you to have, they show the possibilities of what you can learn and how you can change by deeply engaging with this podcast and with our community.
This is also a clear example of what this podcast community is all about. It’s not about me, lecturing to a microphone off in my makeshift studio far away, and you, just listening alone, a passive recipient. No. This podcast is about engagement, it’s about relationship, it’s about connection, it’s about community and it’s about being pilgrims together in these hard times, in this valley of the shadow of death, Yes. Be we are also together on the road to salvation. I have responded to every one of you that has reached out by phone or by email, we’re a small enough community that we can do that together and that is a top priority for me.
So I want to start by thanking JR in Indiana for his openness and his willingness to share his experience from the last episode with all of you. Thank you, JR. I am going to read this as JR wrote it, because he expresses himself so well in his own words. He emails me last Monday, four days ago:
My back is physically out of shape due to lack of exercise (and I was diagnosed with some arthritis in my lower back a couple of years ago). Also, I have had to perform some physical home chores recently that I thought might be the cause of the pain.
I have been working hard at self-care: stretching, walking, a lot of time on my back with my legs elevated. Usually, this self-care would have worked by now; but not this time. I can move; but, not without pain.
This morning I followed your guided meditation and asked my back pain what it wanted to tell me. It said, “Slow down.”
I replied, “SLOW DOWN? I am on my fricking back and can’t move—I can’t go any slower. I am isolated—i can’t go any slower. I can’t find meaningful work—I can’t go any slower. I can’t engage with the Body of Christ—I can’t go any slower!
I have no idea what “slow down” means; but, I will take the suggestion to prayer and further meditation.
I write to him:
I suspect that the pain has some deeper meaning. I definitely think you are on the right track with taking the message to prayer and further meditation. I also would check in with your pain again. See what more it has to tell you. You can do that on your own, or it might be helpful to play the relevant section in today's podcast over again if you want a little guidance on checking in. But approach that pain and its message of "slow down" with curiosity, openness, acceptance if you can. I get that part of you is frustrated with all the inconvenience of the pain. See if that part can give you a little room to understand what's going on with the part that is in pain.
Dr. Peter,
Over the past twenty-four hours since my first meditation which gave me the words “slow down”. I have done meditation two more times--late last night and this morning.
The following may be more than you expected; but here goes:.
1) Here is what I think I learned after the first meditation:
My unconscious, in the form of the little child in me, was saying slow down. The little child, still wounded, was trying to stop my chronological age by slowing me down physically. It would take me longer to reach old age (death); If I couldn’t move as fast. With the slowing down, then I would have more time for things to occur; i.e., healing, etc. (and I wouldn’t die!).
Let’s stop for a second here. This is a great realization. This is an example of how unconscious parts of us can work. JR has identified a part of himself that was connected to his back pain. When he focused in on that pain during the guided reflection, he discovered a part of himself that seems like a little child. This is so common. I firmly believe that we all have these parts of ourselves, parts that are young and often neglected or exiled. These parts of us get trapped in the past, and they think and feel like children do. Sometimes we condemn these parts of us as “irrational” but I’m going to tell you something. It’s really important. I wouldn’t say this part of JR is irrational. This little part of him is trying to protect him from death, trying to help h...
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Title: Your Catholic Body and this Crisis: Bodyset
Episode 10: April 20, 2020
Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem. Seize the day! This twice-weekly podcast helps us rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. It is great to be here with you.
This is Episode 10 and its April 20, 2020, entitled Your Catholic Body and this Crisis: Bodyset. Today we are focusing on the body. Your Catholic body. Does that sound weird to you? That your body is Catholic? I bet it does. Why? Is your body not Catholic? We’re going to get ito all at that body stuff in today’s episode.
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Review
We’re in the middle of a program about building resilience in this crisis, so that we are ready to take advantage of the opportunities God is giving us to grow, to grow spiritually of course, but also to grow psychologically, to grow in faith, but also to grow in our human formation, in the natural realms.
Episode 4 – the Four Pillars of Resilience Mindset, Heartset, Bodyset, Soulset. That episode introduced the four major domains, the four major parts of us. Mind, Heart, Body, Soul. We need these four areas of our lives ordered so that we can be resilient and adapt well in a crisis. If you’re new to the podcast, you can listen to each episode in its own, it can stand alone, but remember they all hang together into a program to strengthen your resilience to live out our duties of state, to live our your vocation. So if you have the time and interest, it’s great to go back to episode 4 and work your way up to this one.
In Episodes 5 and 6 we got into mindset. Our mindset is the position of our intellect, and how we habitually apply reason to our situation, to our experiences.
In Episode 7 we moved into heartset. Our heartset consists of the dispositions or the orientation of our heart, the emotional and intuitive ways of our heart. We discussed the huge mistake of neglecting our emotions, the costs of that neglect, and how to get in touch with our emotions again.
In Episode 8 we had a brief detour and we discussed reconciling psychology and Catholicism, and I shared the story of how I got into the field of psychology.
In Episode 9 we got back into heartset, with another huge issue, the issue of being overwhelmed by emotion, and how to prevent that and with that we wrapped up our initial look at heartset.
So now we’re continuing and we’re working with a new pillar – our bodies. How do our bodies impact our capacity to cope in a crisis. That’s the deep dive for us today. So just a review from Episode 4 – what is bodyset again, Dr. Peter? Glad you asked.
Bodyset is how our body affects us, how our physical reactions impact us and our dispositions and inclinations. We are embodied beings, composites of body and soul. Our physical bodies have a huge impact on us. The state of our body, our relationship with our body, that’s bodyset.
Here is the main message: We need to listen to our bodies and respond in love to them. What does that mean, Dr. Peter? We need to listen to our bodies? Aren’t we supposed to subjugate our bodies? Aren’t we supposed to control them, keep them from leading us into sin?
Are not our bodies the “flesh” that St. Paul condemns so often in his letters?
And this business of loving our bodies? What does that mean? Sounds fishy. Sounds dangerous.
So let me back up a bit and tell you how I as a psychologist got interested in the body.
Episode 8 – told you a bit of my story. Pretty unimpressed with the clinical training I was getting, really uncertain about how to ground psychotherapy in a Catholic worldview. And that was so central to me. I never wanted to lead anyone astray morally or spiritually Program not helpful at all. I also was far from convinced that psychotherapy was really effective. So I clinically I got into health and rehabilitation psychology -- I could see the benefit in that. Pain control, helping people stop smoking, weight loss stuff. Helping people sleep better, helping people recover and cope with traumatic bodily injuries. But it was all about symptom management and habit control.
And I was interested in the meaning of the bodily symptoms and the body habits that troubled people. Nailbiting Symbolic meaning. Anger. 8 months.
Here is the main message: We need to listen to our bodies and respond in love to them. Why. Because our bodies are us. My body is a part of me.
Because we tend to be down on the body. Lots of people hate their bodies. Body getting a bad rap – the flesh. Jansenism, Manicheanism The good part is the soul (which is composed of light) and the bad part is the body (composed of dark earth). JPII Theology of the Body
There are many references to “the flesh” in the New Testament, especially in the letters of St. Paul. The phrase is confusing to those who think it synonymous with the physical body. While Scripture many times uses the word “flesh” to refer to the physical body, when it is preceded by the definite article, it usually means something more. Only rarely does the biblical phrase “the flesh” refer only to the physical body (e.g., John 6:53, Phil 3:2, 1 John 4:2).
From Mgsr. Charles Pope: What, then, is meant by the term “the flesh”? Most plainly, it refers to the part of us that is alienated from God. It is the rebellious, unruly, and obstinate part of our inner self that is always operative. It is the part of us that does not want to be told what to do. It is stubborn, refuses correction, and does not want to have anything to do with God. It bristles at limits and rules. It recoils at anything that might cause one to be diminished or something less than the center of the universe. The flesh hates to be under authority or to yield to anything other than its own wishes and desires. It often wants something simply because it is forbidden.
OK Dr. Peter, so I have the distinction between the flesh and the body. St. Paul was not condemning our physical bodies when he discusses the flesh. We need to listen to our bodies?
And this business of loving our bodies? What does that mean? Sounds fishy. Sounds dangerous.
Recognize what my body is saying.
Poker Tells (my knee, jaw clench, high neck pain, low back pain) GI problems, headache, yoke pattern on neck and shoulders. Symbolism. Psychodynamic work.
Caring for your body. Neglecting it. Not showering, fuzzy bunny slippers, shaving. Personal hygiene. Being good to the body.
Somatic therapy— Diane from Maryland who emailed me. Internal Family Systems, EMDR
Exercise to listen in:
If that body part could speak, what would it tell you. What does it want you to know.
Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem
Title: The Flip Side of the Huge Mistake We Make with our Emotions in a Crisis
Episode 9: April 17, 2020
Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me.
This is Episode 9 and its April 17, 2020, entitled The Flip Side of the Huge Mistake We Make with our Emotions in a Crisis. In Episode 7, last week, we discussed how some of us make the huge mistake of neglecting our emotions, disregarding them, disconnecting from them. We discussed the costs of that neglect.
Today, we discuss the flip side of that mistake – the mistake of being dominated by our emotions. Heartset is the dispositions or the orientation of our heart, the emotional and intuitive ways of our heart. Heartset is essential our emotional state and the positions we take because of our feelings. One of the four pillars of psychological resilience, Episode 4 -- introduced all of them.
Emotions are not morally right or wrong. We often believe they are – we don’t always say it that way. My sadness is sinful.
We have an innate sense of right and wrong. But we also learn what is right and wrong by what our parents reward and punish. And frankly, parent like pleasant feelings in their children and the don’t like unpleasant feelings.
So anger, disappointment, sadness, fear – parents sometimes don’t tolerate these emotions well in their children. Anger as an example. A lot of parents do not allow their children to express anger in any way. No expression of anger is well tolerated. IF you’re a kid an every time you are angry, you get punished no matter what you do, it’s very easy to assume that the anger is wrong.
Let’s face it: Kids are not very nuanced. I hate you mommy you’re a bad mommy.
So the child learns not to express anger in any way. Anger is dangerous. Keep it inside. Deal with it silently. So it wells up and explodes.
Some parents can’t handle children’s anger well – they fear their own anger coming up. So it’s somewhat protective. You parents know this. Sometimes it feels like you just can’t take the kids’ fighting any more, the arguing and bickering in anger, and you drop the hammer. There are no people on earth better able to confront parents with their inadequacies than their children. So kids bury them. And they ping pong back and forth. Beach ball under water. Emotions can come rushing back. That’s why we want our emotions integrated.
Banning words like hate. Because we don’t like the thought that hate is there. Such a strong word. But there are strong emotions. Burning the map doesn’t destroy the territory. How I learned not to ban words. Telling a story Big brown eyes. Banning the word Stupid.
Children have a way of really getting under parents’ skin in ways no one else ever can. I have seven children. Oldest was about 8. Calling each other stupid. Like kids do.
Another way. Or parents may simply allow all kinds of emotional expression. In this very laid back acceptance of all emotions, the child learns to accept all his emotions, all the emotions are validated, so they all must reflect truth.
Temperaments of children matter, too. This stuff is really complex.
Two ways to be dominated by our emotions:
1. To be overwhelmed by them, to be driven by our passions, to lash out in anger or to flee in fear when we shouldn’t
2. To give them too much weight in our thinking – for example consider how you might hold a grudge against someone – harboring resentment. Interpret that person’s behavior through that lens of bitterness. We’re not overwhelmed with emotion.
When we allow ourselves to be dominated by emotions and when we assume that our emotions just reflect reality, our heartset leads us to a mindset of subjectivism. My subjective experience is what matters. If I feel it, it must be true. I have my truth, you have your truth, and they can contradict each other.
So we want emotions integrated and we want them regulated.
Breathe, Holy Names, Confide, Listen. Four-step plan to calm emotions down.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own insight. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.
So about this podcast. I way underestimated how much work this is. And I was very optimistic.
Building an ark. Not working out the way I expected. Very optimistic. Yeb dub dah. Flfalg. Very used to talking with people – presented for years, but I could always watch the reactions. Is this any good? Not much response. Can’t go with what is gratifying. Turning away potential clients. Worried. Does anybody even care. Some days March 14 no one listens.
Started asking – brilliant.
Connections with you: Worried initially.
Calls coming in
Letter writing
Now super excited. Big ideas about how to bring people together. I am now convinced we have a core. Looking at RSS feeds. We’re just going to do what needs to be done. And I’m not alone. You are with me.
Prayers are flowing in. We are coming together.
Working on a forum for how we can connect. Send me ideas. Not a huge fan of FaceBook privacy issues. Working on a forum for our website. Private or Public
Also working on setting up groups that can connect around this podcast and within Souls and Hearts.
Champions – Committed people. Volunteering.
Call to Arms 4 qualities.
1. Devoutly embrace Catholic Faith – Life of prayer and sacrifice.
2. Convinced of the important of psychology – not just dabblers, not just interested in it, but see it as essential in this day and age. Human formation, not just spiritual formation.
3. Willingness to change to grow – to apply these things. Not just some lecture, some dry information. Yes, some conceptual learning Experiential learning.
4. Willing and able to use technology and our online platform. Engage remotely.
Too many of you have been siloed – isolated from others that meet these four requirements.
Christine, Jane, Sylvia, Bridget, Joyce, Diane, Julie, Hrvoje and more that have come in, thank you! Thank your for telling me your stories and what
Thank you for the appreciation. Like building an ark. My he...
Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem
The huge mistake we make with our emotions in a crisis
Episode 7: April 10, 2020
Let’s get right to it. Today we are discussing the one huge mistake that we human beings tend to make with our emotions when we are in a drawn-out crisis situation. One major mistake that we all are prone to make when we are stressed.
And we’re going to also not just discuss the remedy to that huge common mistake – but also we are going to practice that remedy. I will walk you through an experiential exercise to help you rise above that common mistake and help you know yourself better. So stay with me, here we go…
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Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem where together we embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth during this pandemic, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski with Souls and Hearts. Thank you for being here.
So what is the great mistake that many of us make with our intense emotions in a crisis? In one word the answer is: Neglect. We neglect them. We disregard them. We don’t pay attention to them. We avoid them. We defend against them so that in an emergency they don’t keep us from being able to act. And that is helpful in the short run.
Imagine firefight on a battlefield where a soldier’s legs are wounded by shrapnel and he can’t move. His buddy moves quickly and efficiently to stop the bleeding and is carrying him back to the medic for care. It would not help his buddy to get overwhelmed with emotion, fear, or a sense of loss, or to remember in that moment all the good times they had together on base. Temporarily, his buddy can keep out of conscious awareness all those memories and all that emotion to be able to focus on the demands of the moment. And that is a gift from God.
We naturally have defenses that keep some of our internal experience out of conscious awareness so we can function under stress. We call them defenses because they defend us, they protect us against internal experiences that otherwise would overwhelm us, swamp us with their intensity. Some clinicians call these defenses coping mechanisms.
So what are these defenses? You’ve heard of many of them – denial, repression, avoidance, dissociation – I have a list of about 50 of them that I consider when I’m doing psychological evaluations. The function of all of these defenses is to protect us from being overwhelmed by our experience, particularly intense emotional experiences. The problem is that over time, these defenses all have costs. There is a price to pay for using a defense. The costs is often part of the defense itself – for example, getting hung over after drinking too much.
But a cost common to all defenses is that are not as in touch with our emotions. In general, people only deal with what they consciously experience and they assume that this is all that there is. If I don’t feel it, it’s not there. If a defense is working effectively, it keeps all or at least part of an emotion out of our awareness. And when we don’t know what we are feeling we are at a disadvantage. For example, we can’t share those experiences with other people or bring them to God in prayer. We are not integrated, connected with emotion.
Let me make comparison to the body. There are some people with rare genetic condition who cannot feel physical pain. It’s called congenital analgesia And it’s thought to be related to a genetic mutation that interrupts the normal functioning of pain messages in the central nervous system. They don’t feel it when they burn their mouth with hot coffee, they don’t feel pain when they injure themselves in any way. Some people might wish to have this condition – to live a pain free life! But they tend to have short lives. They don’t have the warning system to protect themselves.
So an example. Let’s say that you are angry with your spouse, but you have defended against that anger. It’s likely to come out in your behavior, in ways that you intellect and will can’t address as effectively. We call that enactment or acting out. It’s a way of discharging some unconscious emotion through action. Have you ever had the experience where you where pretty sure someone felt something toward you, but they weren’t aware of it? Or how about the guy who insists in a frustrated, angry tone, that he is not angry. “I’m not angry, why do you keep telling me I’m angry?!” Often people believe what they are saying in those moments. They are not in touch with their experience. . Floyd at the work. He’s the last one – never complained. He’s enacting.
So now we are weeks into this crisis. It’s dragging on. We’ve had time to build up emotions about it. The problem is not that we have some temporary disconnect from intense emotion. But when we don’t seek to understand ourselves, when we stay unaware of what we are feeling – then problems come in.
How can my emotions influence my actions when I am not feeling them? Emotions signal important things going on within us. They inform us about our experience. And when they are kept out of awareness by defenses, there is a God-given pull for the trouble to come to the surface. The more we repress and refuse to acknowledge an emotion, the more that emotion tries to get to the surface. It’s like trying to keep a beach ball under the water.
Or think about it this way. Have you ever been in the presence of compassionate person and then all of sudden had an insight about what you’re really struggling with – a realization. The love of the other helps the defenses to relax so the problem can come to the surface without overwhelming you.
Remedy: Experiential exercise. Not therapy. Sounds really simple
Importance of Gentleness with self.
A very important aspect of heartset: Willingness to look inside and own what is there. Seek and ye shall find. Slow down.
You can find out. Create the conditions.
Mindset of acceptance of all your internal experience. Be willing to own your emotions. If we are, we are going to see things we don’t want to see. Impulses, desires, attitudes, but also emotions. Shame, grief, anger, First and second moral acts. Saints: Discuss wretchedness not their wonderfulness?
Set aside
Time to feel.
Space to feel.
Relationship to feel
Note your reactions.
Drawing or doodling. Writing down in a journal – putting thoughts and feelings into words allows us to engaging the will and the intellect.
Let me know how this exercise goes for you.
Email me at [email protected] Let’s stay connected. If you sign up at soulsandhearts.com for this podcast you will get the Wednesday morning email with extra tips and insider information, including sneak peaks. For example, I will send you a list of the names of 50 or so defenses that I consider in evalu...
Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem
A Call To Arms: Rise Up, Red-Blooded Catholics
Episode 6: April 6, 2020
Look, I’m going to get right down to it. We are in a real crisis with this virus. You’ve seen the news – New York City’s hospitals are overwhelmed and infections and deaths are accelerating exponentially. We’re facing shortages of some basic items and supply chains are breaking down. We’ve never experienced anything like this. And I believe we are in it for the long haul.
The bottom line is this: The Catholic Church now, more than ever needs heroes to rise up. The Church needs you to be an unsung hero in your vocation, in your duties of state. Other souls need you to be clearheaded, calm, effective, thoughtful, patient, generous, and resilient. They don’t just need you to be a holy man or woman. They need you to be well-formed on a human level, well integrated, soul, heart, body and mind. Other souls are looking to you for safety, security, guidance, direction. Are you up for that yet? Are you equipped to handle whatever may come?
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Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem, where you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. This is Episode 6 and its April 6, 2020, entitled A Call To Arms: Rise Up, Red-Blooded Catholics. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me.
The stakes are high. Yes, there is life and death on the line. But there is more than just life and death. There is salvation and damnation for souls on the line. Our parishes are shuttered, we’ve lost the Mass and many of us have lost access to confession unless we are in danger of death. We’ve lost access to the Eucharist. Now is the time – now is the time for red-blooded Catholic men and women, drinking deeply of God’s grace, to rise to the challenges of these wild times. There has never been a better time for you to rise up and seize the day.
If you are willing to take on this mission, this mission of rising up and shining like a beacon for others, I am here to guide you, step by step and this podcast is for you. I’m here to be with you and walk you through an entire program of human psychological formation to help you triumph in the challenges you are facing, the stresses that confront you. I am looking for probably less than 1% of Catholics, those that really get that grace builds on nature, the supernatural builds on the natural, and that know they have to work not just on their spiritual life, but also their psychological life. I’m looking for just a few Catholics, maybe 100 committed souls, maybe more, who want to join me in our online community where we can mutually support each other in becoming unsung heroes in our daily lives.
I’m looking for red-blooded Catholics who want to feast on the nourishing Word of the Gospel as it is, and live it out to the max. I am looking for Catholics who are tired of the limp-wristed, narrow, timid, lukewarm, worldly approach to our Faith we see all around us.
I am looking for Catholics who are tired of spineless, risk-averse approaches to the faith, masquerading as prudence. I want Catholics to join me who are ready to be creative, think way outside the box, to find real solutions to real problems, who are willing to make great and small sacrifices, but who just need some guidance, who are looking for some guidance grounded in the perennial teachings of our beloved Church. And not because we’re great – we’re not great -- but because we want our Lord to live and act through us.
If you engage seriously with what I offer you, my bet is that many of you will grow much more resilient and much better equipped to carry out your mission to answer God’s call for you.
So you might ask:
Who are you, Dr. Peter, to volunteer to lead us and why should we follow?
My whole career has been focused on bringing people closer to God and Mary through shoring up the natural foundation. I almost left the field in grad school because I was struggling with how to ground the practice of psychology in an authentic Catholic worldview. I have decades of experience working with clients, helping them through crises of various kinds. And I have a wealth of information to share with you. My spirituality is essentially Carmelite and I’m focused on removing psychological barriers to contemplative union with God. You can look up my bio on Soulsandhearts.com but this is not really about me. It’s about you. If you really engage with what I have to offer you, you’ll know by the fruits you see if this is helpful or not.
So if I commit, how does this work – how are you going to guide us?
So we have this podcast, which is twice per week, Mondays and Fridays. Every week. You know, a lot of Catholic websites have shut down or reduced the frequency of their offerings. We’re ramping up and adding resources four or five days per week at Soulsandhearts.com.
In each episode, I’ll share some inside information, the same kinds of information that has been helpful to me in and helpful to my clients and friends. We don’t do psychotherapy.in this podcast or in any of our offerings at Souls and Hearts, but we do share much of the same information. So there is a teaching element.
Often in the podcasts, there will be an experiential part – where I guide you through a process to understand yourself better. We did one in the last episode, Episode 5 on discovering more about your mindset when you were in your dark place. The experiential exercises in this podcast are where we learn by doing.
So we have the educational information, we have the experiential exercises – what else? We will discuss specific challenges that many people face in resiliency in crisis, in seizing the day. And I will give you specific guidance on how to overcome those challenges. You see that at the end of this podcast.
If you register for this podcast on the Coronavirus Crisis Carpe Diem page at Souls and Hearts.com you will get a bonus email on Wednesday with some insider tips, sneak peeks at what’s coming up and other resources. It’s really worth getting that email.
Once we get enough people registered, I will be offering webinars for the registered listeners in our community, in which we have time to go into much more depth into a particular area.
I will make recommendations for reading from time to time – nothing lengthy or academic – no, usually short passages. We keep it really clear and to the point.
I’m also working on a self-assessment instrument for you to help you identify your relative strengths and weakness is facing crises, and I’m planning to be able to give tailored recommendations as your guide (again it’s not psychotherapy) for how best to change and grow.
We are also working on community resources on our webpages – getting the discussion boards up so we can communicate and connect with each other. &nb...
Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem
Your Catholic Mind and Resilience in Crisis
Episode 5: April 3, 2020
Mindset.
What is a mindset and how can I understand my mindset? These are the questions we will be addressing in depth in this episode.
And to help us, I’m inviting in Denethor II, Steward of Gondor, in his moment of crisis. Here you go, you Lord of the Rings fans.
In the Return of the King, the third volume of the Lord of the Rings series, Denethor is in an extremely difficult position He is the leader of the kingdom of Gondor. And Gondor is one of the few kingdoms left standing against the evil Sauron his army of Mordor.
· Gondor in a strategic position to defend against Mordor. But now the vast, powerful army of Mordor laying siege to the gates of Denethor’s castle and the situation looks very grim.
· But let’s rewind just a bit. Who is Denethor? And what was his mindset?
Denethor is
· Hardheaded, traditional, old-fashioned
· a grim political realist – pessimistic
· lonely – his wife has long since died
· Self-reliant -- Denethor relies on his own resources to resist the powerful evil ruler Sauron. .
· Denethor is a father of two sons.
· Beloved Elder son Boromir has died
o This increasing his distance, bitterness and detachment
· secretly uses a the seeing stone – the palantir -- to gather information,
· Seeing stone or palantir is a ball of indestructible crystal, used for communication and to see events in other parts of the world, events from the past or future. Some might describe it as a crystal ball.
· Denethor believed he that he could control the seeing stone
o The seeing stone could only show him things that were true – real object or events, but
o The seeing stone is not a reliable guide to action – it’s unclear whether events shown are in the past or in the future, and it doesn’t show everything.
o Sauron biased what the seeing stone showed Denethor, selectively choosing real events and positioning the presentation to convey a lie.
In the moment of crisis, the vast, evil horde of Mordor is arrayed outside the castle walls, and Denethor’s younger son Faramir is brought in on a stretcher – Faramir is pierced with arrows and looks like death.
In the darkness of his hopelessness, Denethor says this to Gandalf:
“I have seen more than thou knowest, Grey Fool. For thy hope is but ignorance. Go then and labor in healing! Go forth and fight. Vanity. For a little while you may triumph on the field, for a day. But against the Power that rises there is no victory. To this City only the first finger of its hand has yet been stretched. All the East is moving. Even now the wind of they hope cheats thee and wafts up the Anduin a fleet of black sails. The West has failed. It is time to depart for all you would not be slaves.”
Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem where together we embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this time of crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview.
I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski with Souls and Hearts at soulsandhearts.com. Thank you for being here with me.
This is episode 5: Your Catholic Mind and Resilience in Crisis and it is Friday, April 3, 2020. We are one week away from Good Friday.
Mindset is one of the four pillars of resilience in crisis for Catholics, and this episode builds on the last one, in which I introduced you to the four pillars of resilience. These four pillars are critical for you being able to not just survive, but to thrive in times of crisis like this moment we find ourselves in now.
Now we are going much more in depth on mindset.
So what is mindset?
Our mindset is the general position or attitude of our intellect.
Mindset captures how we habitually apply our thinking to the situations we face. It’s the soil in which our cognitive processes grow. Mindset is not our thinking per se – it’s the mental attitude from which our thinking flows.
So here’s a simple example to clarify. A person with a pessimistic and bitter mindset looks at a glass, sees it as half-empty and considers how he doesn’t really want water. He wants iced tea. With a twist of lemon. He thinks about how he never gets what he wants. A person with a providential mindset recognizes that four ounces of water is what he needs right now, and gives thanks to God for the gift of water.
You can think of mindset as filter through which we perceive our situations, other people, and ourselves. Our mindsets can range all over in terms of the accuracy of their perceptions and the quality of the thinking they produce. Think about it. You’ve seen this in others, when they totally misunderstand you in a situation. And if you’re honest with yourself, you can probably remember times when your perceptions of situations have been really misguided by your mindset.
And reminder of what we discussed in the last episode, our mindset greatly influences not only our thinking but also our behavior.
It’s much easier to act well when we have a healthy mindset
So now, back to Denethor. Let’s discuss his mindset. What was Denethor’s mindset? Think about it for just a second. Was it despair? Well, he did move to mindset of despair but only at the very end. Remember that mindsets can change and flux.
Denethor was in trouble with his mindset long before the host of Mordor gathered at his doorstep, long before the battered body of his son Faramir was hauled back to him in the castle. So what was the original problem with Denethor’s mindset? It was this:
Denethor believed that he needed only to rely on himself.
He was a man of great capacity, many talents and strong will.
He pursued the good as he understood it to the limits of his strength.
But was self-reliant.
He tried to carry out his mission alone and isolated. And that mission was greater than any one man could face alone.
None of us has the strength in our own will and in our own character to face our challenges without help.
Relying on our own strength is a prescription for disaster.
I empathize with Denethor – parts of me really want to be self reliant as well, want to be independent, not rely on anyone else. That resonates with some of you as well. So I get Denethor’s mindset, and the temptations he faced.
There was...
Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem
The Four Pillars of Psychological Resilience for Catholics
Episode 4:
It’s the late 7th century BC in Judah. The northern kingdom of Israel has already been destroyed by the dominant Assyrians, 200 years ago. The whole northern kingdom lost forever, 10 tribes gone, utterly ruined. The little southern kingdom of Judah survived, two tribes left, Judah and Benjamin, but those two tribes are surrounded by powerful enemies, idolatrous nations running rampant.
The ruling Assyrians are brutal, even by the standards of the day. But by this time Assyria is in a late-stage empire collapse. Assyrian nobles are jockeying for power and position, with palace intrigues and dirty dealing. Betrayals and internal power plays are the name of the game. Insurrections are on the rise, civil disturbances are breaking out as factions consolidate under rival warlords. The political situation was very dangerous and rapidly changing.
The conquered peoples under the Assyrian’s harsh rule – the Medes, Persians, Babylonians, Chaldeans, Scythians, Cimmerians became increasingly restive and hostile. These subjected nations, all much more powerful than little Judah smelled the Assyrians’ weakness like blood in the water. They sharpened their swords and were bided their time for payback. And little Judah, powerless, weak, vulnerable -- little Judah finds itself riding a red tricycle in a demolition derby. And in 616 BC it happened, like rolling thunder, real rebellions break out from the simmering tensions.
By 613 BC, the Babylonian army has broken free and with a vengeance is headed for Nineveh, the capital of Assyria, the biggest, most powerful city of the world. The Medes, Persians, Cimmerians and Scythians all join in with the Babylonians and pile on. It’s payback time for the brutal years of subjection. The Assyrians have ruled for centuries and they are not rolling over. It was a clash of titans. The battle for Nineveh lasted months, with hand-to-hand fighting from street to street and house to house. The city finally falls in 612 BC and the victorious armies sack, loot and burn Nineveh.
Now we have a huge power vacuum. The political and military situation was highly fluid, very unpredictable and really dangerous the cars crashed and burned in the derby and little Judah rode on.
Cue the Prophet Habakkuk:
I hear, and my body trembles,
my lips quiver at the sound;
rottenness enters into my bones,
my steps totter beneath me.
I will quietly wait for the day of trouble
to come upon people who invade us
So why am I sharing with you the story of the fall of Nineveh and the words of Habakkuk? Because the book of Habakkuk is all about a wild, tumultuous time, and there is great psychological wisdom in it. Those wild, unpredictable and dangerous days are also a great rea-life historical backdrop to this five episode series on resiliency. In the next five episodes I am giving you a mini-course on psychological and spiritual resilience in our own current crisis.
I’m sharing with you the four pillars of internal, personal resilience in the face of crisis. These are the four critical elements that distinguish among those that thrive in hard times, from those that survive, from those that don’t make it and fall into despair. I call these mindset, heartset, soulset and bodyset. I draw from the best of psychology grounded in a Catholic worldview. And I also draw in references from CS Lewis’ Screwtape Letters and JRR Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings.
So four pillars of resilience. What are these four pillars? Mindset, Heartset, Soulset, Bodyset.
I’m going to start with the most important pillar – guess which one it is. Mindset, Heartset, Soulset and Bodyset.
All of you who guessed Soulset – you’re right! Soulset is Pillar 1. But were are not starting with Pillar 1. We’re starting with Pillar 3. Yeah. Pillar 3 is Mindset. Because people are more familiar with mindset.
Pillar Three: Mindset is essentially a frame of mind. Our mindset is the position of our intellect, and how we apply reason to our situation and our experiences. For example, a person could have a pessimistic mindset or an optimistic mindset. That person filters the perception of the world and our thinking through that mindset. More intellectual, analytical people weigh mindset much more heavily in their decision making. A classic example is Mr. Spock from the original Star Trek series, or the character of Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle.
Here’s the thing – our mindset is dynamic and changes – we can have a very positive outlook at one point in time and a very negative one at another point in time and look at the same set of circumstances. Our mindset greatly influences not only our thinking but also our behavior. If we give free rein to our behavior, it will partially flow from our mindset. It’s much easier to act well when we have a good mindset. And one more thing – our mindsets can range all over in terms of their accuracy of perception and the quality of the thinking they produce.
Pillar Two: Heartset. Heartset is the dispositions or the orientation of our heart, the emotional and intuitive ways of our heart. Heartset and Mindset can be in opposition. For example, if a mother can have a solid mindset to go forward with cleaning the gravel out of her son’s skinned knee, while her heart breaks for him and doesn’t want to cause him pain. St. Therese of Lisieux in correcting the novices under her charge felt great pain in her heart about reproving them in her heartset. But she knew in a deep and clear way that this was right and true in her mind, her mindset. Mary Magdalene was heavily influenced by her heartset in how she loved God with deep emotion.. Dr. Bones McCoy of Star Trek also was very influenced by his heartset, which was part of the conflict he had with Mr. Spock, who was moved much more by his mindset.
Heartset is even more dynamic and changeable for many people than mindset. And it very much influences our mindset – makes sense right, that our emotional states influence how we think.
Pillar One: Soulset. Soulset is essentially our attitude of soul. It is the disposition of our spirit, or how our souls is oriented. Our attitude of soul. It can operate independently of mindset and heartset.
Our soulset reflects how we see God, and how we see ourselves in relationship with God, how we see God viewing us. Our soulset very much depends on our level of security in our relationship with God.
Now here’s the kicker – our soulset is also very dynamic. It changes too, often rapidly for some of us. Think about the orientation of your soul when you were in a spiritual high – how confident your soul was in those moments, the deep and abiding sense of well-being in God’s grace. Now think about your soulset when you are in you are in a bad spiritual place. How your soul is closed up and has moved aw...
Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem
Grief over the Loss of the Eucharist
Episode 3
March 27, 2020
Mary Magdalene saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had lain, one at the head and one at the feet. They said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said to them, “Because they have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.” John 20.
Who resonates with Mary Magdalene’s lament? They have taken away my Lord
The reactions of faithful Catholics to our churches being shuttered are not getting much press. But grief comes up a lot, a lot in conversations, with tears: Committed Catholics are grieving the loss of access to Our Lord in the Eucharist. And there are many other emotions as well.
So we know the reasons that are offered for the closing of the parishes.
On March 16, the White House guidance to avoid gatherings larger than 10 people.
In response, almost all dioceses closed the churches and cancelled public masses and gatherings of all kinds. Even confessions are to be postponed unless there is risk of death.
No reasonable person wants to arbitrarily increase the death count from the virus.
What has gotten much less attention is the real pain and loss of those of us dedicated and devoted to the Eucharist. The impact of that loss.
And this is a place where we can acknowledge that pain and the weirdness of it all. It is weird to watch Mass on TV or a computer monitor on Sunday morning.
Mary Magdalene yearning for Jesus outside the tomb would not have been satisfied by watching a video of Jesus on the angel’s iPhone.
Remember, this podcast is all about embracing the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth in this virus crisis, all grounded in a Catholic worldview.
We are always embracing the situations we find ourselves in and the people we find ourselves with, in deep confidence that all things work together for the good for those who love the Lord. All things. All things. Including our losses of access to the Eucharist.
So ask the question: How in God’s Providence can this situation be good for my spiritual life right now?
It’s really important to ask the question. Many people won’t seek the answer, and won’t find it.
Some Catholics will cover their grief with anger, and rail against the present circumstances, suffering like rebels.
Others will endure their grief without imbuing it with spiritual meaning, suffering like Stoics.
We have another option.
Action item for this episode. Ask the question: How is this loss of the Eucharist best for me? How is it best for me, right now, that I’ve lost access to the Blessed Sacrament, the Mass, Eucharistic adoration, Confession?
It’s vital that each of you who is struggling with the loss ask that question, and not just accept answers from other people, including me. And you need to turn it into a prayer, not just asking yourself, but asking God. Because there are reasons for the loss. God allowed it out of His love for you.. And those reasons vary from person to person, depending on our needs.
I want to give some possible answers, not so you can just accept them, because they may not fit you and your needs right now, but to serve as examples.
1. One possible answer for some is to increase our thirst for the Eucharist. Maybe you’ve stared to take our Lord’s presence in the Eurcharist for granted. Psychologically, we tend to desire things more once we are deprived of them. So if this is going on for you, you can ask for the love for Our Lord in the Eucharist to increase
2. The loss of the Eucharist may help you to become in touch with some experience of abandonment or betrayal from your past. There is a psychological technique called an affect bridge – that is where you work to remember when in the past you felt the same way you do now. For many of you, grief or anger over the loss of the Eucharist may tap into some other unresolved loss in your life. You can check that out. In your prayer, your quiet time, go back through your life to the times when you have felt the same way as you do now about the loss of the Eucharist. Is there something there, unresolved that you should know about? Something that God is allowing to surface in you now, so that you can take it to him for healing?
3. For me, I’m finding out how dependent I have been on my routine. I rely on my routines. For me this is about not relying on my spiritual plan of life and my regular spiritual routine. It’s about relying on God moment to moments and maintaining the Presence of God, recollection, rather than just during my prayer time. It’s about coming back to deepening the relationship, and embracing my dependency. I don’t need daily Mass or an hour of Eucharistic adoration to do that. In this situation, I can embrace the idea that it’s better that I don’t have them. As hard as it is for me to say that. I need God, and He is not bound by my lack of access the Eucharist.
Again, it’s important that you for yourself ask how this loss of the Eucharist is best for you. And if you are so moved, share it – let me know. Get in touch with me, Send me an email at [email protected]. And if you want to learn more about your personal psychological reactions in this crisis and how they interfere with your spiritual life, I am developing a short assessment and some limited-space webinars now. Sign up on our website at soulsandhearts.com on the coronavirus crisis: Carpe Diem page if you want to be notified when they are available.
Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem
Our Stress Responses: Discovering, Understanding and Improving Them
Episode 2
March 25, 2020
Introduction:
Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem where together we embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth, all grounded in a Catholic worldview.
Today we’re going to talk about how our stress responses give us very valuable information about ourselves, our psychological functioning and also our spiritual development.
So stress responses are the things we habitually do when we are stressed. They are ways of coping, ways of trying to adapt to the situation.
You may know your stress responses or you might not know them. Here are some examples of stress resposnes:
· Raiding the Fridge (chocolate)
· Biting nails
· Caught up in video games solitaire
· Online shopping
· Obsessive exercise
· Staring into space
· Starting arguments with the spouse
· Cleaning
· Baking
· Viewing pornography online
So now we’re going to explore our stress responses? Why do that? Why should we care? Because they tell us what we need, or at least what we assume we need at some level. And when those stress responses are maladaptive, we can fight them head on and sometimes we have to. But if we can find the underlying need, we can address it in an entirely new and healthy way.
My stress response is __________________
Next, let’s ask, “What does your stress response do for you?” How is that response trying to meet an assumed or real need?
If you listen in, you might find the answer.
You may already think you know the answer, and you may be right.
But let’s go deeper together.
Let’s have an open mind and an open heart toward ourselves on this one. We may have an insight if we are open to it.
The big theme: Our stress responses show us our growing edges, the areas in which we need to receive grace and help.
OK, so here’s the final part. Let’s bring those needs into the spiritual life.
In a crisis like this, the need often has to do with being secure or having a sense of safety.
As Catholics, our need for security and for safety can’t be met by maladaptive stress responses.
They don’t work. Chocolate can’t really make you safer. Nailbiting can only temporarily cover stress, not resolve it.
So to recap: First, Let’s recognize which of our behaviors are stress responses. Let’s name them and acknowledge them, own them, be real about them. So for me, that stress response is way too much internet surfing and study both of the economic and political news.
Second, Let’s then reflect and be open to the needs or assumed needs we have that drive them. In my case, an assumed need to predict what is happening and to control it. My real need though, is for a sense of safety and security.
Third, taking those assumed needs and real needs into the spiritual life in some way that is helpful to you. In my case, bring the need for safety and security to God the Father and to Mary.
Ok, so we are winding it up for today.
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Dr. Gerry has just launched his course for married couples who are recovering from the discovery of porn use – porn use is a stress response for many people.
Let’s pray for each other. Our Lady, Untier of Knots: Pray for Us. St. John the Baptist Pray for us.
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